Hi everyone! (or no one)

Wow, I haven't written a blog in forever! It's almost theurapuetic! My life's been going well, I guess. I'm working on a new fic on fanfiction.net. It's called just to Get it Over With. I'm going to Valleyfasir this Tuesday, that should be fun.

Ugh, I really wanted Allison to win Top Model, but Teyona's good, too. Wasn't last night's iCarly cute?! Anyway, I'm gonna go. I'm not even going to apologize for this short,random blog. Goodbye!

So It's about 34 below here. That's why I don't have school right now.

I really miss how things used to be. I know I said I would keep posting blogs but I'm starting to wonder, what's the point? I don't want to just leave and give up, because at least the forum is still going strong. But so many seem to be leaving.

Don't worry, I'm not leaving forever, so don't give me comments like: Oh shy don't leave!! NO!!!!!!11
I got another blog on wordpress. It's just called shybaby13's blog. I haven't done much there yet, but I'm still working on it.

I haven't posted a new blog in the longest time... but neither have you the blogs are like, deserted now. I hope you all had a happy holiday. Everybody deserves at least one. Here is what I got for Christmas:
gold angel necklace
pink iPod Shuffle
3 sweaters ( not the icky knitted ones.)
3 shirts
2 pairs of jeans
Paul Mitchell body wash and lotion
Bath and body works juniper breeze lotion and body spray
For me that is pretty good.

I just left a message on Jenette's (mcurdy) phone. It was so cool. I asked her what she thought about the iCarly fanfics or if she'd read any. She said she would call people back!!! Ohmygoodness! That would be so amazing! I once got a phone call from a dude I listen to on the radio all the time. I didn't know it was him. When I found out that it was him on the phone, I freaked out. so imagine ME talking to Jenette that would be so cool. But it will never happen.

Do any of you still go on the Avatar forum still? Is it going strong?

Talk to you later!!

eK, Let's admit it, my blogs lately haven't been that "captivating" I'm just a writer wannabe.

How was your thanksgiving??? Did you eat a lot of turkey?? Oh I did.I gonna gain a pound.

There's a cat that lives outside my house. It's a girl, with oarnge fur. It's only like a year old. She's a really nice cat. If you go outside, she rubs against your legs. We fed her some thanksgiving turkey.

There was this girl I knew. Let's call her M. I met M in Theatre Arts. We sat at the same lunch table. She was really funny sometimes, but she always was complaining about her problems, never listening to other peoples problems, and she always found a way to make me feel miserable every day. She called me unpopular and told me she was waaaaay more popular than me. She told me my clothes didn't match, she told me nearly every day to bite her and often flipped people the bird.but she walked with me after gym. I don't think she really meant to make me sad.

Well, one day, another girl (I'll call her A)who sat at my lunch table got sick of M's complaining."I like you put every day you yell at everyone for no reason." She said some other stuff I can't remember.M, for just a second looked like she was going to cry. But she left the table to sit with some other friends. (some guys we knew from theatre arts)The next day, a girl (let's call her E) came and asked why A yelled at M (sorry I have to use letters!!) A said, "She always yelled at us!" or something like that. Somehow M had managed to turn theatre arts against A (or thats what A says).

On the day before thanksgiving break, M came to my table after spilling milk on one of the guys at the other table after A left to dump her tray. I was mad at the guys she spilled milk on because the day before he had kept sying the word retarded, and making weird noises and in case you don't remember, I am very sensitive to that word because I have 3 autistic siblings. Anyway, I was laughing with her because of the milk thing but she kept using the word special.Yes, I know the word special does not necessarily refer to special needs, but I was still thinking about hat that guy had said.So I told her to stop using that word, and she said-- no, yelled"You can't even take a joke! I'm glad I left this table."And then scurried away.I do not want M as an enemy. Ever since I first met her, I knew to try and stay on her good side. She was constanly threatening people bodily harm, but I doubted she could really hurt anyone. Physically, anyway. There's already people talking about how M thinks my clothes are ugly. (hello? I can't help it, Im POOR)So now I feel guilty about hurting her little feelings even though shes the one who hurt MY feelings daily. I guess I can understand where she's at. She feels like all her friends are turning on her. In fact, a little while before A yelled at her, she mentioned how people were going up to her boyfriend and calling her a b. But in all honesty, I think if she really wanted people to stop calling her that, she'd be a little nicer. Jusy my extremely humble opinion.

Love,

shybaby

I tried to do handstands for you
I tried to do headstands for you
Every time I fell on you yeah every time I fell
I tried to do handstands for you
But every time I fell for you
I'm permanently black and blue
Permanently blue for you

I tried to do handstands for you
I tried to do headstands for you
Every time I fell on you yeah every time I fell
I tried to do handstands for you
But every time I fell for you
I'm permanently black and blue
Permanently blue for you

For you
So black and blue
For you

I grabbed some frozen strawberries
So I could ice your bruisy knees
But frozen things, they all unfreeze and now I taste like
All those frozen strawberries I used to chill your bruisy knees
Hot July ain't good to me
I'm pink and black and blue

I got bruises on my knees for you
And grass stains on my knees for you
Got holes in my new jeans for you
Got pink and black and blue

Got bruises on my knees for you
And grass stains on my knees for you
Got holes in my new jeans for you
Got pink and black and blue for you

For you
So black and blue
For you

Do-doo-do-do-do
Do-doo-do-do-do
Do-doo-do-do-do

Hey everyone! I put up a story on fanfiction. I am afraid it is not that good. only 3 people commented.

Have I told you about my little lunch table drama? well there is a girl who sits by me. I like her, but she can be a little mean to people sometimes. So another girl at my table told her off. oh boy. anyway, we will be getting new lunch shift soon because our trimester ends. I have no idea who I will sit by. It's kind of like the first day of school all over again. I get some weird ****called teen living and a spanish **** at least I won't have science till the end of the year. but I still got math.

why is it that I always have mean bossy friends?? I guess people like that are naturally drawn to unathletic, shy pushovers. Don't get my wrong, I love all my friends. I just wonder if people actually are drawn to people completely different from themselves, or people like themselves.

I never really thought there were that many racists in america, least of all people I knew. Turns out I was wrong. There are racists in my very school. This girl admitted it, making 2 other girls cry, while she LAUGHED. ugh. Then her friends supported her, acting like nothing was wrong because they're racist, too. unbelieveable.

On other news, my dad is really upset that Obama won. It does NOT have anything to do with his race, it's just that my dad does not aprove obama's policies. So automatically the thing my dad thinks of is to take away our television. He hasn't done that yet, but he said he never wants to hear about Obama again. Srsly, I think he is being way overdramtic, I mean he's not even president yet!!! Give me a break! whenever things don't go his way, he decides to mess with T.V. We already have the low channel pack. "Oh he's gonna tax us so we won't be able to aford it anyway." What the hellman's real mayonaise? If he takes my TV away I will throw the biggest fit he's ever seen, I'm not kidding.

Yeah I had a play today It went well, I didn't forget any lines, and I think the audience liked it. A couple people told me I did a good job.

I might be writing about my experiences as a freshmen. Or I might not you just never know with me.

toodles

sorry for the short blog.

Aw man it's snowing already.

Something was wrong with my computer before it was all blurry! I couldn't read anything. It seems to be back to normal now.

Updates:

In theater arts My play is comming up soon. Sounds like my parents won't be able to come. I don't really mind because I have a small part.

Y'know gwSlm? He doesn't like me anyome. He is now gwlmbff which stands for guy who likes my bff!! Okay, weird or what? Anyway, at least he doesn't like me anymore and we can just be friends. Oh, and if your wondering, I don't think she likes him back. I need further confirmation on this.

On halloween I'll be at my bff's house I Think. Handing out candy.

social staus: loved loner

mood: happy

HI!!!!!!1

What is up everyone?? Is your day going well?

Ahhhh, Mea's is there anything better? (well, yes, christmas) No scrool tommorow! Yay!

I'm feeling much better this week I am getting along better with the people I eat lunch with. I'm doing better at math! Hopefully I can raise that c+ to a B.

BOOK OF THE DAY

Once Upon a Marigold by Jean Farris. very good book

fanfare: hey it's quote of the day!!!!!

Only two things are infinite, the universe and stupidity, and I'm not sure about the former.

-Albert Einstein

Gotta love Albert! Hey I'll talk to you guys later!

Hello everybody!

I really have nothing in particular to talk about today so I will be completely random.

Could you believe I cannot find a single Chip n Dale sticker anywhere?? I'm doing a book report on the book "Dream Factory" And I'd really like one...

I was just sitting all nicely in my seat, and some random popular girl took a peice of paper, poked a hole in it,with her pencil and then said "HMMMM I wonder whose paper this is" Obviously refering to me. And then I said "Um, it has LINDSEY"S name on it." (not necissarily the real name) and she was just like "oh, sorry." omygoodness that girl is annoying, it's like srsly, can't you read? URRRRRHGGG!

I had VOLLEYBALL today. I actually like Volleyball, but for some reason it really brings the nastiness out of people. "What's wrong with you? Why couldn't you get the ball?!! Oh, I'm going to go in front of you because you wouldn't get it anyway." also there are to annoying, super athletic girls in there who are super hyper all the time and are always cheering. They are really nice people I'm sure but do they have to cheer soo loud??

I'm sorry this blog is so boring! I just have nothing exciting happening to me!! I miss my old friends. They were nicer. I don't give a crap about being popular I just want the people I used to hang out with. I'm sick of feeling like I'm not good enough or something. I'll always just be the nice person the more popular people "allow" to sit at their table. I don't think they are my real friends... they aren't as nice to me anyway... I drew 2 whole pages of frownys today. Pretty soon after my friend M asked the 2 other girls at the table, but not ME if her boyfriend could sit there. Ahem, I sit here too!!! STOP IGNORING ME

fall is here!!!! I hope you all have a good day!

Hello??? Is there anyone left? Don't leave me here alone!!! If I am the only one left after the blackout I"ll still keep blogging away(It is very thearaputic for me.)

In theater arts we now are creating a one act play. I got an o.k. part, i just introduce a scene but a lot of people do that.

I was in an incredibly long lunch line and some girl from behind me was like "You should be on top model because your so pretty." I was like, AWWWWW,that is the randomest, most nicest thing anyone's ever said to me! And then when I got to my lunch table (which is seriously the most boring table on earth.) one of my friends told me I looked nice with my hair up. You know, in 7th or maybe 8th, I can't remember this boy told me I look good with my hair in a ponytail. Maybe I should wear my hair like that all the time now. I used to never wear it up because it was so thick it wouldn't stay but It got thinned out a little and wow, I really got carried away there, didn't I, lol? Anyways, talk you all later!

love, Shybabe.

social status: "nice shirt"

mood: all spirit-y

I know I haven't been on in a long while.... I'm sorry. I am in advanced ALGEBRA so I get hard homework like every night. Here is a special re-cap of my week:

Monday

it was pajama day! Really fun. I dressed in my red p.J's.

tuesday:

while in theater the power went out the entire theater was black. Apparently the blackout affected the computers so now they won't work.

Wednesday:

I bought a homecomming shirt from my locker neighbor! first one I've ever had.

thursday:

there was some dispute as to whether this day was movie star day or hunting gear day.

spirit day!

I wore my homecomming tee(which I customized! A few people seemed to like it) my 10 bangles and school colored flip flops. for lunch the ENTIRE school was allowed to go outside to eat! I could eat by my bff's. but alas, all was not as fun as I thought it'd be. there are these nerds I'm friends with, so I was eating by them but M does not like them so whe was like "I don't wanna sit by them." she said they tease her but she seemed to be really harsh to them.poor nerds. both my bff's were wimps and went inside so I just shrugged and watched the relay. I mean, it's not often you get to be outside when it's school. I case your wondering. I am NOT going to the game or the dance. No reason to start now, right? I have a question: If you bought a homecomming shirt, and the team lost, can you still wear it?

~shybabe

current social status: reject

mood: sleepy

Hey what's up? here's a little update for you all! yay!

We are doing these plays in theater. we have to act out The emperors new clothes! the actors have to remain silent and the narrators say their lines for them. I am both an actor and a reader so in the middle of the scene I have to leave and dress like the little boy who tells the king he's naked!!!1 One issue is that the "emperor" has a sinus infection! I have 2 foreign exchange students in my group. They're really nice. One of them put a sweater under their shirt to look like a fat emperor, but people kept saying she looked pregnant so she just went with it! hilarious. but when she took out the sweater someone was like"she had an abortion!" :O

so anyway in gym today I was with a group of 2 others playing catch and it was nice until 2 goups had to join together but no groups than six. so they ditched me. I guess I was the least "cool" in the group. rejected! so I just stood there without a group till the gym teacher took pity on me and told me that I could join any group. yay. but she said it in in the meanest voice, like "Oh, you can just join any group you want sweetie." blech.

thanks for those of you that commented on my last blog! Artemis it is! does anyone know if there is a place to publish a story online if it isn't based off a show??? I am not sure if it's safe to put a story on here but I might put it on my blog if I feel like it. Key word might, last time it didn't go so well. I've been comming up with the idea for my fic in my head for months now.

okay, I guess your wondering about the title. I am making a new fic( I can't call it a fan fic because it's not based off a show.) I need your help to decide what names I will use.

Britta, or Bevin? (btw, bevin means melodeous in irish)

Lia Lin or Artemeis?sp?

Colm or Seth?

And hey if you got any spelling or name suggestions please tell me! I need lot's of help! Don't just read and not comment!

Hey everyone, Shybabe here. I'm kinda wondering why you guys aren't commenting. If your wondering the same about me, it's because I've been uber busy lately and totally didn't have time to be on the computer. I'll try to catch up today.

So what's been going on in your lives? Well, for me I have this cl- well, you know what I mean called theater something. I really like it! Here are some things that have happened:

I had to go up and do my monolouge on Laura Ingalls wilder. meh.

This one girl in theater has these AWESOME light up heels! I'm not kidding. They are high heels that light up when she walks!

This one guy in theater is doing his momolouge on Billy Mays, lol.You know, the oxi clean guy?

Someone even wants him for president! :O

BOOK OF THE DAY:

Dream Factory, by Brad Barkley and Heather Hepler.

It's really good so far. It's about 2 teens working at disney land because all the people who are supposed to work there are on strike! Sounds good, right??

Edit: Guys, ignore the link!!!! I have no idea how they got there! I'm not kidding!

Current social status: Loner

current emotional status: content

Freshman year has started. I've momeorized my schedule, my locker combo, and my teachers. And to tell you the truth, I haven't made many new friends, and I've lost some of my old ones. I'm glad to be back in school. My brain loves to learn. All right, I'm a nerd.

So, you wanna hear about my schedule? Of course you do.

Geography:

So far it's just been stuff to help us learn about the school. The teacher is super nice, I like this cl@ss

Phy Ed/ Health

Some days we got phy ed, and other days health. I've only had one phy ed so far and it was incredibly easy. All we did was change, walk, run, stretch, and then we played basketball for like a minute, lol. In health, it's just a standard health **** I feel so alone in that **** Not that people are mean, but they'd rather just talk to their friends then some quiet once-homeschooled girl. It's my curse.

Language Arts

this is a really nice cl@ss I like the teacher and she talks so much that I don't even have to worry about people ignoring me.

Lunch

I sit with people I kind of know. Our lunch table is way too quiet for my taste. I'm used to the loud boys I used to sit with! At least the food is good.

Theater

I got a new friend in this part but I have to write a monolouge. About Laura Ingalls Wilder. Help.

Advanced Algebra.

I'm scraping by. We took this rediculously hard pre-test in there. Thank goodness it won't be in the grade system.

Science

the teacher is okay. He met one of the students mom's. Strange little fact there. The guy I sit next to is HAWT.

I got to vote for homecomming queen and queen. Do you think anyone nominated me???? lol. maybe gwSlm* nominated me. I'm not sure is if he actually still likes me. I nominated this dude I had a crush on in 7th grade and another who moved! For girls I just nominated nice, popular girls. (They exist at my school!)

Well, I hope you had fun reading my schedule.

*btw, gwSlm stands for guy who STILL like me.

HI...

I am so bored... blah.

Did I ever tell you I got a haircut? Well I did! I have bangs now! So anyway, I am nearly a freshmen. Are any of you freshmen this year? You excited? Im not sure how to feel about it. I don't have lunch with my bff's, I'm taking theater when I wanted cooking and there's gym year round!

My mom has a friend that's in town now... she's here because of some personal buisness but she's going to hang out at my house tomorrow. I think my mom has more friends over then I do. :O

My parents are talking about me upstairs about my being on the computer. (I can hear everything they talk about.) They won't have to worry about that soon because I will be so busy during high school I may not have time to be on here as often. (sorry)

Hello.

I went to my open house yesterday. I only saw 2 of my friends. I got my schedule, and it turns out that I have lunch A while my bff's have lunch C. I so don't want to eat alone.

I went shopping today My cousin was visiting, so we went to this one store she (and her mom) is obsessed with. You know, they say they come to visit us, but I think it's the store they really come to visit.

I'm going bowling tomorrow! (I know, aren't you excited?) It's going to be fun though. I happen to be an AWFUL bowler. I need bumper rails because every time I try without them I get gutter balls! One last party before the summer has ended.

You don't have to comment I just want you to know I'm okay!

Hey Everyone!!!! It's my two-year anniversary here at tv.com and I thought since I didn't make a big deal out of my first one, I would make a HUGE deal out of this one!!

And you all get gift bags!!! yay!

Look what's inside:

an iPod nano,

some Mountain Dew, so you can stay up and enjoy the party!

A gold and diamond Mac, cause I only give my friends the best

Just a bit of cash, because I KNOW you all like that, right?

Kay, let's turn down the Viva La Vida from Coldplay for a little bit and focus on how I got here:

Well, I used to be a really big fan of American Dragon: Jake Long, so much so, that I would search the internet for people like me, people who would like to discuss everything about the show, who would post links to vids online, who would stress over mistakes in animation, who would obsessively post When WILL THEY SHOW THE NEW EPISODE ALREADY!!!!!!!!! I found it all here at tv.com. It wasn't long before I joined, and I immeadiatly began discussing with others everything about my then favorite show ad:jl. As I discussed things there, I heard mention of a show I had never heard of before called Avatar: The Last Airbender. I watched. I loved. That's righrt, without tv.com, I would have never discovered my favorite show in the world. But there was another, quite different aspect to this website that I loved. The blogs, All through out my newb-ish beginnings, the lame fanfics, the annoying one sentence blogs, I have been supported by my wonderful friends here at tv.com. Thanks guys!

Time for Facts and Statistics! Yipee!

number of blogs: (not including this one!)

176

Title of First Blog: (which no one commented on, BTW )

How I started watching ad:jl and A:tla + random theories

My First Friend:

Tokyoberry

Book of The Days:

35

Friends:

79

Most Comments on a Blog: (this is pretty pathetic)

14

Quotes:

17

Fanfics:

5

People who read fanfics:

Tokyoberry

sweetdreams27

obsessedchic1

You three that read my fics and supported them RULE!!! you get a special prize!

I'm sorry! A flat screen was all I could think of, but in truth, nothing I could virtually give you would show how much I appreciate your support.

I think you guys all Rock! Thanks so much for being my friend! You all have been so nice to me these 2 years You helped me when I was down and encouraged me to keep on trucking! I luv you guys!