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Meh....

My ability to come up with good blog titles never ceases to amaze me lol. Once again i have no idea what i'm gonna write about so once again i have no idea what the title should be. I just had nothing better to do and felt this could occupy my time for a slight bit. Makes me wonder how people can do this like everyday or once a week and stuff. Who the hell has that much stuff to say and an even better question.....do they think we really care about what they have and how frequent they say it? Must be some self gratifying type thing i'll never understand. Meh....moving on....

I guess the first thing i'll point out is that i crossed 50k posts a little while back. Nowadays with the big posters around GS (which i'm part of for some reason) my number doesnt really stand out (outta the top 75 posters of GS i rank somewhere in the 40s) BUT when you considered that about 75%-80% of those posts over the span of my 4 years here were on only TWO unions, then it truly becomes a feat to behold. The other people probably spread their posts around this wretched site in union after union sharing opinions and talking to other people in those mod filled GS forums. Not my cup a tea really. So yes....an even more special achievement i believe than most. Praise me! I have spoken.....

Another thing. Believe it or not, i'm still getting Christmas presents! Yup indeed. Turns out that shipping is kinda slow from certain other countries. This was to be expected though so its no biggie. Whether it be snacks, booze and manga from Japan, booze from Germany, booze and snacks from Czech Republic or even _________ from _________, i welcome it all. OH and did you notice the ongoing pattern from my international presents? My international friends know me so well. Screw that materialistic crap like the lot of you! Give me some good booze and some decent snacks and i'll survive longer than the rest of you. I cant eat a phone or a game! Oh and the blank was made because of that last international present that somehow hasnt reached me yet which puts me in much sadness. I was also trying to work my kouhai over for another bottle of wine but she said the only time she would get more for me was my B-Day. Once again....much sadness there.....

The break is coming to an end. It went rather quickly i must admit. For those who dont realize, i was off since i think the 9th of Dec. By the end of the first week, i was dying to go back to school. There was just nothing to do in that time...well besides exercise, but i'd gotten tired of that for a while. Money still continues to be tight which means that no new game entered my PS3 this or last quarter. I think soon if i keep this up i'll.....i'll.....i might grow out of gaming as a whole and give up on my PS3! I never thought it possible but i'm starting to reach the limits. Its something i'd rather not fathom but still quite a possibility.

And finally i have one question...or better yet a couple of questions jumbled into the main question....

When I think of life, I think of a small journey. A journey that only lasts for a short time compared to the universe we were born in. Why do we try to survive when we know our existance will soon after fade. Why do we live? Is there a reason we're born into this world? But as my mind wanders, I realize that it doesn't matter why we're here. We're here to live life to the fullest. We're here to explore. To make friends. Or maybe enemies...But the point is we're here. And as long as im here, I want to live my life to the fullest..with the people I love. Such a short lifespan is given to us...and for what purpose? We learn so many things...But for WHAT?

Does anyone know an answer to that one? Its something to wrap yoour young little minds around. I guess thats all for now. Maybe i'll get bored again and write another one of these thingies in a month's time or so. Until then....