I'm depressed

I'm totally depressed today. I don't really feel like going outside in a while. I'm at a roadblock here and things are beginning to seem pointless.*sigh* This thread sucks. I don't even know what details to add.

Please, OT, help me out here. :(

I'm totally depressed today. I don't really feel like going outside in a while. I'm at a roadblock here and things are beginning to seem pointless.*sigh* This thread sucks. I don't even know what details to add.

Please, OT, help me out here. :(

Meeeko

here

[QUOTE="Meeeko"]

I'm totally depressed today. I don't really feel like going outside in a while. I'm at a roadblock here and things are beginning to seem pointless.*sigh* This thread sucks. I don't even know what details to add.

Please, OT, help me out here. :(

dave123321

here

Awe man, even that puppy looks depressed! Now I'm depressed:cry:

r u depress because of a girl ?BrideInDream

my first thoughts

330px-SerialKillerBunny google this and you will be happy

Awe man, even that puppy looks depressed! Now I'm depressed:cry:

jubino

His father lost his job. And they cannot afford to pay the hospital bills for his mom. He has the right to feel down. His brother is hooked on drugs as well. Sad really.Poor puppy.

1. Get a job

2. Go out to you're loal big city and do a bit of shopping or if you don't feel like shopping buy a book and enjoy it in a nice coffee house (preferably somewhere you haven't been alot before)

3. Try to work out a bit, this'll take tyou're mind off it and help boost your confidence

That's all i got at the moment but they do work, i was feeling a bit down at the beginging of term but i'm ok now and the good thing is that this way tends to stick unlike anything like "play a game" or "read a book"

[QUOTE="jubino"]

Awe man, even that puppy looks depressed! Now I'm depressed:cry:

dave123321

His father lost his job. And they cannot afford to pay the hospital bills for his mom. He has the right to feel down. His brother is hooked on drugs as well. Sad really.Poor puppy.

damn that was really touching..

i feel you puppy i feel you

[QUOTE="BrideInDream"]r u depress because of a girl ?Carl_W21

my first thoughts

Not because of a girl. Well maybe deep inside but thats not the reason. I'm just at a Physical purgatory at the moment. I'm affraid to talk to people that seek attention from me because I haven't responded to them in such a long time(embarrassed). I feel real bad for them though.

I want to add at least something to my life. All I do is stay inside and lurk internets. I don't know how though because im basically socially retarded irl. I want to get a job or something dangit. I don't know where to start.

I don't want to sound like a whiney POS.. its hard not too though heh.

dude, how bout smoke some **** and go outsideTrx07

I made a pact with my grandmother to never do drugs. so thats out of the question.

[QUOTE="Carl_W21"]

[QUOTE="BrideInDream"]r u depress because of a girl ?Meeeko

my first thoughts

Not because of a girl. Well maybe deep inside but thats not the reason. I'm just at a Physical purgatory at the moment. I'm affraid to talk to people that seek attention from me because I haven't responded to them in such a long time(embarrassed). I feel real bad for them though.

I want to add at least something to my life. All I do is stay inside and lurk internets. I don't know how though because im basically socially retarded irl. I want to get a job or something dangit. I don't know where to start.

I don't want to sound like a whiney POS.. its hard not too though heh.

buy a bball shoes/soccer shoes..

buy the ball which ever shoes u got..

then play.. sport will always make you socialize

I'm totally depressed today. I don't really feel like going outside in a while. I'm at a roadblock here and things are beginning to seem pointless.*sigh* This thread sucks. I don't even know what details to add.

Please, OT, help me out here. :(

Meeeko

1. Get a job (I don't know where to start. i'm a shut in all my life. socially retarded* ectt.....)

2. Go out to you're loal big city and do a bit of shopping or if you don't feel like shopping buy a book and enjoy it in a nice coffee house (preferably somewhere you haven't been alot before) (Don't have a car and no one will drive me around.)

3. Try to work out a bit, this'll take tyou're mind off it and help boost your confidence. (I do, do this once in a while but recently I haven't felt up to it.)

That's all i got at the moment but they do work, i was feeling a bit down at the beginging of term but i'm ok now and the good thing is that this way tends to stick unlike anything like "play a game" or "read a book"

markop2003

Thank you for helping me out. Maybe my mind is throwing out excuses.. but this is just how I feel at the moment.

[QUOTE="Meeeko"][QUOTE="Carl_W21"]

[QUOTE="BrideInDream"]r u depress because of a girl ?BrideInDream

my first thoughts

Not because of a girl. Well maybe deep inside but thats not the reason. I'm just at a Physical purgatory at the moment. I'm affraid to talk to people that seek attention from me because I haven't responded to them in such a long time(embarrassed). I feel real bad for them though.

I want to add at least something to my life. All I do is stay inside and lurk internets. I don't know how though because im basically socially retarded irl. I want to get a job or something dangit. I don't know where to start.

I don't want to sound like a whiney POS.. its hard not too though heh.

buy a bball shoes/soccer shoes..

buy the ball which ever shoes u got..

then play.. sport will always make you socialize

I don't know how to get around. Don't know anyone in my area to play with. Don't have any money to buy anything.(no job). I would love to play bball with somebody though. I do like playing it whenever I get the chance.The chance being mostly when I was in school.

Thanks for posting brainkiller, and ps3wizard. I'm glad I'm not the only one.

I Know millions of others are a lot worse off then me but it still don't take the:| and:cry: away.

I thank everyone for not flaming me and bringing support.

the dog made me giggle. hehe

[QUOTE="markop2003"]

1. Get a job (I don't know where to start. i'm a shut in all my life. socially retarded* ectt.....)

2. Go out to you're loal big city and do a bit of shopping or if you don't feel like shopping buy a book and enjoy it in a nice coffee house (preferably somewhere you haven't been alot before) (Don't have a car and no one will drive me around.)

3. Try to work out a bit, this'll take tyou're mind off it and help boost your confidence. (I do, do this once in a while but recently I haven't felt up to it.)

That's all i got at the moment but they do work, i was feeling a bit down at the beginging of term but i'm ok now and the good thing is that this way tends to stick unlike anything like "play a game" or "read a book"

Meeeko

Thank you for helping me out. Maybe my mind is throwing out excuses.. but this is just how I feel at the moment.

1. Anything will do for a job, even a paper route will get you some fresh air and out of the house, it looks good on your CV too that you managed to get yourself up so early consistently

2. Neither do i, i always use the train then the tram network in the city or i i'm going more local then i use the bus

3. I've been feeling like that a bit too , the bst way to do it is use an incentive

i.e i don't let myself leave my room in the morning untill i've done 10 pushups, i don't allow myself to have a meal until i've done 60 situps

Sport. I can see that not being you're sort of thing, it usually requires skill in the sport and such before hand and competitive drive to put effort in which has never worked for me. The ones i've listed you don't really need to know anything for, even if you think you do, just throw yourself in and do it. When i started going shopping on some of my free afternoons i'ld never really shopped for pleasure before or shopped alone but it was really great, i enjoyed it and it allowed me to order my thoughs and relax, anytime spent away from homework is relaxing for me.

[QUOTE="Trx07"]dude, how bout smoke some **** and go outsideMeeeko

I made a pact with my grandmother to never do drugs. so thats out of the question.

That's good, I guess a change of scenery is always good, like taking a bike or walking somewhere you havent been before always helps me.

Man up!

Sleep it off.

[QUOTE="Meeeko"]

[QUOTE="Trx07"]dude, how bout smoke some **** and go outsideSkylarkell

I made a pact with my grandmother to never do drugs. so thats out of the question.

That's good, I guess a change of scenery is always good, like taking a bike or walking somewhere you havent been before always helps me.

Thats a good idea. Also it would help me to know my area a little better. how far should I go out without knowing my way around..?

I'm depressed as well.

We have so much in common. Let's get married! :D

Man up!

jmnderson69

thank you, that picture reflects the age of my social maturity.

I'm depressed as well.

We have so much in common. Let's get married! :D

Jaks_Secret

No way, then our kids will grow up to be depressed.

[QUOTE="Skylarkell"][QUOTE="Meeeko"]

[QUOTE="Trx07"]dude, how bout smoke some **** and go outsideMeeeko

I made a pact with my grandmother to never do drugs. so thats out of the question.

That's good, I guess a change of scenery is always good, like taking a bike or walking somewhere you havent been before always helps me.

Thats a good idea. Also it would help me to know my area a little better. how far should I go out without knowing my way around..?

Use bread crumbs. :P

I moved to a new area a while ago but since I dont go to school around there I barely know anyone. I usually have an idea of where I'm going on my bike sometimes but if you dont remember you can always just go about 5 blocks away, or less and then return.

[QUOTE="Meeeko"][QUOTE="Skylarkell"][QUOTE="Meeeko"]

[QUOTE="Trx07"]dude, how bout smoke some **** and go outsideSkylarkell

I made a pact with my grandmother to never do drugs. so thats out of the question.

That's good, I guess a change of scenery is always good, like taking a bike or walking somewhere you havent been before always helps me.

Thats a good idea. Also it would help me to know my area a little better. how far should I go out without knowing my way around..?

Use bread crumbs. :P

I moved to a new area a while ago but since I dont go to school around there I barely know anyone. I usually have an idea of where I'm going on my bike sometimes but if you dont remember you can always just go about 5 blocks away, or less and then return.

The scorpians will eat all the bread crumbs..:cry: (I live in phoenix)

5blocks is like.. 5 neighborhoods right?

everything will fall into place man dont worry about it so muchfdsfgs

I think It's time to worry. I'm 20 and have no clue about anything besides internets.

I understand what you mean though. I've seen it happen in my life. When I think its the end eventually things come together nicely.

THings could be worse....

I'm honestly afraid of getting lost in my city. I don't know any of the streets or anything. I don't know how to find a paper boy job nor how to confront the employer(etiquette). I feel like I'm just going to look like a joke trying to get a job. The only thing I know is my own address as far as getting around goes.Meeeko

i don't know the way around my local city either, i know how to get to the high street from the train station and i know my way round the main part of the mall but that's about it, just one street off the high street and i'm completely lost, makes it all the more intresting IMO

just don't use too much new slang and don't insult people... that's about it, atleast that got me throught my job

and for getting around just bring a map with you or print off a google map and mark your route on, after a while you'll memorise it even if you don't know the street names

THings could be worse....

*pic*

bsman00

The thing is, his problem will only lasted a couple of hours. Mine may last way over a decade.

[QUOTE="Skylarkell"][QUOTE="Meeeko"][QUOTE="Skylarkell"][QUOTE="Meeeko"]

[QUOTE="Trx07"]dude, how bout smoke some **** and go outsideMeeeko

I made a pact with my grandmother to never do drugs. so thats out of the question.

That's good, I guess a change of scenery is always good, like taking a bike or walking somewhere you havent been before always helps me.

Thats a good idea. Also it would help me to know my area a little better. how far should I go out without knowing my way around..?

Use bread crumbs. :P

I moved to a new area a while ago but since I dont go to school around there I barely know anyone. I usually have an idea of where I'm going on my bike sometimes but if you dont remember you can always just go about 5 blocks away, or less and then return.

The scorpians will eat all the bread crumbs..:cry: (I live in phoenix)

5blocks is like.. 5 neighborhoods right?

yeah in Phoenix thats about three neighborhoods.

I guess you could go up to a place where you feel comfortable enough, lets say ten blocks since youre in a city or go to a random train or bus stop.

Just try to do something new. I was feeling bored so I went around my neighborhood and found an ice cream place.

[QUOTE="fdsfgs"]everything will fall into place man dont worry about it so muchMeeeko

I think It's time to worry. I'm 20 and have no clue about anything besides internets.

I understand what you mean though. I've seen it happen in my life. When I think its the end eventually things come together nicely.

[QUOTE="Meeeko"]I'm honestly afraid of getting lost in my city. I don't know any of the streets or anything. I don't know how to find a paper boy job nor how to confront the employer(etiquette). I feel like I'm just going to look like a joke trying to get a job. The only thing I know is my own address as far as getting around goes.markop2003

i don't know the way around my local city either, i know how to get to the high street from the train station and i know my way round the main part of the mall but that's about it, just one street off the high street and i'm completely lost, makes it all the more intresting IMO

just don't use too much new slang and don't insult people... that's about it, atleast that got me throught my job

and for getting around just bring a map with you or print off a google map and mark your route on, after a while you'll memorise it even if you don't know the street names

Thank you mark, that is inspiring to know. I had in my mind that you knew the ins and outs of your area all figured out.

I'll make sure not to call anyone newbz hehe. I don't really use slang except for dude.

IRT original post:

1. Journal. Write everything down.

2. Take the journal wherever you go, and write down steps to combat your depression.

3. Do those things.

4. When you feel like it, talk to another person about what is making you depressed.

[QUOTE="Skylarkell"][QUOTE="Meeeko"][QUOTE="Skylarkell"][QUOTE="Meeeko"]

[QUOTE="Trx07"]dude, how bout smoke some **** and go outsideMeeeko

I made a pact with my grandmother to never do drugs. so thats out of the question.

That's good, I guess a change of scenery is always good, like taking a bike or walking somewhere you havent been before always helps me.

Thats a good idea. Also it would help me to know my area a little better. how far should I go out without knowing my way around..?

Use bread crumbs. :P

I moved to a new area a while ago but since I dont go to school around there I barely know anyone. I usually have an idea of where I'm going on my bike sometimes but if you dont remember you can always just go about 5 blocks away, or less and then return.

The scorpians will eat all the bread crumbs..:cry: (I live in phoenix)

5blocks is like.. 5 neighborhoods right?

5 blocks is just 5 main roads, depends how far it is on how big your town is but it should be just as easy to navigate if you only go 5 blocks.

[QUOTE="Meeeko"]

[QUOTE="fdsfgs"]everything will fall into place man dont worry about it so muchfdsfgs

I think It's time to worry. I'm 20 and have no clue about anything besides internets.

I understand what you mean though. I've seen it happen in my life. When I think its the end eventually things come together nicely.

I love the Idea of going to college but As You can see the I'm not quite sure where to start. I have a fear that i'll be to stupid for it and just be laughed out of the building. Wasting my time/money and making a fool out of myself.

[QUOTE="markop2003"]

[QUOTE="Meeeko"]I'm honestly afraid of getting lost in my city. I don't know any of the streets or anything. I don't know how to find a paper boy job nor how to confront the employer(etiquette). I feel like I'm just going to look like a joke trying to get a job. The only thing I know is my own address as far as getting around goes.Meeeko

i don't know the way around my local city either, i know how to get to the high street from the train station and i know my way round the main part of the mall but that's about it, just one street off the high street and i'm completely lost, makes it all the more intresting IMO

just don't use too much new slang and don't insult people... that's about it, atleast that got me throught my job

and for getting around just bring a map with you or print off a google map and mark your route on, after a while you'll memorise it even if you don't know the street names

Thank you mark, that is inspiring to know. I had in my mind that you knew the ins and outs of your area all figured out.

I'll make sure not to call anyone newbz hehe. I don't really use slang except for dude.

that's fine i always talked to my boss like this"Rite, mate, i need a couple of weeks off cause i'm going on holiday wit ma folks", it's fine as long as it's nothing new

IRT original post:

1. Journal. Write everything down.

2. Take the journal wherever you go, and write down steps to combat your depression.

3. Do those things.

4. When you feel like it, talk to another person about what is making you depressed.

wslacker2

Good Idea, I could use my dream journal for that. Talking to other people about it.. I don't know about that. I feel embarrassed just about the thought of it. Only reason I'm talking about this in public now of course is because of the anonymity of the Internet. It's rare for me to talk about my feelings irl.