Wow, 2 years...hmm I wish it could be better than it has been.  2004 was great and so was the first half of 2005...until gamespot changed the layout which they said would stop bugs(there were barely any bugs before that), but it added thousands more to the problem, and they changed the layout, which was turned into a nazi tv.com-esqe' place, and when we asked why they lied to everyone about giving 'the people their choice' they never responded. Its websites like these that give amerikkkan governments a run for their money and this year they delete my friends forum AND ban him, it was the best gta forum on gamespot at the time...i'll post more complaints and nostalgia later on...

Wow, i checked the rating that The Godfather for PS2 got yesterday, and i must say i was greatly surprised. I was even more surprised but somewhat expected the negative 'fan reactions.' The diehard fans of the original movies have bashed this game like its Scooter Libby, but random videogamers have given it a high spot on their ladders.

You all must tell me, is The Godfather a good game, or is it a disastrous failure?

I wish i could go back to 2004, I feel like im wasting my time right now! I remember back when i would hang out with my friends everyday and we would be bored out of our minds, but we always ended up making fun out of it unless someone started argueing. I remember we used to play baseball and basketball(I hated basketball, and i still do), or go under the bridge down by the river to see how high or low the water was, or just to mess around, we would hide from cars as they drove over the bridge. One day i suggested that we ride bike to a nearby town(8 miles away) on the unfinished walking path, but it turned out that out of nowhere a thunderstorm drenched us, and we ended up stopping at dairy queen. We were cold when we got out of there so we decided to go up to our friends mom's house, and went home later. I miss those days but i can never go back, which makes me think life isnt worth it anymore.

(1990-1993 was told to me by my grandma so are other parts, alot of details are missing)

Birth, Background, and Baby Years-
i was born in bismarck on march 31, 1990 and my mother was a little
brainwashed mistress of a schizoprenic man. my dad became this way
because he spent his whole life in kenmare smoking weed, thus its not
an inherited thing.he basically cant use his brain at all except for
devising malicious ideas towards my mom, hes brain washed my mom into a
little servant of whatever he likes, and no he doesnt have a job, and
he never goes outside, hes torn up his past apartments because of him
hearing voices and being dilutional,my grandma told me one day she came
over to clean me and my [censored] was very black and blue, she took me to
the doctor to get it treated, but what happened was my father got angry
for me not going potty when he wanted and squeezed / pinched it. In about 1991, i was left to die
by my mother and father, and they went to do whatever they did at
night, which no one has told me what exactly what they did every night
til this day but i dont really want to know, and luckily my grandma
was coming over to check on them and i because she found me lieing in a
torn up room full of cigarettes lieing around, so she grabbed my
blanket and teddy bear "theodore" and i and took her to her apartment.
i dont know what happened the next but i began living with my
grandmother in her apartment/condo in bismarck and with my uncle brian,
who treated me much more ethically than my 'parents.'

The Learning-
in 1993 my mom and dad gave me up for adoption to my dads brother
"rob"(my uncle) and his wife mary ann(my aunt) and their son
marshall(my cousin.)I lived with them til 1996, where i would find
myself being neglected and tricked and left to starve, one night i was
eating speghetti and my mother just abruptly told me that i wont be
eating that night because my brother needed to eat, so they sent me to
my room for the rest of the night until i woke up the next morning.
They did this alot until i left. My grandma also recalls a day where it
was easter and she had come from north dakota to visit, and my brother
told me to take one of my chocolate easter eggs and throw it into a
puddle of mud and water, for some reason i did and he laughed .i went
to a daycare in which my brother always pushed me around .

School Life Starts-
in 1995 i started to goto grapevine elementary school and i was in
kindergarden, my brother who was in 1st grade at the time tricked
everyone in my grade into thinking stuff about me, and eventually i
began to recieve vast amount of harassment from my classmates.in late
1996 my mom and dad asked me if i would like to "visit" my grandma in
north dakota, and i disticntly remember being a bit suspicious of them
and worrysome about what might happen, but i responded by saying yes
since she was the one who was nicest to me in my life. I found out later in life that their real intentions were to get rid of me, and that i would stay in burlington. But, At this time i
had become a insensitive, joking little hellion from all the abuse i
had taken so far in my life, i learned that no one cared for me and i
also leanred something no other child my age had pondered, it was that
the world was a dark and evil place and humans were manipulative and
greedy beings bent on self-development and massive sentience in the
world, solar system and possibly the entire universe. i went through
the whole airplane process until i finally landed at bismarck , my home
town and i at the time beleive i grew up in a great home and had a good
life in nd so far. i stayed at my uncle brians most of the time i was
there(1 day-2 weeks) and my grandma drove me up to her new home in
burlington north dakota. and i specifically remember lieing on the
couch and pretending to act like i was dead for about 5 miinutes, and
my grandma had walked into the house came over to talk to me and i
wouldnt respond, and i remember her crying very loudly, but all i did
was laugh.

Elementary- (Coming Soon)

First Friend - (Coming Soon)

High School- (Coming Soon)

Damnit, this sucks, my friend SuperDefekt just decided to end his UCB, "The Revolution." I was like one out of 4 people that would post there regularily before he announced he would cancel it, and everyone else just didnt come around anymore, but they are probably busy with their own stuff,Defekt is in college but he posted often, oh well we had some good memories there...

Farewell, Revolution.

Heh, Like my new style of my Journal Entries? Well, if you havent figured it out, i am going to use my own image for my titles, if i can get it all fit together, but anyway i got ISS yesterday for this...

Math Teacher : Ok class, whats 1+1?
Myself: 2...
Math Teacher : Very good _(Insert Name Here)_ !
Myself: Ahhh, sh'up .
Math Teacher: *starts to convulse* WHAT IS THAT, WHAT DID YOU JUST SAY, DO YOU KNOW WHAT HAPPENS WHEN YOU SAY THAT, YOU GET A TRIP TO SIT IN _(Insert Principal Name)_'s OFFICE!
Myself: *Hits self with _(Insert Female Sex Organ Here )_*

Yea i had NEVER gotten ISS before and i dont have any idea why i did, ive only gotten 1 detention this year, which was for not having a book cover on my World History book.... but oh well one day hopefully the school will explode due to a mass Kirby genocide...  =>