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Our Friend

Hi everyone,

How are you all? I have been very sick, but that's not the reason for this blog. It's about my friend or our friend matastig. He really needs our prayers at moment. He is in a horrible place, where many of us here on GS can't even begin to imagine what he is and other ppl are going thru. Please all I'm asking to please take a moment in your day to PRAY for him.

At this time this is all we can do for him. To be very honest, we email or chat everyday. And I have not heard from him in 2 days.

Thank you for reading and God Bless us all and keep us safe.


How I have missed you all!!!

Hello to all and how are all my friends doing?

First of things first, I am not upset with no one at GS or the staff. Life is to short to worry about things like that. I should know I have spent the past 4 months in and out of the hospital, due to my Lupus attacking my kidneys. So thats the reason I have not been around.

I am doing better, still not where I wish I could be but, I am very Blessed that I have survived this long with all of my pass history with this chronic liiness.

Now lets talk about games, and oh yea I got Mass Effect 3 limited edition for the 360:D;):cool:. I have a feeling its going to be the best of all Mass Effects. And yes @JustAdam, I promise to take it easy on not gaming 24/7 :P. @matastig, Thank you for being the amazing friend thru these past difficult months.:)

I also have a confession to make and its about something Ladies to not like to talk about. But for me I am so proud to have reached this birthday mark. Yes I turned the big 50th years young last year in October. I remember when I was in my 20's thinking, FIFTY!! Oh no, Gray hair, dentures, but now I just laugh because being 50 is how you feel in your heart and soul and when people aak me, how old am I, I proudly say 50 years young. They laugh, only because they don't believe me. I tell them the secret is sunscreen, no alcohol and eating the right foods and lots of water. So to all my young friends, please take care of yourself now ;).

So now that am back, please tell me how you are all doing!!

Hugs to all and God Bless.


Happy Holidays my friends

Hi to all,

Hope all is well. I just wanted to wish every one a MERRY CHRISTMAS ;).

Also, please note I am not leaving or have plans of leaving GS. I miss you all very much. I just need a little bit more time to

get my self healthier.

Your Friend always & God Bless all of you


Please take care

It's gonna be short

HELLO to all,

Hope all is fantastic with everyone. :cool:. I have had a health set back :|. No gaming, why, dang seizures :cry:. But, I am trying a different medication for them. But just 3 days ago I had one in front of over 100 ppl. Not fun!! So I called the Dr. So it's back to square one.

Just wanted to say HI and I miss you all. ;).

Take Care and God Bless


Where have you all been?

Hi guys and gals,

How are you all doing? Wow, I logged into GS to find the Sophia is leaving GS :(, But I do wish her all the best ;). Okay, I really do not know how many of you are going to read this, but for those who are still with me. I have some news, not the best but I have a history of siezures. There are different ones, mines was controlled for a long time and gaming was not a problem. But my Moms passing has affected me more then I ever thought.

Until a couple of months ago, or little more. During game play, I would feel my head getting numb and tingling and my eyes would get very blurry, just a wierd feeling. Knowing all along that I should not be playing for so many hours, I am an adult, I should know better, blah, blah blah. So after many Doctors and testing, they asked me, Do you still play those video games and of course I said yea sure every now and then. And out of my Hubby's mouth I hear him say NO she plays non stop, thats her hobby and she loves it.

The look of my Dr's face was not a happy one, because I gently kicked my hubby :shock:. Bottom line, I miss my video games, am still buying them. Becuase I will start playing again!! I do not know when but I will 8). Also, I will be going back to the hospital on Monday for IV antibiotics, cause there is other things happining. Dang having a chronic illness really sucks!! But I am a fighter.

So to everyone who remebers me, and those who don't,:roll:I wish you all the Happiness in Life :). Please have fun and enjoy being alive. Because God knows I do and will continue ;).

Hugs & Kisses to all


p.s. The puppies are doing awesome :).

Life's Truths

Hi to all and how are you? Sorry about my last blog, well not really, that just who I am 8). So this one is going to be different. Please read on:

There are 5 things in life you cannot recover;

A stone...... after it's thrown. A word..... after it is said. An occassion.... after it's missed. The time.... after it's gone. A person..... after they die.

Life is short. Break the rules. Forgive quickly. Kisss slowly. Love truly. Laugh uncontrollably. And never regret anything that made you smile!!


Take Care you all and truly you guys ROCK 8).

Love Ya


In the Mist of it...

Hi my friends,

It's been awhile that I have written a blog, but it has nothing to do with any of you :). Trust me when I say that my life is or has changed. No not my illness, thats always been there and always will. But losing my Mom has affected me in a way thats hard to put into words. See back in Oct 9, 2010. I sat there with people coming up to me telling me things that they thought I wanted to hear, do things they thought I wanted them to do. But the FACT was they were just people passing by at a time in my life that they thought I needed them. When in fact WE all go our seperate ways they have there lives to continue and there is nothing wrong with that. But then comes that empytness, like something is missing or did I take a wrong turn somewhere. So I say in the mist of it... Becasue thats how I feel. People walking by doing there things, even me doing my day to day things. But I feel like a Mist or a girl waiting by the phone to ring and it will be my Mom asking me 'How are you sweetheart or I LOVE you daughter'.

So in the Mist of my life now yes I am depressed and that is why I seperated myself from almost everything, even GS but a young man matastig has done more for me then any person around me and he is on the other part of the world, imagine that... Life is funny that way, don't you think?? Well I do ;). How can a person you have never seen or heard can be this one person who knows what to say and when. You can put that in one of your 5 facts. Even though you keep emailing me telling me something is wrong, and I tell you later. Well this is later. I am ok and yes just ok because am still that girl in the mist waiting for the phone to ring and ring.......

God Bless you all


Really quick blog :).

HI my friends,

How are you? I have not been active on GS because of my health. Has many of you know, I have lupus and it has attacked my Intenstines. I was in the hospital for 7 days and I am now at home recovering. Also, my laptop has decided to not charge.:(.

To @zinolex, @indzman, Thank you o much for your concern ;). Also @matastig, Thank you for being the awesome friend you are.

See you all soon and God Bless

Hugs & Kisses


What crazy person wrote that last blog

Me and I am sorry. I should have listened to @matatstig and @indzman awesome friends here I have at GS. What I wrote on my last blog is true. But I also need my friends here at GS. That is sorta of crazy that people you have never seen, but your only communication is via email, PM's or consoles. Also, when I read your blogs I'm either really happy for you or I am really worried for you. I truly hold you close to my heart.

I hope my age did not throw you guys off, but if it did I understand. Trust me it shocks me to. Only because when I look in the Mirror I do not see age. Maybe because of all the plastic surgery I have had :o. No have never had plastic surgery :lol:.

Also a wise young man told me, I have been through so much change in less then a year. That the last thing I should do was that last blog and he was right. Go ahead @matastig pat your self on you back, because you were so right 8).

NO i will not be leaving GS and I apologize to staff, you guys are the BEST I love game night and I can't wait for E3.

So if you are still with me and you want to ask me a question I will try my best to answer them, or just leave a comment.

Wishing you all much Happiness, Love and laughter,

Mayra :)

It's been great but...

I hope everyone is doing great. I am not going to make this long, but I will be leaving Game Spot. And yes I have said this before but this time it's true. With my Moms passing I have more family responsibilities & there my priority. Many of you may not know but I am 49 years young, married for 28 years, it will be 29 in June :). I love my Husband dearly he is a wonderful Man. Also, my beautiful family I have to participate more with them. And I very concern about one of my nephew's, I was up talking to him until 3:00 in the morning talking him out of doing something stupid. Thank You God for giving me the words to help him.

I have noticed that I am not playing games the way I used to: I hope it's just a faze I'm going thru. Also when I have logged in to GS there is a person doing there best on my friends blogs to use the thumb down option. I am so totally against this and I have expressed my feelings to certain people here on GS and no response. They have change the homepage and we have had no say so on this. Sure they have this poll about what we do not like about is and what changes we what. But honestly there going to do what ever they what.

Please be kind to one another. Most or all of you are young & Trust me life does get better. We just have hurdles in life that we have to go thru.

God Bless....

@matastig; My Dearest Friend, you have touched my heart in such a special way. You are special in every way you can imagine. My hubby knows about this blog and he told me to tell you to PLEASE keep in touch with us. Also, take care of yourself please.

P.S. OOPS.... I Forgot there certain friends I promised I was just a click away. So since I do not go back on my promises. I will be checking in on you all at least once or twice a week to check in my messages and to say HI. ;).