well hello guys just giving some news of my life i've nothing much going on just chilling the week-end before monday !!! i just lost almost 200 Gig of data on my hard drive that suck big i had a lot of personnal things in this thing but it's just some data not my life anyway just ready to start a new week tommorow i love living in liege because everyday is a challenge i met new people got to share some experiences it's fun for the first time i live alone and that's weird i don't know if i have to ask permission to invite someone in my place i know it's weird but i lived so long with my familly i feel like i have to say everything to my big sister or to my mom guess i'm still their baby somehow !!!

Hi everyone i know my last blog was me saying goodbye to tv.com but i just realized that i can't take this site of my life i moved to liege which by the way is a really stunning town i never thought i'd feel so comfortable so quick in this place turns out it was what i was looking for. Ok i'm short on friends right now got only one or two but that'll do with time people are so cool here that won't be a problem !!! anyhoo just to say that you'll see my angel wings more often now that i'm totally settle in my appartment which so cool it's a blast to live alone i mean don't get me wong i miss my sisters so much but i feel like a grown up now with my place my bills and my soon to be job what a blast !!!so see ya around if you're a miami addict you'll see me for sure

XOXO Lane

HI people i know its been a gazillion years since i've post something truth is i was busy like crazy trying to make a decision for my future so i have some good news i got accepted at Liege University in Belgium which means i'm leaving Canada It's sad because i enjoyed being here but i feel that my destiny is connected to Europe i never really found my place here and i feel like beside my degree i've lost 3 years of my life in this meaningless town called sherbrooke i should've live my life instead of watching people doing it and that's what i'm gonna do !!! As you may recall one year ago my uncle commit suicide and i cant believe the time passed like that i even forgot about him this year like he never existed my mom told me that God make us forget because whitout that the memories will kill us i think she's right if i hadnt forget that i would be crazy right now !!! thinking about all the bad things and never focus on the great like the birth of Ayden my niece that i love soo much, the people that i met even if the town sucks i found some people here that i know i'll keep in my heart forever my crazy posts on TV.com with all the people who dont have a life like me and spend their time in front of the tv *just Kidding*

Anyhow it was fun being here and talking about Csi Miami and my differents obsessions for Ryan Wolfe and recently Mick st John I met great people here Mog, Vave, Stacy i hope you guys enjoy our conversations as much as me but i think this is goodbye there's a world out there waiting for me and i'm gonna grab it and squeeze every little drop of joy i can have out of it

Remember guys that i loved being here but i just dont have the time anymore and i thought that TV.com deserved a real goodbye from an addict who's never going to go to rehab i'll keep my tv addiction till death do us a part

Have a great time here people Enjoy!!!!

XOXOXO your very own Lane

I'm decided i!!! 'm moving back to europe in Belgium. i found two really good masters i'm gonna apply, the thing is i have to choose between going straight to the master in bruxelles or doing a year at liege to boost my grades before going to bruxelles to start my master ... i'm still thinkimg

I made the biggest decision of my life i'm letting my dad cutting all of the money he usually give me i'm asking for a student loan and i'm looking for a job i want to be independant and i need to start now !!! so that's it guys like i promise this is my new life plan i hope it works !!! i have until the end of the month to send my applying file and if i'm accepted i gonna move out in july but i'm sure not leaving TV.com yet i'm still gonna put updates and probably some pics of my new life

wish me good luck guys, love y'all

XOXO lane

hi guys this is a joyful lane who's postin this blog i maybe have found my master !!! it's a bit early to tell if i'm 100% sure but at least i'm not in a big blur anymore the thing is i probably gonna have to move out in an another country and i try to avoid this since a year or two but if i have to i'M gonna do it!!

anyway just to tell you guys that i took things with calm and had a bright idea !!! i'm gonna follow and tell you what i've decided

tchuss

XOXO Lane !!!

Update from lane's life not so much going on except work work and anxiety i have to decide what i'm gonna do after my bachelor and i'm scared of making a bad choice !! Being an adult sucks i miss the time when my parents decided for me well it's not true but i have a hard time finding my way !!! the thing is my father always got me what i want whitout even fighting for that now i'm gonna be on my own and i'm scared of what i'm capable to do to keep my lifestyle up !! i mean to be honest i always spent money and ask for more whitout earning myself and i know that there's no way in hell my first job is gonna make me live like i do now !!! I guess i'm growing up and i need to start low to moving to the top meh... i'm gonna do it i have to ...

Anyway on a happier note it's the african nation cup of soccer and as you all know i'm an proud african my country Ivory Coast is on the best and i hope we win !!! so to talk about my empty love life i think i have a crush on a guy in my Cl as s it's just that the guy is really sexy and i kind of stalked him the last time i saw him he must think i'm some kind of weirdo anyway he dont know that i stalk ryan wolfe and amy james on regular basis too

Don't mind the last part of this blog guys i'm really tired i think i just dont know what i'm saying i'm goin to bed Ciao

XOXO Lane

Hi guys it's been a long time since i've post it's just because i had big trouble connecting to my profile and that last semester was the biggest i've ever had in my entire life i had so much work that once the semester was over me and my sister left for toronto what a great city !!!i loved this place i mean the people the shops the buildings it was great !!!

so back to sherbrooke for a new year the end of my bachelor, big things are coming this year, my sister's wedding and my two nieces baptism the same day !!! but we're not there yet from now on i have to focus on my school and my diet i feel so much better with myself i'm more confident i changed my hair, even pierce my tongue i know it's stupid but i like it and it didn't even hurt !!!

anyway the writers strike is really pissing me off now because whitout CSI i dont know what i'm gonna do now !!! and i heard about heath ledger's death and i'm totally shocked me Brockeback Mountain is one of my favourite movie ever !!! so many things off topics but anyhoo just to say that i found the way back to my profile i'm gonna post more often !!!

XOXO LANE and Happy new year a litle late

Okay what happened to me today is something that every straight girl or gay guy dreams of!!! I have a really bad sight and that since i was born and i wear glasses or contact lens and today i was at the pool and haven't my glasses on and when i finished swimming i went straight to the men's locker room !!! I know what you're gonna think but it wasn't my fault i don't see much without my glasses!! i'm not gonna say that i was very disapointd because they were some beautiful specimen in there but i was so embarrassed at first I was like sorry sorry i'm out !! and you can't go ou twith the same door you enter the room so i had to went through all the room to get out !! and i was like sorry sorry didn't meant to !! and i pratically ran out the room !!! the guys were cool some were laughing and some whistling and i was like OMG that kind of thing only happen to me!!!

anyway it was a fun experience , my sister laugh at me all the afternoon i've learn my lessons now!!!

You know guys when you think you have time to do something like 2 weeks for an essay and you do something else instead of doing your essay and you think oh i have time for that and then you realize that you're awfully late !!! Well that's me !! I have 10 pages for tomorrow at 8.50 A.M about Henri VIII and The Supremacy Act and i only have 1 page done yet !!! i'm so Screwwed It's2 P.m the library close at 5 I can't take the books home because all my Cl@ss already got them uuugh what i'm gonna do!!! I swear to God (like alwways) it's the absolute last time I do that next time i gonna do my work as soon as i get it !!! Naah i don't believe myself and i'm pretty sure you don't either anyhoo got to go my break is over !!!

see ya !!

I have this tradition with the Harry Potter's book i only read it in French I know i have to wait longer than everybody but i don't care!!! it's because when i read the first one i couldn't read english back then so i wait for every single one in french so today is the day !!! I went buy my french version of Harry potter et les reliques de la mort (deadly hollows)so i paid my book and went to my favorite jewelery story for some new rings for me bellybutton and theni saw my favourite shopping place in the whole world has been moved i'm like what the hell !!! Stitches my friends !!! in ths little town of Sherbrooke has been moved !!!! I'm like wow depression it's the only place where i go shop because i love the stuff they have !!!

So here a depressed lane who head to her favourite Thai place for some fried rice and Chicken xtra spicy with vegetables see guys that's diet because before it was KFC with greasy fried chicken and french fries !!! So just when i hit the corner of the mall i saw it !!! A BIGGEST STICHES !!!! YAY !!! they have a new local it's like three times bigger that the first one and it's better than the one at the Eaton Center at Montreal !!!! So that's my joy of the week !!! I rush into the shop and there's this real weird but cute guy who came and talk to me and i was like huh ??? because guys never talk to me in a shop because i look crazy when i shop i can be really scary it's my religion don't mess with me when i'm shopping i can bite !!! so this courageous guy talk to me he works here and ask if want help i'm like no i almost own the place just when i want to buy everything without even looking at the price like always i start thinking about what i wrote last night and i'm like no if you really want to change you have to change your habits and stop spending your money like that so i only buy 2 tshirts and won a gift card !!!

So all this blonde post to say that i'm really changing and i like it , i like it a lot sorry guys if my post is long and boring i just thought that i had to share it with you a new lane's town !!!

P.S Is there a rehab for Shopaholic because i'm gonna need one !!!

I'm on diet !!! yes it's the first step of the very long plan of mine which is changing my life !!! i didn't like the direction i was taking im a very cynical and mean person because i don't like myself anymore. I closed myself from the others around me a long time ago and i didn't notice that!!! so I'm going to lose some weight to change my apparence, get a job and stop using daddy's money be responsible and take some risks !!! i'm the kind of person who overanalyzed everything before doing it i'm never spontaneous unless i'm drunk and I'm never really drunk i control everything and everyone around me letting them think that they decide for me and it's not true my mom is sure that she's the reason why i decided to study in Canada or i didn'y want to go until i found probably the only one guy i truly loved kissed an another girl i felt betrayed and decide to leave. This is my life everytime something hurts me i'm leaving or avoid it like its never happen.

Now i've decided to take control of my life and stop controlling others i've decided to change to be more relax and optimistic and for the first time i'm really happy with myself I'm gonna live my life and who cares if i make a mistake !!!! i'm human !!! This is the result of an intense and very long reflexion about me it took me years to admit that i am who i am and that i don't need to be perfect to be loved i'm a freaking human being !!!

Hi guys I know it's been a long while since i've post something but my life's just crazy right now, i'm finishing my bachelor try to find a job before starting my master i want to be a canadian resident so i'm drown in all the paperwork. I'm also trying to have my driver licence i'm so tired of taking the bus, it's always full and you have to be up early plus my sister just had it and she's rubbing it in my face everyday now i have to beg her every morning before she drop me at school i'm so tired!!!

About my love life or may i say the absolute empty love lifeof lane , yeah it's over between me and the "love of my life" i just realized that he was a better friend than boyfriend and maybe the dozen girls he cheat on me with won't be that harsh with him but i'm just going to say that he's a big jerk.

So to relieve my pain and mark my grief i pierce my bellybutton not myself i went to see a professional at Montreal anyway I got a huge and gross infection the first week and inow t's just hot i'll post some pics later

So that's it i know that i'm less on the threads than before but don't worry guys i'm fine just busy building my future, i still love ya Mogg, Hannah, Vave and everybody i promise ya i'm gonna try to be here more often

love lane

XOXO

I have a lot of friends who graduate this year and some of them leave the town most of them for Ottawa so last night we were out in a club the "Living room" in the end of the night some guys i dont know start to fight i dont know why they were probably drunk anyway... so they fought and one of them was injured i didnt know and i was just next to him in the line the guy was bleeding and i mean really bleeding his finger was cut wide open and i didn't realize that !! so i went out of the club because i didn't want to be push or worse by the crowd because they were a lot fighting.

Once i was out i realized that i had blood on my jeans and worse on my shoes like a gallon of blood on my shoes!!! maybe less... anyway my shoes were totally ruined i was so angry i was like what the F....ck !! so i start searching for the guy because i wanted him to see that his blood ruined the cutest shoes ever!! the shoes that my sisters gave me !!! i didnt find the guy he was gone probably to the hospital i was so pissed my sister tells me to chill ... we left the club and went at Mcdonals i probably looked like a criminal with all this blood on me just when i start making jokes and laugh again there's some byatche in the line who start screaming at my ear for no reason she was laughing in my ears very loud and i know it's a free world but could you respect people and dont scream in public so i'm like what the hell is wrong with you could you please keep it low ?? and she was laughing in my face with her friends so i'm like it's really not my night!!! my sister wanted to kick her @ss and a friend of us tells us to calm down so finally we didn't eat there because we're probably ended the night fighting with them!!! i was so pissed when we get home !!! What a night eh!!

26 Days !!! CSI MIAMI in on in 26 fricking days !!! I'm so excited !!! OH MY GOD can't wait to see what happen !!

yeah not much to say

Hi guys i'm back !! It's been a long time since i've been here and i hope everybody had great holidays like mine seriously it was awesome I went to Paris to see my mom who is sooo beautiful and seems younger everytime i saw her then i went to Africa to see my Dad who is even more beautiful and so nice i was treated like a princess because well i'm daddy's girl

I had so much fun with my family and everybody. I went to clubs, eat like ten now i'm 20 lbs heavier !! but i spent so much time in planes that was the awful part .... anyhoo that was great i didnt go to my uncles funeral because there was a lot of mean people who said horrible things about his wife and son and i didn't want to be part of this crazyness.

Today was my first day at school and its my last year my semester is full i don't think i'm gonna be on the threads like before because i need a 3.2 to be accepted in Master program i want and i'm far from that but don't worry i'm still gonna watch CSI (3) plus i need my crazy family of Tv.com

Last advice!!!Girls don't drink and party you can do pretty stupid things like me this summer waking up next someone you don't know can be pretty disturbing especially when you're suppose to have a boyfriend like me i told him and you know what he said don't worry baby i did the same thing i was like oh my god !!! I want to be mad at him but i can't because well i'm guilty too so we're weird i know but we love each other well i guess anyway we're still together for now anyway don't mind the last part i'm tired i'm glad to be back in the threads love y'all

It's a last time thing my dad paid me the ticket so i can be at my uncle's funeral it's a long story just know that i'm fine i've seen my mom and my bigger sister and i'm good. i'll try to give you news as soon as i can i'll be back in Canada in August big hugs and kisses to everyone

XoXo Lane

My laptop's dead after 5 years of friendship he's gone snif!! i try to fix it but it was too late too old for the technology of 2007 so i have a new one and this is a rant about windows vista This thing stinks it's so weak !!! I miss my old XP it was the best !!

I almost died this week whitout computer, I think we're all addicted to computers and Internet they go our brains i tell ya !! I couldn't charge my MP3 so i was whitout music and i lost all the fics i wrote because i didn't save them on an another hard drive. Anyway i feel better about my uncle's death i'm never gonna forgive him but like my mom always said to me "If it didn't kill you it makes you stronger" so i'm stronger now.