Hello. I am Sammy. I am uncool and unpopular. I'm no Breezy. So I can't be interesting.

• 24Jul 08

  Is it love?

  Yes, OH EM ACTUAL GEE I am still with the boyfriend I mentioned in the last blog post! Nearly three months now.

  Hmmm yeah. Not much else has happened. Nothing worth mentioning anywayzz.

  Apart from SCHOOL'S OUT AT LONG LAST BAYBEEE!!!!

  • Posted Jul 24, 2008 6:51 am PT
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• 12May 08

  Ohh yes..

  I got a new boyfriend
  Much better than the last one

  • Posted May 12, 2008 5:58 am PT
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• 24Apr 08

  I annoy myself.

  I am loserific enough that I have just spent the best part of an hour reading through ALL of my past blogs.

  And I am SRSLY sooooo sorry for any annoyance I may have caused youu. Ugh. I can't believe I was obsessed with the colour pink and actually wrote without punctuation and correct spellings.

  I can't believe I actually remembered about this website! I haven't been on here in ages and the rant about chain-mail the other day really is nothing to be concerned about. I just had a random angerrrr moment and I was going to post it on MySpace but I thought naaahh because I'm strange like that.

  So rawwwrrr. I'm a sock.

  So much has happened since that little piece of bloggage that announced I was single again
  But I'll try and cut it all short.

  Basically, I've been out with another two people since November. And my ex from November, she has been out with like 4 people since me. And she's now involved with someone else
  It's weird to think I ever went out with her.

  So yeah anyway, my first relationship from this year, I never really realised it was a relationship
  She confessed to liking me first, and then soon after I realised I liked her.. but we never started like going out or anything. There was one night when she said something like "if I ever asked you if we could be more than friends, what would you say?" and naturally I was like "of course!" and that was that. The thing is, now she calls me her ex and it's kinda confusing because now I don't know whether when she was asking me that question, was she asking me out? Or was she just wondering what I would say? Anyway, I am still ever so confused.

  And then she sent me this e-mail a few weeks later saying could we stay friends, because her parents were giving her a hard time about her sexuality, saying she could only either be straight or a lesbian, and that they didn't want her to be a lesbian. Which I must say is pretty unfair on her, because she already knew she was bisexual. But they tried to change her. And she also said some stuff about things changing because she'd seen a few people she used to fancy and they'd know she'd fancied them and yeah just complicated stuff like that. So of course I was devastated.

  But somehow, I managed to get over her really quickly. I don't really understand it, but then I started to like someone else

  And then on the 29th February, we [Kraz and I] had a Gifted & Talented trip to another school, something about learning what it was like to run a country and stuff like that. We all [because there were loads of people there from other schools aswell] had to get in to groups and Kraz and I went and joined up with a few people from a different school because we already knew two people in that group. And it was all pretty good. Then this guy in the group came down and sat next to us [because we were sat on the floor ] and we got chatting, which was pretty cool. And the day was pretty funny, there were people on the virtual reality president of a country thingymajig who had funny voices
  And then this guy [who I shall obviously not name] and I exchanged numbers and gave each other our MSN addys and all that. And we got to know each other over MSN and he seemed like a pretty funny guy. And we met up a few times over the next week and I came to realise I kinda fancied him And then he came round to my house that Sunday, and we were on our own and we watched Superman [] together. And it felt really nice because we were like cuddled up together on the sofa. And then afterwards he had to go, and he had to go and get his shoes because they were in my room, and then we just stood there hugging for like 5 minutes because I didn't particularly want to let go. And then we pulled apart slightly, and we kinda kissed. Just on the lips, no proper making out or anything. But I was thinking like OMGOMGOMG is this really happening to me? And I was just like OH EM GEEE for ages afterwards. And then the next day was his birthday and I actually worked up the courage to tell him I liked him and ask him out. And he actually said yes, which shocked me. But then we didn't see each other for a week and a day, and then he came round my house that day, and we were actually properly kissing and I thought it was magic. And then he dumped me that Sunday. I was really upset and actually crying over him, how pathetic am I?
  And to this day I'm kinda still not over him, but I am starting to get over him, which is really good news for me

  AND NOW I MUST LEAVE because my mum said so.

  Sorry about rambling on again, but I suppose it's nature.

  Toodles xxx

  • Posted Apr 24, 2008 8:43 am PT
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