WOW.

All I can fricken' say is WOW. Look how long i have NOT been on here!! 5 months? Like dang! And I completely forgot about this website until I saw it in my mailbox.

Anyway. My life's been bull...crap. Something very terrible occured in my family last month. But I'm staying strong. High school's a pain in the bootay. People said that high school was gon be so easy. That's a straight up lie! Shoot apparently you haven't even been to my school! It's hell! The teachers give us tons of friggin' homework, work, projects, and even more crap. This is what I signed up for?! God and I thought IB was gonna be easy! >_< At least it doesn't start until junior year, so that's good I guess.

Besides all the school BS, I got a new fone, a laptop, and i made plenty of new friends at school. Plus, I am going to go to EUROPE this summerrrrrrrrrrrr!!!!!! AND I'm gonna see PARAMORE in concert wif No Doubt this summer in West Palm! BOOYEAH!!!! This is gonna be one hell of a great summer!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Besides that, I think I have somehow changed. In middle school, my friends and I used to act like such a bunch of little runts! Now it's like we grew up from that, but we still act crazy and random. =] We did a whole ton of crap, and nobody cared. Yep. Now that I'm in high school, whatever I do really DOES matter. And the worst part is I'm failing like two of my c-lasses right now [of course this is nothin new.] This...junk's hard, and believe me it'll get muy harder, trust me.

Ehhhh but other than that life's getting pretty darn good. I'm not single....nahh just kidding. I am still single, but there's like, some guys at this school that I like. =] There's this particular one who I know, and really really lyk, but he just doesn't know...yet. lol.
Ummmmm yep that's it really. So uh, yeah. I'm outtie.

Btw, does ANYBODY at all know the answer to this problem involving my camera's memory card? It's not showing up at all on my computer! Sandisk 128 MB photo memory card i guess its called? PLZ ANDD THANK YOU!!!!!!!!!!!! ^_^

Haha my friend said this. But its pretty true. Life does suck. At least for me. Nothing interesting is happening in my life! I'm so bored everyday! I think I'm losing interest in the Simpsons, cause I'm hardly watching it anymore....Might as well not consider myself a true fan. I'm so bored all the time!! Not a good thing! So somebody, anybody, shoot me a PM or somethin'. I don't care. It's pretty boring on Myspace too. So if any of you have one, send me a friend request or sumthin. But tell me who you are cuz I dont add strangers!!! If any of yall care to see it, its on teh left side with the about me junk (ICQ, AIM, Yahoo, website, etc.). It's private, but whatever.

Anywho, here's something entertaining. Everyone's doing it!

Me

Me
Do you know the muffin Man -: yea he lives on drerey lane doesnt he?
Name -: abeni
Nickname -: nini
Birthdate -: 05/26/1994
Birthplace -: new york, ny
Natural Hair color -: dark brown to black
Tattoos -: none
Piercings -: 2
Height -: 5'4
Any brothers or sisters -: yea
Bedtime -: whenever my eyes close
Do you like a guy right -: used to but it doesnt matter. we're all going to different high schools.
Does he know -: no
What's his name -: ......................
Shoe size -: 8 1/2

Randoms
Most missed memory -: the 90s
Best physical feature -: my face
Most overused phrase -: screw this
First thoughts waking up -: im going back to sleep good night again
Weakness -: food and incredibly hot guys. SPECTACULAR!!!!!!! From pretty ricky.
Fear-: lizards
Way you wanna die -: when im old
Do you think your attractive -: maybe
Do you shower daily -: duhh
Would you choose to live forever if you could -: yes
Do you wear make up -: lip gloss and eyeliner sometimes
Natural or a lot of makeup -: natural
Do you have a cellphone -: yes
Would you ever try a cigarette -: no
Do you want to get married -: yea
Do you like anyone, if so who -: yes and u dont need to know
Do you want to have kids -: NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!
Whats your opinion on Bush -: he is the biggest disgrace to america and should die
Do you have any pets -: no theyre dead
Do you like Starbucks -: yea
How many times have you moved -: 3
Are you a good driver -: i dont drive
When you like a guy what do u do -: tell him
What religion are you -: Christian
Do you ever flirt -: naw
Ever had a pet turtle -: no
If so what was his name -: n/a
Have you ever had Sea Monkeys -: no
Do you bite your nails -: sometimes
Do you play any sports -: yea
R u scared of your basements -: no
Does ur mom go to college -: you dont need to know. ask her yourself.
Do you know a guy named Guy -: maybe
would you name your Bob -: ???
Do you like the smell of gas stations -: no
Any addictions -: video games, food
Your perfect pizza -: sausage, lotsa cheese, olives, green pepers, mushrooms
Do you go to church -: yea
Do you believe in life on other planets -: maybe
Do you believe in miracles -: yea
Do you cut your lawn with scissors -: no
what time do you wake up -: anytime
How long does it take 2 do your hair -: 2 minutes
How about your makeup -: since i wear eyeliner, less than a minute
Do you go tanning -: eww no my skin already brown
Do you support gay marriage -: yes. if they wanna mary, then by god, let them MARRY!!!!!! I support gays as well
Do you get cold sores often -: no
How big is the universe -: bigger than your head
Can you do the worm -: no
How hot is Mike -: who the heck is mike?
Who's your favorite Ninja Turtle -: idk

Favorites
Favorite food -: ramen noodles
Favorite soda -: cream soda
Favorite drink -: coconut water
Favorite band -: FOB and Pretty Ricky YAAH!!!!!!!!
Favorite actor -: ORLANDO BLOOM YEAHH!!!!!
Favorite sport to watch -: super bowl i guess
Favorite type of dessert -: ice cream
Favorite Basketball team -: miami heat
Favorite color -: blue
Favorite number -: 1
Favorite letter -: S
Favorite candy -: reeses
Favorite animal -: monkeys
Favorite messenger -: yahoo
Favorite store -: Hot Topic HEKS YEAH!!!! And Claires. And Borders. And anything with cute stuff
Favorite TV show -: MTV does that count?
Favorite movie -: Kung Fu Panda

Have you ever.....
Drank -: yea
Smoked -: no
Dyed your hair -: wanted to
Shoplifted -: no
Tried to do splits -: yep
Tried to do backbends -: yep
Tried to act perfect -: no
Skinny dipped -: no
Hugged opposite sex -: yep
Ate Sushi -: yea
Gone to New York -: yea i was born there actually!!
Played spin the bottle -: no
Gone swimming in a white t-shirt -: yea
Been camping -: no
Had a crush on your older brothers friend -: no
Danced in the rain -: no
Cried during a movie -: no
Screamed in a library -: no
Sung In the shower -: no
Hung up on somebody -: no
Felt bad about eating meat -: no why would i feel that?
Wore something so you'd match someone -: yes i have and we looked like FLY dorks. Hip Harry Potter freaks who are totally into the punk/emo/goth scene
Won at pool -: no
Been in detention -: no

In a guy
Eye color -: brown
Hair color -: dark
Short or long hair -: LONG!!
Height -: taller than me
Weight -: heavy
Looks -: muscular
Personality -: nice, funny, smart, handsome, will treat me right, protective
Muscular or skinny -: MUSCULAR!!!!
**** (that's supposed to say S-tyle)-: dont matter. Hell let the guy be preppy!! I hate stereotypes so let the guy be WHATEVER!!!!
Can he drink -: no
Can he smoke -: no
Can he take drugs -: no
Can he have tattoos -: yea
Can he have Peircings -: naw
Can he play sports -: yea
What turns you on -: how hot and muscular a guy looks
Biggest turn off -: bad personality
Skin color -: WHITE!!!! lol, and im a black person (for real i am black), but black guys can work too. (If i offended anyone, I'm sorry. I'm not trying to offend anyone with that statement.)

This or that -
Pepsi or Coke -: neither i hate them both
SpongeBob or Patrick -: patrick his fat self

McDonalds or Burger King -: burger king
Ice tea/hot tea -: ice tea
Chocolate/vanilla -: vanilla
Hugs/ kisses -: hugs
Cats/ dogs -: dogs
Summer/ Winter -: winter
Pie/ cake -: pie
Cough/ sneeze -: sneeze
Brush/ comb -: comb
Shark/ T-Rex -: t-rex
Sun/ stars (lol) -: stars
Pie/ 3.14159 -: PIE!!
Sun/ stars (lol) -: u just asked me that questiion
Strawberries/ blueberries -: both
Chinese/ Japanese food -: both
Sports/ shopping -: shopping
Xanga/ Myspace -: Myspace (who uses Xanga anymore anyway?)

What if.....
Your mom died -: id just go into eternal depression and sit in my room and cry for the rest of my life. May 26th, 1994-__/__/____ (my grave when that happened cuz i'd have killed myself)
What if you died (lol) -: i hope im still alive in my spirit! but that would make everyone sad.......................................
What if a ninja fought you -: id fight back
Your lunch came to life -: id eat it
Aliens took over your room -: id kick their ass
Someone stole your cookies -: id hit them until they give me back my cookies!!!!
A vampire woke you up -: I'd kiss him.
Orlando Bloom visited you -: GASP!!!! OMGOMGOMGOMGOMG!!!!!!! Now THAT is ONE HECK of a good time!!! I'd kiss him too.
your crush just came up and kissed you -: I'd kiss back
You woke up and had no arms -: I'd be like WHAT THE CRAP?!!!!! what am i going to do without hands?!?
Your skin turned grey -: May 26th, 1994 to __/__/____

My graduation ceremony is tomorrow evening at 6. I can't wait, because I don't like my middle school for about 10000000000000 reasons, and I really want to get out. But I also don't want to leave, becauze I have too many friends here and too many people who love me, and I don't want to leave them all.

But I cannot wait to go to high school. It's gonna be real hard and stuff, but I think it's gonna be fun. Espcially since the high school that I was accepted to has a new principal now (the other one was a biotch lol), who is extra nicer. And since teh last day of school is on the 6th, and we're graduating tomorrow, we dont have to go to schoo, on the 5th and/or the 6th. So I might not come on the 6th, but I might come on the 5th to say my goodbyes to all teh teachers and stuff. ALmost all the kids won't be here anyway, so I'll onlygo to school to do just that, and leave.

Middle school was only the beginning....

Hi, ppls! Today is my birthday, and I am............................................... 14 years old as of today!!! I've waited so long for this day, and it's come!!

Just wanted to say that, this might be the shortest blog I've ever written!!

This was the worst, aka the saddest, week ever! Monday went unexpectedly well, I went home early because of...well, it's a girl thing. On Tuesday, I was a little unaware that somebody at our school died. And it wasn't just somebody, it was a friend of mine. He was run over by a train on Monday. I heard twoo things, though:

1. That he was chasing his dog and a train came and killed him, and

2. He was crossing the tracks to school, when he saw two trains. One slow, the other fast. He passed the slow one. But he thought he could get the fast one, but, sadly, he couldn't.

When I heard this, I actually cried. Don't get me wrong, I cry a lot, and I cry easily. But I just cried, along with others, because we all knew him well. Ever since the 6th grade. I heard Tim, my other friend, was so pissed, he was punching walls.

Wednesday was our honor roll breakfast. I had noticed that the boy, let's call him Eark (that was his real nickname), got honor roll as well. But the sad part was, that his parents came to pick his award up. I cried, again. Because how would you feel if you died, and your parents had to get something special for you? That's just sad. One of his teachers read a couple of poems that Eark (and another person) wrote for a poetry contest. Then the principal said that he was going to put up a drawing that he did in the halls so we can remember him as we pass by. When everyone else was called up for their awards, including me, there wasn't any usual loud cheering and applause. This was a really sad moment for all of us.

Thursday, it was a half-day, but I didn't go to school, because it's Take Your Children to Work Day. But forget work, we had to go get my hair done! But the dumb part was, my hairdresser never showed up! So we went to the mall, and then we did our usual routine (pick up my brother, my other brother, go to stores, etc.), and then go home. What a waste of day that was! But luckily, I got my hair done today, April 26th, 2008.

Friday, I woke up, and got ready for school, like usual. I was about to eat breakfast, and then my phone went off. I felt it vibrating, I knew it was someone calling. I had to miss it, though, because I was thinking it wasn't that important. Then there was another call. I'm thinking, "Who the heck is calling me so early in the morning? Can't it wait until we get to school? What could be so important?" Then I get a text message. It was from my friend Surya. She had said, "My nephew died." I'm about to text back, "WHAT? Stop playing, your nephew ain't dead." But then I call her immediately. She tells me that her nephew died that morning, because he wasn't breathing.I was like, "I'm so sorry." I was on the brink of crying, again, for the third time this week! Then she said she wasn't going to come to school that day. I'm like, ok. Then I hang up. After that, we set off to school. Right when I go into the school building, I knew I should have stayed home. Because at 8:00, we had to go to some lame-ass assembly. And by lame, I mean LAME! It was so boring. It was this junk about succeeding in life, if you can believe you can achieve, your mind revolves around your character, we all have confidence, if you have confidence, you can do whatever you want to do, Oh SHUT UP!!! We've heard this crap about a million bazillion times! I hear this crap enough on television, especially stuff like Barney! And I hate Barney! It was so boring. In fact, I was so bored, I almost cried myself to sleep, because Surya wasn't there, and her nephew died. (He was born on March 15, 2008. Same day I got my first perm. He was only 1 month and 10 days old! ) I sat by myself, but at least Kari was there. She sat on another side of the room, but at least she was there. After teh stupid presentation, we had some snack. We either got a burrito, or some s***-looking food, which was a bagel slice with melted cheese and sausage on it. Whoever made that, what were they thinking? It tasted so much like crap, it was so nasty! I felt like throwing up. When we went to our fifth period, I actually spit in the trash can. I've never spit in a trash can in my entire life! But I think that was the first time!

So to conclude, Friday was complete chicken dookie. The whole week was chicken dookie! I cried three times, the third time almost crying. I almost forgot to mention, Friday, almost everybody abandoned me at the stupid assembly! They completely ignored me! Why? This is why I hate the ghetto! (Speaking of the ghetto, if you drop by my myspace someday, look at my blog entry, "Top 5 Reasons to Hate the Ghetto". You might find it pretty true. But note that I'm not making fun of the ENTIRE black community, just the ghetto. There's black people, like me, who actually want to succeed in life. Read it when you get a chance!)

Wow, this was extra long, but it was worth the writing!

I'm really definitely serious about this. I have not ben on in a LONG time! Seriously! I mean, I've been on, but I didn't really do anything, like post reviews, blog entries, etc.......yet. I made a review for Barney, but it got deleted because of the stupid TOS crap. A LOT of stuff has happened in my life so far. For one thing, last Saturday, I FINALLY got my hair permed. And straightened afterwards! I have pictures to prove that too. It is literally waist-length. I went to school with it, and everyone freaked out. EVERYBODY! WOW!

Also, it's been officialy 1 year since I've been on this site. 1 year, and counting! And I'm officialy at level 10!!!

Another thing is that my birthday is coming up in two months! I know that may not seem like a big deal, but time flies by fast!

Anyhoo, I'm not even so sure if anyone misses me because I was gone for so long........

btw, i now officially have a myspace!! i mean, i had one ever since september, but still!

here's the link if any of you want to see it.

yeaa, today's black friday, when everybody starts marchin to the malls/stores and shopping their butts off. huh, there must be a stampede of ppl at the mall!!!!! lucky i went shopping the other day, so no shoppin for me!! i wouldnt want to get crushed!!! XD

Other than that, i havent been here in a long time. im so sorry for that!! i just had some personal stuff to worry about that i didnt have much time to come on here! i wonder, did i miss anything??

othr than that, for thanksgiving yesterday, i had.......some turkey, mashed potatoes, honeybaked ham, broccoli-rice casserole, green bean casserole, mac and cheese (the totally creamy cheesy kind!!!!!), sweet potatoes, cornbread, and cinnamon apples. i thought it was pretty......hearty!!! :}

another thing. The letter of the day is...L!!! It starts words like....Lick!

and lollipop!! as seen here:
lol!!! And.......LIMBO!!!!!!

Haha..and today's number is......7!!! seven days of the week, the Seven seas, the Seven wonders of the world, the seven dwarves, ahhh, you know what I mean, right? :}

It should also be known that:
7 is the second lucky prime (a lucky prime number! )
It is the 4th prime number

Seven is the most powerfully magical number in Harry Potter

7 also makes cultural reference in:

The Magnificent Seven

Snow White and the Seven Dwarves

Seven Samurai (old Japanese film)

Seven Swordsmen (Asian TV Drama), and

The Seven Year Itch (eveyone shuld know about that!! Right?)

Ahh, I just thought I'd share that with yall. :}

As I'm being totally random today, especially with fonts and colors, and stuff like that, here's something cute.

hehe,you gotta love monkeys!! 4 sure!!

omg i now have over 20 friends!!! well just 22 for now, but that counts, rite?

Also, i have this big science project due TOMORROW!!!!!!!!!!!! and i didnt even paste a thing on my board!!!!! well, hope i survive this!!!

Okay, this morning, I was going thru the TV guide, and I just found out:at 4:30 on toon disney, Pinky and the Brain comes on!!! OMG! i used to love watching that show when i was a kid along with my dad!! So it was 4:30, and i was so hyped up for this!! Only to find out, that it indeed was Pinky and the Brain! But only one problem......IT WAS IN SPANISH!!!! When I noticed this, I was like, what the heck? It shouldn't be in Spanish!! Maybe it was a faulty broadcasting mistake? Darn.....hopefully they will look over it and put it in the rite language? idk.

What am i....

doing? lots of stuff

wearing? blue striped shirt and black levis

reading? nothing at this point

thinking? about myspace.....i think! XD

watching? some movie i dont know the name of

gonna do next? idk, probably something random, or go to Youtube or Myspace....XD

eating? jalapeno poppers

drinking? nothing

feeling? bored!

I just made 100 forum posts so far!! Yayyy! i just hope i can go at 500 eventually, or better yet, soon!! Anyways, heres a random picture to celebrate:

look into the stars, you'll never know what they'll bring you in the future........hehe, lol. im practically an astrologer! but not a professional......

Okay, this is just a random, and probably silly one shot, so if this is stupid, it's okay, u don't have to tell me. Well, enjoy!

One fine day in Brooklyn, two old people named Joanne and Ronald were playing bocce ball in the park. It was a bright summer day, and people alll around were doing whatever they pleased. Joanne had just won another round. "Haha! I won again! In your face, Ron!" She exclaimed. "Aww, man, I was gonna win this time!" Ronald complained. "Well, it's okay, hun, we always tie with each other! And that's a good thing, right?" "Ahh, we always do, that's right!" "Anyway's want another match, Ron?" Joanne asked. "Ah, not now, Jo, I'm tired. My back is killing me! I think you should drive us home." "Oh, okay. I'll do anything for you, love." She hugged him, and then he yelped a bit, and she let go. She then went to the car and carried Ronald's light body to the car. As they left, it was almost turning into sunset. The bocce balls were about to come alive and do something really life-changing......

If you guys want me to continue, please comment! I have to run, so luckily, ill do more tomorrow!