recently went through the Blade franchise as I didn't remember much and I loved the first two. especially Blade 2. love the universe Del Toro created which I think is the basis of The Strain. I wish the guy would return to what he is good at. he has gotten too Hollywood-ized lately imo.

surprisingly, after years of looking actually I found the game I was looking for, if anyone interested it's Phoenix 3. it's not exactly what I described I guess but close enough!

@ArchoNils2:

Hi, thanks for pointing out this thread to me, no it's not metal slug. It was more realistic looking than MS.

Hello everyone I hope this is the right place to ask this,

what I want to remember is the name of a side scrolling war game I used to play as a child. from what I remember it was either on Panasonic 3do or PS1. I remember you'd play as a character who was wearing a green suit and had a Rambo like hair style I think. I also think I remember him being armed with an M4. I remember one of the missions was set in a burning ruins of a city and was fairly atmospheric for the time. and I also think that the character was larger than usual..compared to perhaps Contra characters. well this is what I think I remember, hope someone can help.

thanks in advance.

Thanks. sorry I didn't expect an sticky for this purpose so I didn't even look.

Hello everyone I hope this is the right place to ask this,
what I want to remember is the name of a side scrolling war game I used to play as a child. from what I remember it was either on Panasonic 3do or PS1. I remember you'd play as a character who was wearing a green suit and had a Rambo like hair style I think. I also think I remember him being armed with an M4. I remember one of the missions was set in a burning ruins of a city and was fairly atmospheric for the time. and I also think that the character was larger than usual..compared to perhaps Contra characters. well this is what I think I remember, hope someone can help.
thanks in advance.

I deleted my original response to you as it was irrelevant. what you said about inspiration is true. I had never noticed it but the truth is that through my whole life I've been struggling with lack of motivation. this fight when we were doing good, actually reversed my depression. I completely stopped taking all my meds which i had been on for around 10 years. thanks for what you said.

I realize that. I guess I'm not trying to help anyone here. in fact deep down I only want suffering for everyone in my family including myself. I just don't understand how we are going to pretend that we can still be a family. if we all had done our bests we probably could become a whole again but now it's only a matter of time this dysfunctional family falls apart.

defintely, a bowling in hell. what kills me is that caring mask he's always wearing. all the people that haven't lived with him think he's such a gentleman.
I try not to focus on him but I just can't stand that self righteous look on his face anymore. I really wish what you say is true and life will catch up on with him.

my mom once caught my father flirting on the phone while she was carrying a chemo IV infusion bag. I remember her crying while carrying that goddamn bag around. how can I forgive this man? just how?
I'm certainly not going to hurt that man. the only one I can physically hurt is myself.