In the current state of mind I am in, I just can't see myself working for too long, that is what bugs me, in 2008 I worked with the worst manager I had ever seen in Mcdonalds, yet I worked there and sucked it up. I don't know I think things like this that have happened in life are only now affecting me, I don't know how or why but I used to be a person who just held in everything and from Day 1 in high school when I was being bullied the hell out of I never not once did I I feel like I want to die. Yet now I do. I will never forgive myself though, I caused this, I did not want to hang out with relatives, I didn't keep in contact with my friends and I was too stupid to see what would come of it, now I am facing the consequences. That is exactly the reason why I am here, I have no one to turn to, and I don't want my parents to have to worry more about me too, because they have had their own fair share of problems.
I just want to get done with University, but at a time like this it seems so overwhelming 4 years, and I know that it might get better in 4 years time, when I have a nice income, an easy job I love, and have money to spend going out with friends. But 4 years is such a long time, if I had 1 high school friend with me on this journey life would be perfect. Right now my only wish is to get my happiness back and job wise I honestly wish I could get a job at Eb games, Game or somewhere with something that I have alot of passion in.
dazzzilla
Bro, you want a friend to help you through this journey? Look towards your family. You say you have no one to turn to but your family is RIGHT THERE. They're there for you and whatever you're going through. Don't be afraid to tell them everything your feeling. Once things start getting sorted out and YOU actually take control of your life, you'll have SOMEBODY to tell about the progress you've made and how you're feeling.
They're the closest people you'll ever have, shutting them out is by far the worst idea you could possibly have.
A job at EB Games is a WONDERFUL idea. You'll not only be working with a business you love, but if the people there are like the people I work with at my EB, then you'll be having the greatest time everyday. Go get yourself an application and a hold of your life.
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