I figured out really what why I am in arut lately. Although I like playing videogames, watching tv, listening to music and reading everyday of my life.....I miss school. I miss just sitting there learning new stuff. I miss everything about school. I come to realize today I am and always have been a bookworm. But I have no job, no scholarships and my parents won't co-sign for student loans, so I have no college. This all stinks.