I did visit one again. I seen a fictional character while I was there. I also seen my angel form peeking at me lol

You guys think it's cool that fictional characters can become real? I think it's possible because the nothingness can be condensed to tight that it becomes aware of itself. So fictional characters can become real that way. I went to a psych ward and seen a fictional character. I also seen raiden, I think of him like the grandfather of the universe.

Yeah I believe we are all connected. From the first part of the universe where nothing existed, to now. It feels safe being connected as one. That's how perfection is possible.

Not in my reality.

You can't be sure though. Only god knows for sure what the illusions of life is.

You can't be sure of what is or isn't an illusion though.

I work a few hours every couple months for my dad. Maybe one day I'll be able to handle reality.

The older I get, the more I find that life is just an illusion. Like the people suffering in Africa may not even exist. I mean, god has to be able to add fake consciousness's to the universe to add meaning to the universe. A good reason to add the illusion of suffering in the world is to make it more entertaining.

To make stuff like heaven and hell seem believable, god has to make hell an illusion and heaven a reality. Illusions are a great way to make the universe beautiful. God could make the illusion that spawn is real and got sent to hell once he died, that would be cool to see spawn in real life and believe he really did go to hell. Illusions are awesome. I doubt a lot of people who suffered a lot are even real, they are probably just illusions. Just remember to treat the illusion like it's real because god made some pretty convincing illusions.

You think life is one big illusion?

I can't hardly describe it in words. I can think of it all I want though.

I believe I go between different dimensions all the time. Like an infinite dimension, calibrated to run at 3D space. For example, I could be living in the 99th dimension but calibrated to 3d. Then on another day I could be living in the 9999th dimension, calibrated for 3d. It's pretty cool to think I'm living in those high dimensions. I don't feel inferior to the higher beings when I think of life this way.

Think of it like living in a 3d world, set in a higher dimension, it's cool to think about.