The summer is coming to an end now and I think I am more happy than ever. This summer has been the most boring for me yet. I'm going crazy with all the free time I have. I don't know what to do with it! Well school is starting in a couple days so things will be better I guess. I'm scared though because I think I am in way too many honors classes for high school. Anyone else have practically all honors classes? I'm confused on knowing how to choose the amount of honors classes you should take. Anyone have some advice?

Hey everyoneI know I haven't been on in a really long time but I've been busy lately. How is everyone's summer so far? Mine has been reallllyy boring. I can't wait until it's over! School is hectic and all but gosh summer is just tooo long for me. I rather deal with school. I got to see the new DP epis at least. It seemed like DP was vanishing! I hope they air more epis soon. Phantomania was awesome but I missed the first episode . If anyone knows when it airs again pleassee tell me.

Butch is too good at his job, each epi gets better and better! Nick better not cancel DP now!

Hey everyone, just wanted to drop by since I haven't made a new blog in awhile. How's life? Well it's currently bad for me. After the whole incident with my other friend, I was already feeling down but now I feel worse. After that incident, I ended up being friends with other people and I thought everything was fine. I thought I found good friends. I guess I was wrong though because I feel anything but happy around them lately. They seem to care less about me. They basically just ignore me. I mean I am a really quiet person but it's different. They just make their own little group and talk together while i'm just sitting there looking stupid pretending like i'm engaged in their little conversations. The only time i seem to be of interest is when it comes to helping with homework. I hate it. People only seem to talk to me now when they need my help. I'm getting so sick of being thought of as the easy person who you can always count on for help with. I get mad at them but they don't even seem to notice. I just don't know what to do now. Everyone needs friends but how can you consider people your friend if they treat you this way. That's how practically all of my friends treat me like. Well all I have to say for people who have good friends is that you are so lucky. Never give up those friendships because it's not worth it.

I don't really know what else to say so I guess that's it

oh yeah the new avril lavigne cd is awesome no matter what, even though some of her songs are especially "different"  - still like the second cd the best though

hi everyone i'm back. sorry i didn't say but i was in canada. i just got back though. it was soo much fun. that girl that has been mean to me (see other blogs) pretended like nothing happened during the trip and tried to be friends with me but i'm not. we did so many things. i'm really tired from all that walking. lol. i got pretty sick though. the worst i have yet i think. when i came home i had a 103.6 degree fever! and i heard another boy is in the hospital with a 103.9 degree fever. scaryy. i feel bad for him and the others that got sick though. i'm feeling a lot better now but i'm still coughing.

also, did anyone hear about anna nicole smith dying? kinda sudden in my opinion.

that person i was talking about (look at my last blog) wrote back. she was pretty mean though. i told her i didn't want to be friends and all because of her being mean to me and talking meanly about me behind my back. she sounded so mean towards me that i don't even know how i could describe it to you guys. she made me sound like a witch. and she said my friends were brats when they aren't even involved in this fight. not only she hurt me but she hurt my friends. that does it. she stepped over the line. this is going too far. she's trying to blame me for everything. what makes me sad is this. my sister said "if she wanted you back as a friend she would be sounding sincere, not saying mean things to you." that's what hurted the most i think.because i knew it was true.  i don't regret what i said at all about her though. she deserved to hear what i thought she did was wrong. i just hope things will get better. i haven't responded to her though because i am in shock and i don't even know what to say.

i lost a friend. she was being pretty mean to me though. this is how it all happened

one day in class she was telling me that she was mad because a girl was telling her to move in gym. i tried to talk to tell her in calmy why that happened and that the girl was only trying to help but she kept ignoring me and what i was saying. she just kept on arguing and eventually left angry or sad saying "well friends are suppost to stick up for each other." i didn't know if i should be angry or sorry. what did i do? i only tried to be a good friend be telling her what happened!and that's what i got? i pretended like nothing happened and just ignored her. i didn't talk to her for over a month because she never said anything to me either. she constantly stared at me trying to make me feel bad or something. and then my friend told me she was talking about me behind my back saying really mean things about me. and the worst part is she would sit next to me ( i have no idea why ) and i think she was talking about me then using some kind of nick name for me to make me look stupid to one of friends that are really mean. i felt so mad yet really sad. anyway, now ( over a month later ) she writes to me telling me why we're not speaking! she also mentions other silly things but i mean come on! oh, and what a coincidence, she writes to me right before a big trip we have. i don't think it is a coincidence though. i think she did that only to get a friend to talk to on the trip because none of friends are going. i emailed her back about how i felt about the situation. she acted like we were friends again and i didn't even say we were or for the matter that i forgave her.i finally stood up and told her through mail that i don't want to be friends after she truely proved to me that she didn't mean that she wanted to be friends. so yeahh. now i'm just really feeling down

yay i finally got my icon the way i wanted it. lol thanks guys. more and more tests just come each day. sigh. and now i have annoying mean girls making my days even more rotten.

here's a small fact for you guys: did you know this past monday is known as blue day so that's why you see many people depressed? i know, just saying. yeah i am bored and i have to go anyway so bye for now.

now you can have your own large avatars as your icons. can someone please tell me how to do that.

i want to put this link: http://tinypic.com/b8jqbk.png thank you

and i think it's a little rude that only a couple of my friends reply to my blogs. i feel like it's a waste of time now being on here since not many people really reply

im back in school now so life is going back to being normal. i know i'm late to say this but happy new year. i can't believe it's 2007 now. it felt weird when i had to write 2007 for the date instead of 2006. lol. i'm bored so ya that's it i think

i am so bored beyond my own comprehension. i've been feeling so bored lately. anyone else?

there's good news and bad news

good news:

today avril lavigne appeared on tv as a guest and talked about releasing a new CD soon. yeah i know its been long. lol

bad news:

avril mentioned that the cd will come out in APRIL probably. she said it will be different for us. i think it will still be cool though. april seems so far away. i guess you can't have everything. lol

for any avril lavigne fans did you hear the new song for the movie Eragon by Avril? it's called "Keep Holding On." I think it's UNBELIEVABLY AMAZING! i love this song. i think it shows a new side of avril that is more mature but cool. if you haven't heard it you should! it's playing on the radio so you may be able to catch it. since she made a new song that means she probably is going to make a new album!!! i'm really happy now. lol.

the new movie eragon looks cool. i might see it. anyone else going to?

it's already december can you believe it? it doesn't really feel like it in my opinion. lol. so are you guys doing anything during winter break? i probably won't but it still will be great. also, did anyone see the new avatar? i only saw part of it but i thought it was really good.

well, hope you all have a great winter break and christmas!!!

hope you all were able to get together with your families and friends to have a happy thanksgiving!!!