yep yep I'm alive

i'mn here

not fear

i haven't gone into thin air

ummm......i dunno

DUDE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! CHRISTMAS EPISODE OF PSYCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! DECEMBER 7!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
EEEEEEEEEEEK

kk oooh and the close talking..you guys know what i'm talking about

*sighs* complete proof shawn and juliet are meant to be...oh great i'm going all gaga about a show..pssssssssshhh like i care

EEEEEEEEEEEEEk

they hid the laptop from me... :angry: (but i found it todoay )..which explains my absense...and i'm not allowed to stay on the computer for long...bleh PEOPLE I'M ON HOLIDAYS!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ugh

Anyways i will be off earlier than expected...I'm leaving Monday coming up..and guess what i will be spending mynext3 weeks in absolute boredom...seriously if i'm by myself i can figure out something...but my sister and mom are going to be there so...absolutely nothing...i will have nothing to watch...cuz i dont really watch nbc, abc, cw...ya know those stations quite often...well i would watch CW on tuesdays and thursdays...and NBC on Fridays ....but what else am I going to do yup I'm a goner...oh did i mention no internet...I didn't oh well there it is no net

AND NO PSYCH AND MONK...I WILL MISS THE NEXT 3 EPISODES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

aaah I will survive though....but it will be torture....and even worse when i come back from that my results will be coming out, the week following my return...so the next 4 weeks will be the longest foru weeks of my life ever....

Oh i've finished writing up my story...this psychfic....but i have to type it up and i want to do it before monday...and well i'll have do sneak in my sister's room and silently take out the laptopfrom it's hiding place....but that means i have to do it in the dead of the night...so around 12...which only leaves me an hour to type it up cuz my dad usually gets up around one or two...oh well wish me luck

EDIT turns out my sister was just messing with my head ...i'm leaving next week monday

psych's comin back, psychs coming back and in honour of that i changed my banner..*gasps* course I will be doing some tweaking seeing as I am not fully satisfied...but what the heck i'm putting it up...i'm goint to watch the marathon too....oh and people don't worry i'll stop my crazy rantings of psych after it starts back...it's just that I LOVE THIS SHOW SO MUCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!

it and monk are starting back..i like Monk too they're both pretty funny shows..what got me real upset though is when i read this critic who said Psych is Monk for Morons..I'm like WTF is this idiot talking about ..both are really awesome shows and they really need to cut the crap.

Anyways...why is it that my blogs are always super short

I can feel it now

it's weighing down on me

affecting me in so many ways

tossing and turning

not a wink of sleep

can i get

It's weighing down on me

invading my thoughts

not a moment for anything else

just dwelling and wondering

taking away that bright spark

taking away my joy

it's weighing down on me

I don't know how to cope

It's always been there

slinking in the shadows

but know it's takin a toll on me

it's weighing me down

drowning me

into the sea

the sea of the lost

_________________________

okay so i think that last line sucked but psshhh

there I post my question now you answer...hehehe...but seriously or at least the time of day...why should we be sleeping in the nights and not the days..I mean in the days (particularly the afternoons) you fond yourself sleeping...then whe it comes to night it's so hard for yu to fall asleep...what is that?!

Oh we're taking graduation pictures saturday woo hoo...ye I'm excited of course i'm not going to the actual ceremony...my friends are a bit upset with me...just a bit, I mean I'm the crazy luvable crazy complaing loca chica...right? So anyways .....ooh I'm supposed to be getting the graduation ring sometime soon too...but i don't know when....hmm oh well...t'is life..or bad memory or just plain i have no idea-ness....I made up a word..

Hey what category would this fall under...i have no idea, ah there i go again with that I have no idea-ness syndroe...

EEEK can't wait til july 13th for the new season for Psych they've already started showing commoercials for it but I missed them ....oh man then i have to wait til mid August for results

14 more days..til

yep you guessed it PSYCH!!!!!!!! in case you didn't notice I love that show

1. Are your parents married or divorce? Married

2. For how long? 26

3. How old are they? ummm can't remember

4. Do you think heaven exists? ye..i think.

5. Ever run away from home? No...got's nowhere to go and it would be impossible to sneak out

6. Favourite place? my room

7. Favorite time of the day? around 2 in the morning

8. Favourite website?Psychfic.com and"Where's Fluf?"..you dont have to have one ...right?

9. Would you ever have plastic surgery? no...why would i?

10. Are you homosexual? no

11. Ever kiss someone of the same sex. No.

12. What do you wear to bed? something

13. Ever done anything illegal? no

14. Been arrested? no.

15. Fired a gun? no...does it take out any supressed anger

16. Shot someone? nope...

17. How many illegal drugs have you tried? umm...non..I mean seriously those stuff can mess u up

18. Did you get caught? see above will you...sheesh

19. Hair color? brown with black streaks..though my friend say full brown

20. Short or long? eh..dont know..imagine that

21. Eye colour? brown....so common

22. Favourite saying? eberything happens for a reason.

23. Ever wore pajamas to Cl@ssor work? Nope.....that would be cool though

24. Do you like The Lord of the Flies? ummm....yea next question please

25. Do you like The Lord of the Rings? Somewhat.

26. Harry Potter? ye..but after the 6th book my love kinda toned down.

27. Future childrens name? i'm so far away from having a kid, why think about that....btw isn't childbirth dupposed to painful

28. Do you snore? YES ! Very Loudly might i add (I've been told many times)...plus I drool..

29. Do you sleep with stuffed animals? nope cuz they always end up off the bed in the mornings.... very strange

30. Do you like to sleep in? I don't know.

31. Gold or silver? Never thought about it.

32. How long did your longest phone conversation last? 1 hr and a half

33. With who? can't remember

34. If you could only eat one food for the rest of your life, what would it be? Mac & Cheese...i got the blues..i know, i know, lame

35. Ever go scuba diving? No.

36. Ever change a lightbulb? nope..no one trusts me..i wonder why..

37. City, Beach or Country? Country

38. Sleep with your bedroom door open or closed? Closed

39. Where did you eat last? My house.

40. Are you allergic to peanut butter? Nope.

41. Are you an artist? no but i like to draw.

42. Musician? Nope...

43. Athlete? haha....wait you're actually serious? OMG ?HECK NO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

44. Bookworm? Yes

45. Writer? Nope..but I like to write..it's my obsession

46. When's the last time you cried!? ... recently.

47. Why? why should I tell you?!

48. Do you read other people blogs? sometimes

49. Do you talk in your sleep? hmm never heard anyone tell me about that one.

50. Window seat or aisle? Window seat

51. Ever met anyone famous? no.

52. Do you feel that you've had a truly successful life? No

53. Twirl your spaghetti or cut it? Twirl

54. Are you ticklish? pssh I don't give out such information...maybe..just a tad bit

55. Ever bite someone? Yeah when i was younger i used to bite people until my mom bit me back..hehe

56. Ever push all the buttons on the elevator?....no..so now you know how boring my life is

57. Ever makeout in an elevator? No

58. How long do your showers last? what kind question is that..I don't time myself

59. Are you self-conscious? maybe...

60. Ever have a crush on a teacher or coach? Ha! you're joking right?! Nope never ever

61. Ever drunk so much you threw up? no

62. Do you drink alcohol on a regular basis? Don't drink period

63. Do you smoke? no....don't think I'll ever

64. Smoke a pack a day? please read above

65. Do you drink alot of milk? No..I hate milk

66. Ever stay out all night without getting caught? Umm..no...

67. Have you ever given money to a homeless person? ye.

68. Have you been in love? Nope.

69. Do you bite your nails? nope but sometimes I suck my fingers.

70. Have you tried sushi? Nope..but i'm willing to

71. Escargot? Nope.

72. Caviar?hmm what's that again?

73. Have you ever ridden in an ambulance? Nope

74. Police car? No.

75. Fire engine? No

76. Ever had the chicken pox? nope

77. Can you tango? No but I'd like to learn how

78. Ever been to Niagara Falls? No

79. Europe? no

80. Germany? no..isn't it in euprope?

81. Africa? no

82. Mexico? no

83. Last gift you received? umm can't remeber that was 7 months ago

84. Last sport you played? Sport?! u've got to be kidding me right? you must be....thinks back..way way back...Netball

85. Been on a blind date? No

86. Dated someone with more than 10 years age difference? no

87. Been fired? no

88. Thing you spend a lot of money on? I'm a miser..wait Food

89. Where do you live? Somewhere in the milky way galaxy

90. Where were you born? nunyabusiness

91. Last wedding attended? Some lady's own

92. Have you ever been married? eh?

93. Divorced? have I been married?

94. Most hated food? TOMATOES AND BEET

95. Last person you text messaged? i rarely use the phone..waste of money

96. Saying what? I don't know

97. Favorite regular drink? Coca cola..dont touch my coke!

98. Favourite person? eh?

99. Least favourite person? eh?

100. Current Crush? crush?...doesn't matter

eh you realise, you can have the body of something written up but You can never seem to find a title or you find a title but it takes you like 50 yrs..okay maybe I'm exaggerating...but u get what I'm sayin right?

Anyways tommorow I have to hand in my rental books and then that's it for school...until septmeber..oh my..results come out in August. Oh man i'm so dead...well enough talk about that. Why is that I can never write anything long...always so short...

okay well let's see I'm counting down the daystil psych and monk return..under a month now Anyways i've realised that most forums are slowing down and those that have been slow are at a stand still..what's up with that?

okay well i'm off...to do absolutely nothing...i need something to do :sighs:

OMG I SOOOO LOVED THE THIRD ONE...the second was a bit of a disappointment to me cuz nothing much really happened but it was funny...and now the third Oh my Gosh..I LOVED IT words cannot express my love for it..ye well I'm not going to give away anything for those who haven't seen it as yet..I just had to get that out of my system..