I usually try not to be the jealous type of person but recently last highschool year i've come to be really jealous of the rich kids in my school, they're usually the smarts ones in the school it seems like no matter what they always have good grades, the go to parties about every fking friday but still keep their grades, while I look at myself on the other hand and i struggle to keep my freaking grade up because i have to keep up with soccer, work, school all while taking the dam bus cause my mom is too busy working to pick me up (did i mention i have a deadbeat dad?). they all and when i say this i really mean it, they ALL FREAKING HAVE BRAND NEW CARS, im not joking it's like as soon as they turn 16 they have a brand new car handed to them and i wont be able to even touch a car until im done saving up money from my summer job and ill prob have to work during school to get it all together anyways. They're always traveling to other places, its like the money doesnt even matter, they go to paris, italy, morocco, honduras, germany, ireland just to name a few. the last country iv'e been to was netherlands and thats only because my flight from my country cameroon was making a short stop there, so yeah ive been to the netherlands for an hour. anyways it just seems like they dont work for **** all the while still being ahead of me in everything. it just gets at me, ive been working my ass off since i was 13 had a job since then, my mom works and goes to college to try to get a nicer job all while taking care of 4 kids, my older sis is barely paying her way through college (thank god its her last year) and we have to move during my dam senior year just cause we cant afford our current house anymore and all the while i look at the other people having fun and i just cant even stand it. but ugh anyways, back to the question have you ever been jealous of anyone else as much as i am right now?
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