since I started this here I have ro write you this the first dream I described here with the girl searching for someting in my room has become real today, I wouldnt believe what I write here now if I hadnt witnessed it ... it was extraordenary, frightening and insightful ...
and if it just happened a few days earlier I wouldnt have been ready to withstand it at all, I really Cant talk abOut it in detail here, But I feel I should at leaSt inform someone about it
this all has finally come to an end .. a real ending and the results are not positive for me and while I cant think of a way how this could fall back to anyone else except me I also dont want to keep this urgent development of events hidden from anyone who is maybe concerned with it
there are many many aspects to it as always, but the one described here is the only aspect that really matters, I mean in reality what happened today is changing a lot if not everything for me, but the fact I saw it coming inside a dream isnt the big reveal for me, but I start to realise that it is the big change I was looking for, not hoping for but knowing it approaching ... I finally hit the bottom, so to speak
The Panther
His gaze, from passing on the bars around him,
has grown so weary, no more can it bear.
It seems as if a thousand bars surround him.
Beyond those thousand bars, there is nowhere.
The supple turnout of his sturdy treading
within the smallest circle pattern lands.
This dance of strength is 'round a center heading,
in which his mighty will, gone numb, now stands.
Just sometimes lift the curtains of his seeing.
Up, soundlessly – an image then goes in,
And passes through his tense and silent being,
reaches the heart, and dies within.
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