I just found my weddingdress!!! And I love it, it is one of the most beautifull dresses I have everseen, now hoping Martijn will love it too....

He will be back in two days, so I will finally be able to give him a big hug again by wednesday.

love, Tess

So here i am... sitting in front of my tv set, being bored. Why you all might ask? My fiancee is on camp with his students. He will be back today, but man what have I missed that man. The house is empty, too quiet, and I so do not know how to spent my time....

Well, today is my day off, he will be back in the afternoon, but I am going to work for a few hours. My boss does not care about others, and my collegue, had asked weeks ago to have the morning off, so she can go and get her father out of the hos¨pital. The poor man has last stage cancer, and just had the last chemo.

So, yesterday, my boss had not called any other employee to fall in, ergo, she would not be able to go the basterd"!!!

Fortunately I can go so she can go and be with her dad..

Well, some people just do not get it I guess....

I am sooooo engaged right now---asked me to marry him last friday!!!! YAYYYY

Here is a beautifull thought I found on the net...

Each morning when I open my eyes I say to myself: I, not events, have the power to make me happy or unhappy today. I can choose which it shall be. Yesterday is dead, tomorrow hasn't arrived yet. I have just one day, today, and I'm going to be happy in it.

So first: I do not have anything against old people, well, dont like them being slow but anyhoodle....

Some of them act like they own the world and the whole world has to be there for them. I mean, come on, they take themselves wayyyy to seriously and that just pissis me off.

And meanwhile they complain about the youth these days, like we are all trouble and all bad.  Right, like hey do not bother us with their bad mood (I cannot help they are not having a good day or ther fake teeth are broken... )

I do not mind getting up in the bus for an old lady, that is normal and the polite thing to do, but when an old lady makes an entire bus wait for almost five minutes because her car is parked in the middle of the road because she is too lazy to walk.....come on, some serious boundries are crossed there,,,

Hahaha, just desturbed me today, checking your opinions,,,,

Finally!!!

It has happened! We have goten our house and it is thye most qute little thing you have ever seen!!

Could not be happier...

Tomorrow the last day working, and then off to my boyfriend again!!! Finally, seemed like ages... I am happy!!!

hej all,

Promised some pictures from me and my boyfriend... so after long adoo, here they are. With a special thanx to Trish!!! (I´ll be sending you your award home... )

Here you see me and my boyfriend in the Canyon

And this is me...

And me again.. duh...

Here we are in the Okavango Delta, georgious place in Africa, just Imagine 2 days no running water, no toilet, dirt, sand, 38 degrees celsius, eeewwww... Damn I smelled afterwards!!!

And here we are in Cape Town, you can see table mountain...

Hope you enjoyed...as you can see, all Africa..love that place!!! Animals, nature, nice open minded people, sun!!!

take care..

Love, Tess

Here we are, hope the picture is being seen now,.,..

Tomorrow is the day that my man and i kissed for the first time half a year ago.

Wow man, time sure travells fast, seems like yesterday i was in Africa and I laid eyes onm him for the first time.  Makes me wonder what I will be doing ha+lf a year from now; I mean; We will be living together for sure...but how will the rest of my life look like? Sometimes I would love to take a glimpse into the future...

But on the other hand, would life still be interesting that way? I diont think so, but it would be nice once in a while..

Hej all,

I know I am late, but have been buisy with new job and studying...

Just want to wish all of you a super new year, that all that you wish for may come true, and all you needmay happen!!!

love tess

Can we really make up for mistakes we have made in the past?

I believe this to be a difficult one, you cannot say one is right, other is wrong. This is my opinion sorta....

• You cannot make up for mistakes, they are done and made, cant turn back time!!  You can however deal with the consecuences of your mistakes and try to live a better life, be the person you want to be(stop being the person that made those mistakes.)   For example: Say you hurt somebody or betrayed their trust. You will never be able to take the feeling the other person had away...that is impossibble. But you can make him or her trust you again, by the way you live your life at that time...

I came to think of that, saw dr Phil on tv...(Dont judge me...)

I would like to know your opinions about this.....

For those of you that did not went crazy from my exagerated, overload of bloggs, I HAVE THE JOB!!!

from january I will be working in a very very hip store, free cloths to wear every day... tell people what to wear... and most important;

I can tell selfconcious girls they do look beautifull and can make them feel beautifull!!!