I really like this girl. We've known each other for a very long time. Since 5th grade (now in college). She's best friends with my sister and that's how I got to know her.
Recently she started to cuddle with me in bed. Whenever she stays over at our house, she would sleep with me. I really felt someting and I started to have stronger feelings toward her. I talked to her in person about my feelings and she said she likes me too, but she doesn't want to be with me because she doesn't want to ruin our friendship.Â
I can tell she really cares about me. After she said she didn't want to be with me I felt happy for some reason. Like, I was expecting this response. Whenever she cuddles with me I feel the pain afterwards. I tried to get over her, but the feelings keep coming back.
And even after I explaned myself, she still cuddles with me at night. The day after, I am so sad and in pain because I know she doesn't want to be with me.
I can't stop thinking about her. I just want to take care of her and just do things like, take her out to dinner, maybe drive to the beach, just the two of us. She is on my mind 24/7. I've liked her for a long time and she's had boyfriends while I was crushing on her.Â
Then one night we were hanging with friends playing Truth or Dare and she said that she 'likes me more than anyone and she has always liked me.'
But she doesn't want to be with me. I've never had a girlfriend. The pain she is causing me is so great.Â
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