• 11Dec 09

  changes

  Sigh, okay apparently that entire group is exchanging this blog and now people who haven't even read it are asking to get their name out of it because someone told them they were mentioned and the stupid site won't let me put it back on private, so just you guys can read it

  And I find it crazy that everyone is so in love with Stijn at the moment while a few months ago it was exactly the opposite... He was the crazy and annoying stalkerguy that just had to give it up and even Jonito was sooo tired of it and he and everyone else was telling me not to feel bad about how he acted and to simply ignore it like they did... But now it just seems like everyone agrees that Stijn is the perfect boyfriend and it doesn't matter how he got to be that again cause obviously it was meant to be... How quickly things change...

  And okay, the trashing was... bad and Sijn never did that but then again no one ever did to him what he did to me either...And I still think he did subtly trash me whenever he had a chance and still does that... For instance by saying that what I'm doing now is stupid (so what if he's right, it's still mean!) and that it's my fault Jonito saw his friends less or didn't do as much active arty-stuff, I never held him back! I was in Rome, at work or studying during most of the vacation except most evenings so he could see his friends at any time he wanted...

  Okay, gotta get back to my papers now because I've got loads of work to do and actually a lot of parties lately ... Hopefully these settings are changed now, it's weird, cause ex-blogs are sometimes unadapted one second and adapted the other :s

  X's and O's

  • Posted Dec 11, 2009 12:44 am PT
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• 30Nov 09

  I may be love's b*tch but at least I'm man enough to admit it

  So, I'm a little upset right now, cause the person I felt was the love of my life (see previous post) has left me because we had some trouble and after less than a month he's gone back to his ex boyfriend!
  
  And I suppose that it's good to get it out of his system and maybe we'll still end up together but I simply have so little patience and can't stand them being together! Specially since Stijn had sabotaged us from the start! He was so clingy and texted completed inappropriate things which just upset me (he texted stuff like: i love you and I miss you, I want you, I desire you... It was just rude), on pictures too, he just needed to be closer to Jonito than I was and stuff like that! He's just completely backstabbing and conniving, I wouldn't be surprised if he had planned to be all supportive right at the time when it was going less good between me and Jonito so he could get him back and he probably said all the right things and subtly spoke negatively about me when he saw his chance!
  
  And I just can't believe that Jonito could stand to be with this guy. He is so far beneath him that he shouldn't even be visible! He's ugly (his cheeks looks like they melted or something his nose is even bigger than mine, he's freakishly tall, ... ugh), he's boring as hell (and is even a bad influence on Jonito by making him go home earlier and such), he has this moronic look in his eyes (I don't think he's really dumb, but he looks it) and I swear if he had an original thought his head would explode! Everything he says or does is in function of Jonito (his entire facebook exists only of things that jonito said or that he wanted to tell jonito) and I just hate him, like I've never hated anyone before in my life :s
  
  So sorry for the rant, I just needed it, I hope everyone else is okay (of anyone still reads this cause I've been so busy lately that I've bene gone completely!), I'm watching a lot of shows though again, I'm loving V!
  
  Kisses!
  • Posted Nov 30, 2009 4:41 am PT
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• 19Jun 09

  annoyed beyond the telling of it

  Sarah Connor can't be John Connor's mother! Lame writers, an O negative person could never have an AB son I hate mistakes like that...

  But anyway, in other news, everything with Jonito is amazing still, celebrating our 3 weeks today had a first little fib earier this week but it was all sorted out and I hope he knows now that my teasingis just that and shouldn't be listened to

  And on the terminator: sarah connor chronicles, I actually like the show despite my earlier note, I love Summer Glau

  love y'all! XoXo

  • Posted Jun 19, 2009 12:02 pm PT
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