despite years of trying, and even going to school, i have no artistic ability.
I have something called dysgraphia. Which is caused by my autism. It's essentially a deficiency in my fine motor skills that causes involuntary twitching and stimming of my fingers. So i'm unable to hold a pencil steadily.
I also have a slow thought process. It's caused by me having less neurological energy in my brain. I'm unable to create images in my mind well enough to draw from. I have spent so much time looking at something and trying to analyze its proportions, then when i try to make it, i draw a blank, become confused over what i'm doing, and eventually give up. Imagine watching a movie on blu ray with an HDTV, then watching the same movie on a VHS tape with messed up tracking on an old non HD tv. big difference. That's pretty much what it's like.
I have spent my entire life trying to overcome this. I went to school a few years only to fail both drawing classes and have to quit. It's always been a dream of mine to be able to draw. Unfortunately i got the short end of the stick and must resort to being jealousof those who can. And relying on people to draw for me. It really angers me when i see people who can draw, but complain about it. I have another friend who's partially paralyzed in his right arm. He can't draw either. He feels the same way.
Needless to say, i don't believe art is something anyone can do. Some people have mental illnesses like me that make it much harder. Other people pick up a pencil and magically draw something in minutes. Sure, you can get better, but ultimately i think it comes down to a matter of natural born talent. Which in my opinion comes with luck.
dissonantblack
Well yeah, but I'd wager that actual clinical conditions such as yours are pretty rare.
Of course not EVERYONE is capable of artistic ability, but the average person can.
I mean, not everyone can walk either. But generally speaking, I don't think it would be fair to say that the ability to walk is "something that you either have, or don't have." That would certainly apply to some people, but it's far from true as a general statement.
Anyway, are you interested in any other kinds of art that don't rely on fine motor skills? I mean, you might never be able to draw, but I'm sure you can find something that you can get good at, provided that it's something that you're interested in.
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