I come here asking for help because i see alot of religious and christian threads here in OT.
I have to spread the word, even at the risk of being an outcast and/or rejected by friends, family and strangers. I have to abandon all the sinful things that i used to do. And i have to give God time in the day for the Bible and prayer.
With those basic Christian things aside, the attacks from Satan are difficult too... they are so vicious and mislead me! In the blink of an eye, i find myself doing the things i used to as soon as i put my mind on worldly things... even for a second.
I admit, i fail from time to time, but i do pick myself back up. Its just that sometimes i find it all very overwhelming. Is it more difficult for me because i am a late Christian? meaning that after years of a worldly lifestyle, this sudden change is normal to be difficult on me?