By that I mean, what kinds of things do you find lasting happiness and fulfillment with? What do you look forward to every day or week?
I ask since I realize I'm still discontent. I realize that happiness isn't something that stands still and no one thing keeps us constantly happy - it's something we have to work at.
But I can't help looking at my trends with gaming and notice how much money and energy I waste buying stuff in search of enjoyment, and then turning around and selling it all.
Since October I've been raring to go for WoW Classic. But as I wait, and wait, I realize I am likely to get stressed out by other players in an online game, and I'm not sure the experience will be as nostalgic or cathartic as I'm hoping.
I bought Overwatch on PC, but immediately sucked at the game again since PC players are a lot better than the XBox ones. I bought a few other Blizzard games during a sale but have largely ignored them since.
I got a better PC, in part to be able to play Overwatch but also to have a better PC. I bought an XBox controller for some of the games on my PC. I decided to get a few games on Steam. But most of them crash on me, and I still just don't want to play most games on a PC.
Now I'm thinking about getting a Nintendo Switch again. And mostly for like 3 games right now.
I'm not sure why I'm like this. And I spent 3 years trying to date and meet ladies, but that never worked out. I felt like I might be happier again if I have someone to look forward to spending time with, but I mostly met people with problems that weren't serious, or serious people who I just wasn't compatible with.
After a lousy start to the year I was hoping to spend more time reading, but my schedule has been busy. I wish I could just take books I bought with me to places to read so I'm not stuck at home. There is not enough time on my short work breaks.
I was starting to toy with the idea of switching to day shift so I can be awake at normal hours, and go for walks and meet "day people" on my days off, since I would be awake then. But it is seeming the easier route to leave second shift and go to overnights. I would hate being stuck in my house with nowhere to go on my days off.
I'll probably be thinking about the Switch thing now, but I realize it will only bring me some content. I decided to get Hulu again for now, hoping that will keep my interest. I'll try to read my books more.
But I still feel discontent. And Idk how to change it.
How do you guys find and maintain your happiness?
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