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  • lazyjay
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  • 'Tis the season...

    ...but not much jolly. My entire life I've suffered from chronic depression but, for some reason, every year around this time it worsens. It's not the weather, because I've lived in all sorts of different climates from July in the low 40s through December in the warm 80s (reverse of normal for North America), but every year it's the same. I think it's the holidays that do it to me. So much anticipation of happy times built on top of expectation and knowledge of certain disappointment. With a lifetime of experience I've become very good at hiding how Continue »
  • Fifteen... and happy Thanksgiving?

    The title of this blog is because today is what would have been my fifteenth wedding anniversary if I were still married. I'm feeling a bit nostalgic and want to recap my life since then, but I'm gonna go back 20 years to kinda set the context. Mid Summer of 1989 I took some friends from one of my high schools to a pool/volleyball party with friends from a different high school I had attended. This was the first time these different groups had been in the same mix and some tight friendships grew out of it. One Continue »