• 29Aug 08

  School Started

  Im in a particularily bad mood 2day.

  School started Thursday. It's nothing to be excited about. School can go die.

  I'm starting high school. Which is nothing to be excited about either b/c freshman are the victims of a lot of BS that you have to put up with the whole freaking year.

  im taking honors english, honors precalc, biology, history, spanish 2, and study hall for a year. Also i'm taking web design and programming, that was the only class i actually wanted to take. the other half of the year study hall. The first day was retarded we just got to tour the building and got a bunch of syllbii and all that stuff you have to do. And my spanish teacher is the biggest dumba$$ i'll ever meet in my life. My brother told me he was an idiot, and that he didn't even know the language he just had some translator on his computer that he looked up every word. Just listening to him talk makes me laugh at how much is sucks to have to spend an hour with him every other day. My english teacher thinks she teaches military school. My precalc teacher is okay. My Bio teacher is a tough grader but a really good teacher according to my brother and his friends. programming teacher seems like a nice guy but just give him a week and he'll be a piss off, i can tell these things before hand.

  and there is section where the upperclassmen hang out, and technically everyone is allowedin all you have to do is walk past the pole, but if you do you get beat up. I tried when i thought noone was looking..........

  and yeah, this means i'll have to work hard now. not that i'm lazy but you get used to summer you know.......

  • Posted Aug 29, 2008 5:43 pm PT
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• 25Aug 08

  Fan-Art

  some more fan art of mine. this one is actually better than the toshiro one :O because i like the characters i drew, or one of them at least.

  

  • Posted Aug 25, 2008 12:34 pm PT
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• 23Aug 08

  Our Purpose in Life.

  I have begun to have a lot of thoughts recently, about the way the world works. Why are we put on this earth? why do we get to make desicions in our lives, yet at the same time, there are things that are not in our control, like our death.That in it's self is another question, we can control our death, by eating healthy, excersizing, etc. it will make us live longer, but yet we cannot avoid it, it is like we are being tortured, extend it as long as you can, knowing in the end we cannot avoid it..... A while ago i came up with this:

  Until recently i have believed that everyone is created with a purpose in life, that we are all put on this earth for a reason. And the only thing we can truly control, is our quest to find our true purpose, and all other desicions we make in life are just insignificant, to the main goal. But i am starting to question that.

  Where did our purpose come from? if we were given a purpose by a divine being, then why do our purposes conflict, why is there any conflict at all in this world if everything is destined to happen in a certain way. This is why I am an atheist. I don't think that any divine being has given us our reason for existence. So does that mean that the idea of existence for a reason is flawed and that we are useless, and that everything is a waste of space?But here is another idea, what if humans themselves create their purpose? that would make people's own reasons for living contrdadict each other. causing war, and all that stuff. That is my idea, that what we percive throughout life is what we make out to be the reason for our own existence.

  But in the end i still do not know the answers. Perhaps it is not humans right to question everything? or perhaps it is something we must do while we are here.

  If you want, point out all the flaws in my thinking....and i'll totally debate with you on this

  • Posted Aug 23, 2008 12:37 pm PT
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