I confided in one of my best friends on Monday. It was really weird. I've known her since I was 13.
We sat next to each other, and we were on the couch talking. We hugged and kissed a few times when we were talking but we didn't exchange any tongue or anything. I put my hand near her waist and she didn't seem bothered at all, she even put her hands on my chest for quite awhile. She rubbed my knee as I talked.
She even put her hands near my face which is a pretty intimate thing. it did feel really weird I kind pulled her in for a hug when she did that. But after words when we finished talking I grabbed her by the face and we kissed on the lips as friends of course.
We're practically best friends. She texted me and said "There is nothing you can't tell me that will make me feel any different", and she also said " We are a like and have so much in common, you can tell me anything I'll always be there for you no matter what."
The problem is maybe I'm just overanalyzing the whole situation. I've been seeing this girl for about 2 1/2 months now, and I like her. But after last night with my best friend, it took me a little of guard. We have so much in common and I never really thought about it but I love her more than a friend.
I will give it some thought, but could use some opinions. We are very close so I am kind of taking extra precaution some of the things she did when we talked, could be she's just comfortable around me the way she acted physically. But this other girl I've been seeing for the past two and a half months I like her too. I'm pretty patient with relationships and take my time before committing.
I just wanted some opinions. I don't want to look like a fool if I told my best friend I wanted to be with her and feel like a total idiot if I was rejected, and possibly ruin our friendship but she did say I could tell her anything.
I'm confused, I really like Amber(we are not officially dating), but she likes me and I like her a lot too. The thing is if I knew my best friend felt the same way as I feel about her, I wouldn't even think twice on who I would choose.
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