My guess would be social anxiety that you're projecting onto other people or some kind of paranoia. Xanax is one drug that fixes social anxiety. You should see a psychologist instead of a physician because it's definitely a psychological issue.

Also, NEVER TAKE MEDICAL ADVICE FROM PEOPLE ON THE INTERNET unless it's "see a doctor".

Moonshadowis Azura'splane of Oblivion, where she lives in a rose palace. It is reportedly blindingly beautiful and colorful, with flowers, waterfalls, trees, and a city of silver. TheWinged Twilightsare her servants.

Apocryphais Hermaeus Mora'splane of Oblivion, an endless library where all forbidden knowledge can be found. The books all have black covers with no titles, and the library is haunted by ghosts forever searching for knowledge. For more information, see thearticle on Hermaeus Mora.

Malacath'splane of OblivionisAshpit, which is described as consisting only of dust, palaces of smoke, and vaporous creatures: "anguish, betrayal, and broken promises like ash filled the bitter air". Levitation and magical breathing are necessary to survive there. Malacath's shrine in Cyrodiil, where he is depicted as a muscular Orc ready to strike with a heavy weapon, is patronized entirely by Orcs who hate "beautiful people".

Dagon'splane of Oblivionis known asDeadlands.As the name suggests, they are barren wastelands, consisting of blackened isles in a sea of lava. TheDremora,ClannfearandScampsare among his servants.

Molag Bal'splane of OblivionisColdharbour.The bookThe Doors of Oblivionsays that his plane resembles a copy of Nirn, including the Imperial Palace, but all desecrated and ruined. The ground is sludge, the sky is on fire, and the air is freezing. TheDaedrothsare typically counted among his servants.

Vaermina'splane of OblivionisQuagmire. It is described as a nightmare realm, where every few minutes reality shifts and becomes ever more horrifying. "A dark castle one moment, a den of ravening beasts the next, a moonlit swamp, a coffin where he was buried alive."

Here are all the daedric realms I could find. I'd be most interested in Vaermina's or Hermeus Mora's.

TES series (Skyrim, Oblivion, Morrowind). It's not horror but these games are definitely the best "exploration" games ever. Massive open world, millions of things to interact with, very expansive lore and thousands of characters to talk to. You can avoid action even more than in Amnesia as well.

To a lesser extent there's also the Fallout series, Mass Effect, Dragon Age, Kingdoms of Amalur.

A lot of people worry about this, but if you want good EVs without worrying about EV breeding at all just put on one of those "Power x" things that automatically add EVs to a certain stat.

It won't be perfect but you can just make the pokemon eat some berries to reduce bad EVs down to 0.

It would be far less annoying if you could actually see how many EVs your pokemon has though.