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Maine

so im in maine right now and im sad because i dont get to see my bf as much as i did before..im glad he gets to come up to meet all my family after xmas...its going to be great! i miss him so much..its very depressing being so far away from him....

Moving

on November 5th I will no longer be in Florida...iam moving to Maine to live with my aunt! im not staying up there forever..dont worry!!...just thought id let everyone know...

One of my favorite songs

This song always makes me happy when I listen to it.. Adema: The way you like it

I'll get inside you
I'll get inside you

Don't live with shame, 'cause feelings change but fame remains
The reason why your gonna wanna take me home tonight
It's all the same up in this game, the people change
And money claims everyone from everything
I can't believe that you would think that **** of me
I was amazed at the torment that you put me through
If you can see right through the greed and all your needs
You realize that you were just about as bad as me

Sometimes I only remember the days when I was young
Nowadays no one remembers when they were young and stupid
(The way you like it)
Come on baby help me, someone to confide in
(I'll get inside you)
Now you're beggin' me to stay

My life has changed but **** the fame, I'll stay the same
You can't complain when you can pay the bills and do your thing
Appreciate, don't player hate, congratulate
I miss the pain and the torment that you put me through
(I'll get inside you)
So what's to fear when everything is crystal clear
You realize that you should do the things you wanna do
Don't give in to what people say, don't be ashamed
To separate the feelings on your mind you can't sedate
(I'll get inside you)

Sometimes I only remember the days when I was young
Nowadays no one remembers when they were young and stupid
(The way you like it)
Come on baby help me, someone to confide in
(I'll get inside you)
Now you're beggin' me to stay
(I'll get inside you)
Now you're beggin' me to stay

I'll get inside you

You would always say I'd never be ****
They would always say I'd never be ****
But look at me now, look at me now
(I'll get inside you)
Now you're beggin' me to stay
(I'll get inside you)
Now you're beggin' me to stay

The way you like it

Sometimes I only remember the days when I was young
Nowadays no one remembers when they were young and stupid
(The way you like it)
Come on baby help me, someone to confide in
(I'll get inside you)
Now you're beggin' me to stay
(I'll get inside you)
Sometimes I only remember the days when I was young
(I'll get inside you)
Nowadays no one remembers when they were young and stupid
(The way you like it)
Come on baby help me, someone to confide in
(I'll get inside you)
Now you're beggin' me to stay
(I'll get inside you)
Now you're beggin' me to stay
(I'll get inside you)
Now you're beggin' me to stay
(The way you like it)

Depression

I have been going through a lot of different things lately and I can't help it but to be very depressed right now...it seems like I keep getting let down by people that I really need in my life right now and it hurts...I can't really dicusss what is going on but just know that im very upset and im not sure if i can hold on much longer..:(

My head hurts

Everyday i get a headache..sometimes it doesnt last long other times it seems to last the entire day maybe even longer...today ive had one all day and all last night while i was trying to sleep..the pain sucks...:cry:

Good song

This song recently came out and I really like it. It's by Disturbed and it's called Land of Confusion read the lyrics it's a very true song...here are the lyrics:

I must have dreamed a thousand dreams
Been haunted by a million screams
But I can hear the marching feet
They're moving into the street

Now, did you read the news today?
They say the danger has gone away
But I can see the fire's still alight
They're burning into the night

There's too many men, too many people
Making too many problems
And there's not much love to go around
Can't you see this is a land of confusion?

This is the world we live in
And these are the hands we're given
Use them and let's start trying
To make it a place worth living in

Oh, superman, where are you now?
When everything's gone wrong somehow?
The men of steel, these men of power
Are losing control by the hour

This is the time, this is the place
So we look for the future
But there's not much love to go around
Tell me why this is a land of confusion

This is the world we live in
And these are the hands we're given
Use them and let's start trying
To make it a place worth living in

I remember long ago
When the sun was shining
And all the stars were bright all through the night
In the wake of this madness, as I held you tight
So long ago

I won't be coming home tonight
My generation will put it right
We're not just making promises
That we know we'll never keep

There's too many men, too many people
Making too many problems
And there's not much love to go round
Can't you see this is a land of confusion?

Now, this is the world we live in
And these are the hands we're given
Use them and let's start trying
To make it a place worth fighting for

This is the world we live in
And these are the names we're given
Stand up and let's start showing
Just where our lives are going to

Weather

I hate living in Florida sometimes because the storms are horrible..it seems like every single time we have a storm power goes out, internet is down and the city doesn't give a rat's a$$...ugh..:cry:

My job

So i work at arby's ...its not that i dont like working i just wish i could make more money...my last paycheck was like $40...and im trying to save for a car and getting $40 a paycheck is bull...if i dont start getting more hours im gonna try and work at publix...they have great benifits and i could make WAY more than at arby's...money money money...isnt it a wonderful thing?