[QUOTE="solidfish30"]

To me the state of not existing sounds terrible. But I have grown to accept it, it's not the fact that once I'm dead I have no conscience, it is instead the truth of life being for nothing. No matter how you put it, our art, our culture, our society is practically useless. It does nothing but benefit us, and us are nothing but a few blips in a big line of nothing. It truly is depressing to think that no matter what I do, or an absolute genius whose knowledge surpasses me in every possible way, we'll end up in the same place... nothing! Everything in our life concludes to nothing! Absolutely nothing!

I have done the only thing I can, I was in highschool when it hit me. But, I thought if I'm going to die and lose everything I've worked for, why even try? Why go to university, live a life of stress and slavery? Why? I'm going to do what makes me happy, and I'm accomplishing that goal. I don't want to spend three quarters of my life fighting for some form of happiness only to realise that it was all for nothing but a deluded lie that society led me on to think that I was special and that my unhappy unfulfilled life was going to lead to some type of pure nirvana. I've decided to do what I want, what it takes, to make me happy.

So when the day comes that I am no longer, I can at least hope that people celebrate my little blip. Because what else is there?

Master_Live

I'm quite humble, so I pretty much just live a small life with a number of hobbies. I've taken up learning musical instruments, creating my own music, editing and filmmaking, writing, and am of course a huge video game fan. I pretty much do anything that interests me, and I have chosen to live my life with the least work possible so that I have the free time to do the things I enjoy. Plus, since I don't need a huge income for my lifestyle I find myself saving with the little pay I get. I don't seek any form of recognition for any of my talents, I just love doing them!

My goal was to simply live a life without stress, and so far I've been doing a pretty good job. There are road bumps of course, but overall I'm proud of the little life I've created for myself. It's not necessarily ordinary, my sleep pattern is practically reversed, but I'm more or less happy! I'm an observer, and that is what makes me feel content.

To me the state of not existing sounds terrible. But I have grown to accept it, it's not the fact that once I'm dead I have no conscience, it is instead the truth of life being for nothing. No matter how you put it, our art, our culture, our society is practically useless. It does nothing but benefit us, and us are nothing but a few blips in a big line of nothing. It truly is depressing to think that no matter what I do, or an absolute genius whose knowledge surpasses me in every possible way, we'll end up in the same place... nothing! Everything in our life concludes to nothing! Absolutely nothing!

I have done the only thing I can, I was in highschool when it hit me. But, I thought if I'm going to die and lose everything I've worked for, why even try? Why go to university, live a life of stress and slavery? Why? I'm going to do what makes me happy, and I'm accomplishing that goal. I don't want to spend three quarters of my life fighting for some form of happiness only to realise that it was all for nothing but a deluded lie that society led me on to think that I was special and that my unhappy unfulfilled life was going to lead to some type of pure nirvana. I've decided to do what I want, what it takes, to make me happy.

So when the day comes that I am no longer, I can at least hope that people celebrate my little blip. Because what else is there?

[QUOTE="solidfish30"][QUOTE="bigboss423"] What?bigboss423

Your account has been here for ages, and have I made fun of you before? I don't remember, I rarely post myself. Also, I was not harassing you. I was just confused as to what you were doing.