I am getting older now, and ill admit when I was younger I used to feel a slight insecurity about this holiday. Now I honestly didn't even acknowledge it within the grand scheme of my life.
IDK just thinking of my last couple of valentines day they were all so different.
2014: spent the night with a chick because neither of us wanted to be alone
2015: In a new city and already lonely, this day felt pretty rough. Pretty sure I just drink myself to sleep.
2016: Went on a date with a girl I was really into and had a blast, but the relationship dissolved after
2017: I was single and wanted to do something, but ended up just going to a party and getting drunk with my friend and her friends.
2018: I am 25 now and honestly just can't even justify getting worked up about it. I have kind of outgrown holidays in general, but this one just feels more redunant. Also I am going through a bit of a sober week(been drinking a lot this month), but I dont even feel like drinking eventhough everyone else is getting plastered.
How about you guys?
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