A lot of time in life you wonder why people do certain things they do...this week has been one of the toughest weeks of my life.

A friend of mine comitted suicide.

I don't really know what else to write other than that...

London was great

Three days to London...

Anyone with a suggestion of what to do?

It's Friday, my family's in Italy, and I'm alone, and I'm bored.

*yawn*

AHHAAHAH I'm so happy!

My relatives from London just confirmed I can stay with them whenever I want! I can go for a vacation there! YAY!

I just can't WAIT for new seasons to start, so here's a little countdown to what I'm watching regularly.

Aug 26th - Greek

Sep 2nd - Secret Diary of A Call Girl

Sep 16th - House

Sep 22nd - Heroes

Sep 24th - Lipstick Jungle

Sep 25th - Grey's Anatomy

Sep 28th - Desperate Housewives

Oct 1st - Private Practice and Dirty Sexy Money

Oct 14th - Eli Stone

I can't waiiiit!!

"The men that don't believe in amends are the worst of the group. Theyknow that most od what they have done shouldn't be forgiven and won't be forgiven.

They don't want to make the effort of asking because the pain of rejection and the reminder of their actions will hurt too much. They want to move on and forget, even though forgetting is impossible.

I am in their cla ss. I know I won't be forgiven and I'm not going to bother to ask. My amends will be my death. No one I have hurt will ever have to se me, hear from me, or think about me ever again.

I won't be able to damage them of f*** up their lives anymore, I won't be able to cause them the pain I have caused previously.

Forget me if you can.

Forget I did whatever it was I did."

Chose that title because I read a brilliant brilliant fic once called that, pity it just stopped in the middle...

I'm kinda blue today...Dunno why, though...I don't feeling like doing anything, not math, not French, not gym...nothing...just watch Lipstick Jungle (I started watching it, reviews soon) or read real good fanfics (and there aren't a lot)

I feel like I lost myself in me...

What's up?

I like my new banner, and I can't wait for August 26 when Greek comes back! It's the first series to come back, and I simply can't wait anymore!

I bought my first face product today...I know, it's sad that only at 19 I bought it, but I really don't like these things...I'm simply desperate and can't wait for nature to help me..I've been waiting for years and it doesn't seem to budge.

My fanfic is coming along nicely...still too little reviews in my opinion, but It'll come (I hope)...

Made a new banner! It's not great but it's not that bad either...Maybe one day I'll make it better...

Now, in the army, I'm going dailies - meaning, I'm going home every day I'm happy of course...September will bring with it Yoga, Kickboxing and swimming, and hopefully I'll get slimmer since I gained a lot since I joind the army...

What else? Nothing really...

I'm writing Harry Potter fanfiction, and the first three chapters of my new fic practically flew out of my hands (or keyboard...) but now I'm stuck! It feels like it's dragging way too much and I feel like I suck at dialogs

I have a sprain in my ankle and it's killing me slowly...

Life is pretty annoying right now

So I passed. Not as passed out or passed the course, but passed on the oppertunity to continue the course.

They completely disregarded my health problems, which resulted in another ankle sprain...

I don't need them...they need me...and they just lost me! Sucks for them

Next week is going to be the last week I'm going to be normal...

After next week, the world will go crazy...my world at least...

I'm starting round of 3 courses and it's going to take 6 months to complete...I'll hardy watch anything at that time...which is annoying...but I hope I'm going to enjoy it all the same!

Even though I categorized this post under 'sports', it's not accurate.

I'm in the army and just got into Offices Training cos I got something called K.M (Kosher Mugbal = Restricted Fitness), which would make it very easy for me to pass it.

I'm happy!

A few days ago I bought Berlitz's kit for learning French.

I love French, so I decided to learn it by myself, and o far it's going great! I'm on chapter 4 (scéne 4) - 23 to go!

Actually, I wanted to write about the reason I was so motivated to learn it (beside tha fact that I love it and that I'm constantly bored)

A few years ago I went on vacation in France, and while I was there, chewing on my first ever cheeseburger, MCM channel was playing on huge plasmas. One song caught my senses: Même Si, by Lucie Silvas and Grégory Lemarchal. It was half English, half French. And maybe that's the reason I liked it so much.

When I came back home I downloaded it immediately and in loops. It's been a few years since then, but I heard the song...not often, but quite a few times a year.

Two months ago, I don't know how, I found out that Grégory died. He was only 23. He died of Cystic Fibrosis on April, 2007.

I was incredibly sad, and decided to explore his songs a bit further. Anyway, I sorta fell in love in his voice...And got a bit curious about French as well, so I took it.

Does anyone know about Grégory? Heard of him?