• 22Jun 07

  True Knowledge Exists In Knowing That You Know Nothing

  Dear You,

  Music: Regina Spektor - Samson

  I graduated. I got my tattoo a long time ago now, btw. Forgot to mention both.
  Really, don't bother to read this blog. It's filled with lyrics of songs you should download. Actually just read which songs you should download.. and download em.
  
  Songs to download:
  
  Regina Spektor - Samson (Actually all of her songs are good.. )
  You are my sweetest downfall
  I loved you first , I loved you first
  Beneath the stars came falling on our heads
  But there just soft light, there just soft light
  Your hair was long when we first met
  
  Samson came to my bed
  Told me that my hair was red
  He told me i was beautiful and came into my bed
  Oh I cut his hair myself one night
  A pair of dull scissors and the yellow light
  And he told me that I'd done alright
  and kissed me till the morning light, the morning light
  and he kissed me till the morning light
  
  Samson came back to bed
  not much hair left on his head
  Ate a slice of wonderbread and went right back to bed
  Oh, we couldn't bring the columns down
  Yeah we couldn't destroy a single one
  And history books forgot about us
  And the bible didn't mention us, not even once
  
  You are my sweetest downfall
  I loved you first

  My Chemical Romance - This Is How I Disappear (.. all their songs of "the black parade" are good)
  To un-explain the unforgivable,
  Drain all the blood and give the kids a show.
  By streetlight this dark night,
  A séance down below.
  There're things that I have done,
  You never should ever know!
  
  Who walks among the famous living dead,
  Drowns all the boys and girls inside your bed.
  And if you could talk to me,
  Tell me if it's so,
  That all the good girls go to heaven.
  Well, heaven knows
  
  Can you hear me cry out to you?
  Words I thought I'd choke on figure out.
  I'm really not so with you anymore.
  I'm just a ghost,
  So I can't hurt you anymore,
  So I can't hurt you anymore.
  
  And now, you wanna see how far down I can sink?
  Let me go, F*ck
  So, you can, well now so, you can
  I'm so far away from you.
  Well now so, you can.
  
  And without you is how I disappear,
  Forever, forever now!

  
  Johnny Rzeznik - I'm Still Here
  I am a question to the world,
  Not an answer to be heard.
  All a moment that's held in your arms.
  And what do you think you'd ever say?
  I won't listen anyway…
  You don't know me,
  And I'll never be what you want me to be.
  
  And what do you think you'd understand?
  I'm a boy, no, I'm a man..
  You can take me and throw me away.
  And how can you learn what's never shown?
  Yeah, you stand here on your own.
  They don't know me 'cause I'm not here.
  
  And you see the things they never see
  All you wanted, I could be
  Now you know me, and I'm not afraid
  And I wanna tell you who I am
  Can you help me be a man?
  They can't break me
  As long as I know who I am
  
  They can't tell me who to be,
  'Cause I'm not what they see.
  And the world is still sleepin',
  While I keep on dreamin' for me.
  And their words are just whispers
  And lies that I'll never believe.
  
  And I want a moment to be real,
  Wanna touch things I don't feel,
  Wanna hold on and feel I belong.
  And how can they say I never change
  They're the ones that stay the same.
  
  I'm the one,
  'Cause I'm still here.
  I'm still here.

  The The - Sweet Emotion Replay
  The more I see
  The less I know
  About all the things I thought were wrong or right
  & carved in stone
  
  So, dont ask me about
  War, religion, or god
  Love, sex, or death
  Because....
  
  Everybody knows whats going wrong with the world
  But I dont even know whats going on in myself.
  
  Youve gotta work out your own salvation.
  With no explanation to this earth we fall
  On hands & knees we crawl
  And we look up to the stars
  And we reach out & pray
  To a deaf, dumb & blind God who never explains.
  
  Every body knows whats going wrong with the world
  But I dont even know whats going on in myself.
  
  Lord, Ive been here for so long
  I can feel it coming down on me
  Im just a slow emotion replay of somebody I used to be.

  Natalie Merchant - My Skin
  Take a look at my body
  Look at my hands
  There's so much here
  That I don't understand
  
  Your face saving promises
  Whispered like prayers
  I don't need them
  I don't need them
  
  I've been treated so wrong
  I've been treated so long
  As if I'm becoming untouchable
  
  Contempt loves the silence
  It thrives in the dark
  With fine winding tendrils
  That strangle the heart
  
  They say that promises
  Sweeten the blow
  But I don't need them
  No, I don't need them
  
  I've been treated so wrong
  I've been treated so long
  As if I'm becoming untouchable
  
  I'm a slow dying flower
  Frost killing hour
  The sweet turning sour
  And untouchable
  
  O, I need
  The darkness
  The sweetness
  The sadness
  The weakness
  I need this
  
  I need
  A lullaby
  A kiss goodnight
  Angel sweet
  Love of my life
  O, I need this
  
  Do you remember the way
  That you touched me before
  All the trembling sweetness
  I loved and adored?
  
  Your face saving promises
  Whispered like prayers
  I don't need them
  No, I don't need them
  
  O, I need
  The darkness
  The sweetness
  The sadness
  The weakness
  I need this
  
  I need
  A lullaby
  A kiss goodnight
  The angel sweet
  Love of my life
  I need this
  
  Is it dark enough?
  Can you see me?
  Do you want me?
  Can you reach me?
  Or I'm leaving
  
  You better shut your mouth
  Hold your breath
  Kiss me now you'll catch my death
  O, I mean it
  
  I reall hope you enjoy the songs..

  Smile,
  
  Natasja

  • Posted Jun 22, 2007 3:22 am PT
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• 11Jun 07

  Well-Behaved Women Rarely Make History

  Dear You,

  Music: Muse - Sing For Absolution

  I realized that I only talk about myself on here, lol and this is like.. tv.com so what the f*ck are we supposed to talk about? tv-shows and movies... so let's do tv-shows and movies.
  
  But wait.. first of all.. Mando Diao
  
  

  I went to the "Music In My Head Festival" in the Hague a couple of days ago. I got to see my favourite band (atm) live and it was so freaking beautiful, heavenly and exciting. Those guys are great live and so f*cking arrogant I love it. You should seriously check out all their songs, and when I say all of them I really do mean all of them. It's amazing how every song by them has a different st.yle and yet you always know it's Mando Diao. It's amazing how great they are and they know it too. Mando Diao. Mando Diao. Mando Diao.
  
  
  Tv-Shows
  1. Grey's Anatomy
  Operations. Relations. Complications.
  Medicine nor relationships can be defined in black and white. Real life only comes in shades of grey. A drama centered on the personal and professional lives of five surgical interns and their supervisors.

  

  2. Never Mind The BuzzCocks
  A comedy trivia quiz based around pop music, currently hosted by Simon Amstell. Team captains Phil Jupitus and Bill Bailey are joined each week by different music stars.

  

  3. Hotel Babylon
  Hotel Babylon is a tantalizing insight into the world of 5-star hotels. Only the richest and the most famous stay at this exclusive hotel. Charlie along with many other dedicated staff that try to accommodate for the high demands for the guests of Hotel Babylon.

  

  
  4. Skins
  Fast-paced and full of angst-ridden fun. Eleven teens struggle with highly-charged issues of race, religion, sexuality, drugs, and food disorders. With a solid set of good actors, expect the drama to consist of a lot of well-played emotional ups and downs.

  

  5. Prison Break
  Freedom is an illusion. All that matters is staying alive. Escape is Just the Beginning .
  Due to a political conspiracy an innocent man is sent to death row and his only hope is his brother who makes it his mission to deliberately get himself sent to the same prison in order to break the both of them out from the inside out.

  

  Well, wasn't that just bloody brilliant?

  Lips are turning blue
  a kiss that can't renew
  I only dream of you
  my beautiful
  
  tiptoe to your room
  a starlight in the gloom
  I only dream of you
  and you never knew
  
  sing for absolution
  I will be singing
  falling from your grace

  our wrongs remain unrectified
  and our souls won't be exhumed

  
  Movies
  1. A Clockwork Orange
  Being the adventures of a young man ... who couldn't resist pretty girls ... or a bit of the old ultra-violence ... went to jail, was re-conditioned ... and came out a different young man ... or was he ? In future Britain, charismatic delinquent Alex DeLarge is jailed and later volunteers for an experimental aversion therapy developed by the government in an effort to solve society's crime problem... but not all goes to plan.

  

  2. Devdas

  A grand saga of timeless love. After Devdas his wealthy family prohibits him from marrying the woman he is in love with, Devdas Mukherjee's life spirals further and further out of control as he takes up alcohol and a life of vice to numb the pain.

  

  3. Trainspotting
  Choose life. Choose a job. Choose a starter home. Choose dental insurance, leisure wear and matching luggage. Choose your future. But why would anyone want to do a thing like that? Renton, deeply immersed in the Edinburgh drug scene, tries to clean up and get out, despite the allure of the drugs and influence of friends.

  

  4. Y Tu Mamá También

  Abandoned by their girlfriends for the summer, teenagers Tenoch and Julio meet the older Luisa at a wedding. Trying to be impressive, the friends tell Luisa they are headed on a road trip to a beautiful, secret beach called Boca del Cielo. Intrigued with their story and desperate to escape, Luisa asks if she can join them on their trip.

  

  5. Star Wars Episode III: Revenge Of The Sith
  The saga is complete. After three years of fighting in the Clone Wars, Anakin Skywalker concludes his journey towards the Dark Side of the Force, putting his friendship with Obi Wan Kenobi and his marriage at risk.

  

  Well, this took long enough. I'm out.

  Smile,

  Natasja
  
  Songs to download:
  
  * Muse - Sing For Absolution
  * Just Jack - No Time
  * Damien Rice - 9 Crimes
  * Nada Surf - always love
  * Mando Diao - Mr Moon (Just listen to as many songs as possible by them, biatch!!)

  • Posted Jun 11, 2007 5:27 pm PT
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• 30May 07

  I Was A Star In PreSchool

  Dear You,

  Ok, i'll post another blog though I don't see the point of it.

  I don't know what to say or what to tell. I notice a change on tv.com when blogging your post? Or am I wrong? I can't change my freaking pictures but i'm not that bothered.

  Oh, finals. Yeah, i've taken all my exams now. I failed biology. miserably, probably. I hope I didn't fail Economics miserably otherwise i'm f*cked. Ohwell, I had it coming. I should have studied.

  I've been brooding lately, I like that. Thinking a lot, but it gets me so down. I've realized that i'm a contradicting person. Oh, oh. Aren't beautifully broken people.. so.. beautiful?
  

  "Look At What You've Done
  You Did This On Purpose
  You Took Out The Fun
  Of Scraping The Surface"

  - Kárin Tatoyan

  That girl is awesome, I hope she gets big or whatever she wants to.

  I feel like i'm chasing down every temporary high to satisfy me. It feels good and bad. Something to look forward to, but it's all not that meaningful yet I put so much meaning to it. Meh.

  I bought Mary Jane Shoes, they're cute. I ordered a thong online, lol. First time I did that. It's so cute. Em, bought hotpants, 2 dresses and something else but I cannot remember. It's all lovely. I'm kind of broke at the moment. Had to tap into my savings so I have some money for my upcoming concerts and alcohol, obviously. Kinda sad, but I'm going to pay myself back.

  Life is good. I've got so much to be happy for. I dislike how we stupid humans are discontent with life. F*cking spoiled biatches. Hmm, yeah that felt good.

  "Don't cry cos it's over
  Smile cos it happend"

  On this happy note, i'll stop.

  Smile,

  Natasja

  Songs to download:

  * Fergie - Big Girls Don't Cry
  * Carla Bruni - Quelqu'un m'a dit
  * Soulsavers - Revival
  * Amy Winehouse - You Know I'm No Good
  * Matisyahu - Jerusalem

  • Posted May 30, 2007 5:31 am PT
  • Category: Writing
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