what uppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppp?

hope everyone is good and well.

a lots been happening lately.

for those who have been reading this **** for a long time.. i finally went out on work placement.

I f*cking loved it. I love the clients, I loved the staff it was just sooo good. so much stuff did happen, and I did learn so much. I worked in a mental institution! it was sooo good I enjoyed it so much never thought i would but I was always happy to get up even at 5 am to go 2 work lol. working 12 hr shifts kinda sucked balls but the coffee helped a hell of a lot. The clients were awesome and I got some behaviour( which is exciting) hahaha. I got to go out on appointments, drs visits, activites. it was great.

The staff loved me, They called me- love me long time hahahaha some of the staff were awesome, we got along so well and well some 2 well.. hahahaha one man in particular acted a bit odd towards me.. like singing to me, saying i was beautiful, massages etc. ... it was a tad innapropriate but maybe thats just how he is? When i had my last day hes like im really going to miss you. hahaha. ok? hahah we did get a long i just found some of the things he did weird... but you get that hahaha. Anyways when i was there I asked the staff if they would employ me, and they said they would so now i have a meeting on monday to see what the staff said about me.... which is going to be interesting. If they offer me a job ill take it.

things have been going really well ive been happy.. having fun.. not getting too drunk except a couple of weekends ago where I was a total mess. Some guy was trying to lure me into his car by asking me to look at his rims apparently hahaha( i love nice shiny wog rims hahaa) only aussies might get that hahaha. ohhh well. I dont remember i was drinking absinthe. I was so hungover and I never get hangovers.. ever.. I looked so yuck. like green lol. and I had to sit in the dark. the light wasnt good at all.. why is it we remember the hangovers not the actual events UNFair! lol it was fun night though!

Tonight I have a party which I should be getting ready for , but im firm believer in being late all the time. hahaha omg i have tequila ready and waiting for me... im going to be a mess.. but I have to celebrate ... well started celebrating last night actually.

omg we were doing stranger flashing.. and the guys I happen to go and flash at like 2am. I know this guy hes hot.. but things have happened btw us.. and anyways ive also hit him hahaha. he was naughty.. ( its a long story) hahaha it was such a funny moment... like it sounds stupid but i havenht written everything.. my friends were pissing themselves at me. hahaha glad to amuse.... we went out for beverages b4 lol.. mine was so strong but it was ok.. it didnt affect me... but i also had expresso, and lattes lol. .. im soo tired right now must get ready to party.. must.. trying to hype myself up!!!

The reason I am celebrating is... I got a call the other day I got into uni.... i almost died. I didnt think i'd get in..... still kinda cant believe it. I think it was more the way it happened they dont usually call.. but they called.. so it was odd. but definately a good odd

Its hard to think how different I feel from a year ago.. i know im still the same person.. but I somehow think ive changed.. I cannot explain it in any way.. sure im still a negative b*tch and full of hatred, but hatred takes energy too. haha. Ive just been really positive and you know what everything has fallen into place for me. everything so far. Im really suprised at it. Maybe ive done a bit to help myself along but im just speechless at my attitude change. My friend said the other day shes going to call me the dali lama. im hahaha. thanks.

im still sleepy.. why does it have to rain the nite.. when.. hhh,mmm no comment hahaha. need coffee.. which i will get

not that everything in life has been that great and Ive always tried to look for the sliver lining.. im telling all you negative ppl out there its so much more painful to be that way.. I kinda think you may set ur expectations lows or think badly so you arent let down, but I think even if you are suprised when something finally goes ur way ur still stuck in the past and you keep thinking of all the things that could go wrong, instead of enjoying the moment, the achievement.

I know ive been through a lot of **** this year ive been unhappy like we all are at some point but I know Ive achieved a hell of a lot as well... Im so thankful for the new friends ive made and people who have helped me along the way.

I sound like im depressed. hahaha. kinda. Michael jackson :p hahaha this song suites the mood of the night -give into me hahahaha.. this goes out to a certain guy... he knows who he is.. hahahaha. hes not on this site.(that i know of haha)

hahahaha im not high either.. just so tired.

well I better snap outta this and get my booze on.. soon..

stay cool , stay in school hahahaha

title- smashing pumpkins- beautiful

xoxoxxoxoxox

edit:

omg... ppl dont be like me!!!! I got so wasted last night.. i dont remember a thing.. I have cuts and bruises and apparently I was unconscious.. ah im feeling so sh*t i dont mean hungover.. i feel fine. i feel crap but im stupid. so I hereby declare that im giving up alcohol its just stupid and I really dont need it.. in the end.. im crazy enough without it.. but then i become stupid and like almost die .lol. its just not worth it. dont drink ppl hahaha

hey guys/ girls/ aliens/ santa etc.

hows life???

I have been so happy lately. Its been amazing I feel like my whole attitude has changed.. its been amazing.. I have been doing things different trying to be positive and not let things phase me. its working well might I add Ive been doing a lot more random things trying not to get stressed and relax.

Ive even been enjoying my course lmao.. amazing. everyone has noticed its just been so good.

I really should blog more cause I dont remember what i have been doing due to my suckish memory.lol

well this weekend was ok... nothing exciting.. I said I was going to homework as i always do.. but i had a party friday night.. and that all went out the window.. and I wasnt drunk.. hahahahah i really have changed.. hahahaaha I got my most favourite drink and found out that in this one drink it had 3 standard drinks.. ( i was driving that nite so I prob had about 8 drinks so my friends had to drive my car hahahah it was a funny experience.. ) quote of that night was do you want me 2 sexually assault you?? hahaha that night we also went out clubbing it was ok.. i was getting sick but still danced and sang badly which was fun but i also had guys trying to pick me up.. hahahah and this one guuy was singing to me on his knees hahahah he was funny...

saturday.. i couldnt talk... i slept most of the day... it sucked.. i still dont feel fully better ohh well that nite i ended up getting entertained by a someone.. ahhhhh hahahaha.

sunday...hmmmm was a weird but still alright day the weather in aus is getting sexual. = good in my vocab hahahah seriously.. amazingness. hahahaha. and yeah i had an even better nite hahahaha.

omg dont you hate when you run into ppl..u dont want to see.. i was shopping with friends for a present.. I ran into this guy.. who i had a fight with... and yeah I ended up running into him 2 days in a row.. scary LOL.

i am excited for my soundwave/ big day out tickets to arrive... im sooo excited i AM SEEING PLACEBO... i almost died from excitement when i saw placebo are playing soundwave.. like omfg one of my most fav bands ever in this whole world its just amazing.

hmmm so im really loving a melbourne band called british india.. you should check them out on youtube WHO LOVES muse??? i do.. loving their new album...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=72c2HuI3CBQ

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DmXwQBV2tV8&feature=related

love muse.... im seeing them big day out..

sooo yeah being happy is great and i wish I could have felt the way I have been feeling a long time ago, i guess ive realised that maybe there are certain things i have done that have held me back and in the end the only person it hurts is me. yeah but woooooooooooooooooooooooo

times a changing i guess. maybe cause im older now hahahahah older then a month ago lol.. I just wish I knew what has changed i think my attitude definately has.. but I also think its the acknowledgement that sure i have bad things in my life but not everything is bad there are still some really good things. Its hard to see the positive things we are our own worst critics and its true.. ohhh well...

better get back to these assignments lol catch ya

xoxoxoxoxoxox

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uL1UdVGczR8

title- placebo - julien

everytime i blog about to party well not much has changed my friends.. its thursday nite mates want me to go out and im ready kinda and comtemplating if i should go...

so... im slack i know. hmmmmmm

ive been partying and drinking way too much lately... a couple of weekends ago i had a party.. there was a bar tab... need i say anymore.. I actually couldnt walk.. i had massive bruises cause i kept falling.. omfg it was bad but kinda fun.. not tha falling part.

remember that dude.. well yeah i ended up running into him.. yummy bartender dude.. and he is sexy. he doesnt have an eyebrow ring!! hes really nice we were going to hookk up that weekend but I couldnt because I was 2 drunk.. and amongst other things. LOL. i sound like a whore now... but long story short we didnt and yeah stufff happened no not that stuff.. and overall it sucks hahahaha.. i know that doesnt tell you much but I understand it and thats all that matters..

you guys should be proud of me... I went out to a party had one glass of wine and partied like an awesome sober sally.. i HAD SO MUCH FUN and maybe i dont need alcohol maybe i just like it? lol everyone thought i was drunk I wasnt.. ive found a club where the cute guys are.. LOL wooo.. im thinking bout going there now.... but i bet it will suck tonight.. and I cant find anything to wear even though i have stuff ive never worn thats cute.. im just not feeling it 2nite.. but I think if i dont go out it will be awesome. LOL. omfg im such a girl.

im going to see la roux on thursday woooooo! Im going to soundwave.. and like next week BDO lineup gets annouced and rumour has it that Muse are headlining.. look u already know im going!!!! LOL yay.. im a festival whore i'd go to all of them if i had the money.

dont start me on money. or my course. honestly... it will make me depressed and I will cry.

lifes on a downhill spiral.. i think i bring it on myself though Im not sure maybe I do.. maybe I dont.. i Dont know anymore.

all I know is.. the other day one of my closest friends said she was worried about me.. makes me feel even worse.

I have a lot going on inside my head i think i should go talk to someone.. but im the type of person that hates talking about my feelings how unlady like

hahahaha awesome.. so... anyways. I should blog more often cause i forget **** that happens cause im a retard

I cant believe it I ended up speaking to my brother.. ihavent spoken to him for maybe 4-5 years... I still dont like him or really want to talk to him.. I dont trust him and really want nothing to do with him it was the circumstances that made me. do I regret it yes. I know that sounded f*cked up but I guess ur not me and you dont know what I've been through.

I guess thats the same with everyone though. wow this is not making me want to go out... lol

happy thoughts.... no there are none atm lol

so...... im sorry ive missed ppl's blogs ill read them oneday I promise

ok.. well im going to try n go out and party... sober round 2 hahaha.

ahhhhhhhhhhhh i dont know......

title- empire of the sun- without you... wish i was going to parklife lol. awesome song and describes a lot for me well kinda LOL but its an awesome song

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EOmwrLgrBBI

catch ya on the flip side

edit;

ok im a good girl and went out!!!! its past 4 am in the morning... i had an awesome night... and omfg i ran into dustin.. i want to stab him... staby staby.. ahhh when i saw him i had 2 drinks.... to take the edge off!!! and I wasnt drunk I was sober I danced my arse off.. and wtf do i see guys from highschool out and they all recognise me. nooooooooo

and for the record there was so hot f*cking pieces of arse out tonight just so you all know!!!! drool drool.

I went to the bathroom.. yes i know you need to know... and this gay guy came into the toilets and sat on the seats waiting for his other friends/ girls and guys in the chick toilets.. this girl comes in and sits next to me.. look and sees that guy who you could clearly tell he was gay .... she was like get out you F*cking **** and punched him... she was very drunk I know it wasnt right but it was something u had to be there for.. it wasnt as bad as it sounds. but yeah....

still cant believe i saw him... noooooooo anyways. I had a good night and i was sober.. 2 times in a row. woot woot louder woot woot. mmmmmmm i cant sleep im wired up I shouldnt have left!!!!!!!!!

im in a better mood now lol

xoxox

I just wrote this blog i pressed somethng and it deleted itself

damnnn ill just re write it!

i had an alright time at the party.

i rocked up as the only person drunk. 'awkward' lol hahahah everyone liked my dress!! it was so hard to dance though.. I lost my speech... it was about her having threesomes and herpes my fav topics lol hahaha...

this guy called me a hooker.. i wanted to stab him in the head. i wasnt dressed like a hooker or anything .... if isee him again which im sure i will he will die. lol

i think iwas the life of the party.... i went away for like half an hour n ppl were like we noticed u were gone.. prob cause im loud n crazy hahaha. there are so manny drunk pics of me on facebook ahhh it must die also.

I hooked my friend up with joel yay he wanted her hes just 2 damn shy things r going well.

i was so not wanting to do my speech cause speeches scare me lol but i got up and did it and i cant rmember what i said but ppl said it was good... im like yeah thanks for that lol.

i finally met harry... harry scares me thats all i have to say not that any yous would know what i was talking about lol

i kept boozing on lol.... liz was awesome i had so much fun with her we both dressed up as devils lol

everyone was saying how drunk i was.... lol and pen called me the drunk one lol which he did the first time i met him

after the party we went clubbing... it was ok hard to dance in the dress so i kinda did this wiggles type dance lol hahahaha im a retard and i know it okay!!

some chick came up 2 me and was like do i wax ur box.. im like ahhh no... and she kept going on this random convo and shes like ohh i have to the toliet... im like have fun with that now! lol... weirdness.

my friend was crashing at my house n she wasnt feeling it so we left at like 3am and tried to get a taxi. lol

i sat down and made her flag one down hahahah then we started walking and we ran into this guy. he seemed really nice and we talked for prob the whole time i was making my friend get the taxi!! all i remember was that he is a bartender (yum) my age and had an eyebrow piercing lol. he was like do u have a boyfriend thats gonna pick u up....? im like No do you ? LOL... i was like in the middle of the road in front of a taxi and he grabbed my arm and wrote his number on it.. and hes like call me. lol my friend said he was cute..but i dont remember.. my friend texted him and pretended to be me then i finally got my phone n he asked me 2 go out with him. we are gonna meet on friday prob for drinks.... i have a 21st that nite 2 ahhh 2 many parties and god another speech!!!!!!!!!

this is alot shorter then my first attempt must have forgotten stuff lol. ohhh well

well i should go n do homework sorry this sucked lol catch ya

this song is so sad and beautiful

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UPGZAxNgVlQ

hey!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

whhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhat up? lol

I just got my hair done looks so good!!! cant wait about to get ready for my friends 21st

f*ck i havent written my speech yet!!! i hate speeches... ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh....

im gonna get my drink/ wh*re on later hahahah.

hows everyones weekends going??????? i better get speech writing only an hour till ill be pissed ahahah ... i hope i dont say something nasty.... and hopefully i can stand!!! yayayaya lol

xoxoxoxo

hi to everyone who reads this... if you still exsist...

ok so something massive has happened since I last blog I should correct that something super-ly massive.

It was the day that MJ died. My beloved black/white/pedo/weirdo/legend are all titles i have given him over the years. all in all he was a music legend and nothing he ever did to children or his face can take that away from him!! lol sorry im in a weird mood! I really was so shocked and couldnt believe it. I remember listening to him when i was four years old- and i will be a fan for life!! Its one of his songs that made me change something about myself. and i learnt something new he had a sister called rebbie?? like where, who is she never heard of her in my life till his death!!! lol

its been so long in btw blogs and its hard to remember what i was going to talk about!

guess what its that time of year again.. you know that beloved time of year that i hate to death! MY 21ST BIRTHDAY!noooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo i think thats enough ooo's! lol any of you's that have been reading these rubbish filled words should know that i hate my birthday. I cant believe im 21 or going to be 21 on tuesday. I remember being 10 like it was yesterday but also saying that it feels like a long time ago aswell. I think there is something ive learnt about myself and i think its a negative..,. there is no changing me. Im still the same i dont know how to explain but I wont take sh*t from anyone no matter how hard you will argue you points I will still believe what I believe lol. yeah its weird!!!

so anyways im not having a party.. I know shock... sally+party whats wrong with me. I know i go with parties like sally+open bars=love lol actually i think ok I pretty much know my friends have planned something for me.. all i know is this big+cream+ purple? thats the clue. the first few things i responded with dirtyness as I do lol. I just dont know what is happening all i know is im being kidnapped in the morning on friday and wont return till saturday.. arghhh l know i will get drink,drank,drunk mmmmm!!!

I still ramble on hey!! lol

i got my hair cut n coloured today it looks very sexual lol.

omg i have 10 weeks left of my course... then i have 3 weeks work experience in as a mental health worker f*ck im scared dude. I have have homework but i love me some procrastination lol I realise this year has gone so fast next couple of months r going to hard for me maybe not hards not the right word.... its not gonna be easy but its time to step and be the man I always thought i could be HAHAHAHAHAHAAHHAAH sorry reminds me of cheesey line in a movie and yeah im not a man.. though i can be if you want lol hahzhaha.

I have to make 21st speeches arghhhhhhh im soooo scared.. i have 2 in the next 2 weeks.. someone write them for me. I bought the most sexiest devil tempress outfit to wear i cant wait cant wait ... i told my friend look ill most probably be drunk while doing ur speech is that ok shes like yeah why not hahahahahaha. Making speeches yikes!!!

http://www.buycostumes.com/Devils-Temptress-Elite-Collection-Adult-Costume/31765/ProductDetail.aspx

thats a pic of the dress,I love it even if you dont and it looks exactly like that

I met this reallly cute guy.. he just got out of a relationship and hes super cute and has such a good personality and likes to have a good time and play drinking games hahahaha. I realised there is a similarity actually more then one with the last guy i was seeing.. but hes 22-23 which is agood age for me.

well im super busy at the moment and this is just a short blog ill blog again sooner... so much to do sooo little time at the moment.

going to get my gym... to sweat n die! lol its fun though

I will leave you with a song.

I hope lifes good in your part in the world.

Its time to celebrate some aussie music. this song is amazing...

its hilltop hoods - fifty in five-

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=G136Pdb2lro&feature=related

and last confession hilltop hoods. i also heart this song

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7W0Jvw3Z63A&feature=related

xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxox

its been a while since i could. hold my head up high its been a while since i saw you. ... i think those are the words to a song which i cant remember the name.. but it just popped in my head, so there you have it lovers. or non lovers.

well it has actually been a while over a month.. im getting 2 god damn lazy..

ive probably been up 2 a lot of stuff... but leaving blogs a month btw. its hard to remember all the sh*t ive done you know!!!

im still at school. still hating it but doing it. soon i have work placement im scared. im scared because ill be working with ppl/families with mental health issues. and ppl i know who work in the field ... get hit and can sometimes be difficult I realise this a generalisation..(omg its school.. look what its doing to me) but it can happen and i admit im scared because its gonna be very confronting. lol ok enough already i may die just from reading this over

I have kinda missed not coming on here. but in the grand scheme of things. i mean there are so many other things you should be doing instead of having to worry to blog.. not that i worried about not blogging. umm dont listen to me i was drinking last nite.

ahahaha last night was soooo fun i got a pissed. I hadnt had a drink in like 4 weeks. I know shock horror sallys all grown up now. hahahah i dont know bout that .. i drank a bit and got pissed easily but it was a happy pissed. and i saw these guys who i wanted to hook up with.. its complicated cause a friend knows blah blah blah its just they were hot i didnt want anything serious just *one for fun* hahahaha dont worry ur not meant to understand that

my friends totally cut sick,... like seriously it was sooo fun.. ppl hooking up with everyone hahahah sluts r us is my new motto hahha. after dancing for hours.. got home bout 5 slept a couple of hours. and met up with my mates again n went out for lunch... we went out to a pizza restuarant and well we happen to get seated next to someone i know. ew. i hate it when u run into ppl u dont want to see ... and well we were talking about sex baby. lets talk about u and me hahaha we were talking sex and things ppl probably shouldnt talk about at lunch and she gave my friend dirty looks. and hes like,.... shes a **** ahhaa. and think she was listening to our convo's ... hahahaha. ohh well.

ran into other mates.. where one did weird things with his tongue and scared me/ scared me for life. hahahah fun times we also went n watched ice hockey.. which was so f*cking freezing and yeah was ok wish daniel coulda been there ... hahaa

and ur a tool sooooo, so what. im not a rockstar I got no rockmoves and i dont need u 2nite.. hahaha i know they arent the right words what u gonna do . hmmmm

the other week i went to this Gig that was called the one night stand.. which was fun filled. bogan encrusted adventure. hahahah me n a mate drove a long time to go there and we saw children collide, miami horror,butterfly effect which were amazing and the singer was incredibly sexy like yeah F*ck he would sing to me anytime anywhere ... love butterfly effect check em out. Hilltop hoods.. amazing amazing amazing aussie hip hop the best sh*t . seriously almost died in the mosh it was great eskimo joe were ok.. ive seen before. guitar player was hot haha. not a huge fan love a few of there songs though. It was really good. This bogan tried to pick me up.. telling me im beautiful n sh*t im like ... F.U.

wow im really rambling on bout sh*T hahaha i havent really been up to that much ... parties. schooling, clubbing.. been having fun. Got my car fixed .

ummmmm.. yeah this is crap.. but its something!!!!!

title- chase that feeling-hilltop hoods. -check this out

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LWChcdgo2HY&feature=PlayList&p=E02F92F12A51CB95&index=0&playnext=1

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=99LqZ66-jZo this is an awesome drinking tune!!!!!!

and i seriously f*cking love this song.. its an aussie band TZU listen 2 it

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5SIstHR4IWc

love u long time

sorry Ive been MIA. ive really lost interest in this site.

funny how i was saying how good everythings been then probably that next week turned to crap

this is going to be very short and not very entertaining!!!

I hope everyones been good

I dont really have that much to say I guess its not that I have nothing to say its more there is nothing i really want to share atm. IM not in the sharing mood.

ohhh ill share this im trying to get my act together save some money.. im planning to get my arse over to the USA!!!!

well.... hmmm... this nothingness is overwhelming me.

only 28 weeks to go

I have found about a dozen more festivals I need to go 2. lol

also next year me n a friend of mine r going backpacking through europe YAYA> i need to get my saving on.. I know lol

hot european MEN here I Come.

also Im a bit confused atm.. about a certain guy.. and its not just him

ive been meeting the most sexy guys lately and why is it, that their is plenty or there is none.? story of my life. ..

i cant wait this weekends gonna be funnnnntimes.

ok well this is getting longer then I said..so i will stop now.

xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxox

title- Glavegas- Its my own cheating heart.

hello whoever is reading this.

firstly .. kyle ur comment made me laugh just so you know

I have been really good lately lifes on the improve.. now that i have said that its going to get worse .. lol

i had a good weekend. On friday i met up with some friends we did stuff. the end. lol nah lol we went to the melbourne comedy festival and we saw greg fleet it was really funny and he was talking about hookers, drugs and sex sounds like my kinda show hahahaha im joking he was though it was all funny. In the middle another comedian came onto the stage.. harley breen and seriously he was so incredibly sexy.. i mean he was perfect... everything i like in guy hahahaha. i said I was gonna chat him up after but he left after his bit and the show continued.. lol ohhh well hahahaha. if anyone here is from melbourne you should totally hit up the melbourne comedy festival its awesomess. Something I also enjoyed was it was at a bar hahaha no i wasnt drinking then but after the show was done.. i had a couple of drinnks.

then we headed to fed square where I sent a hate message to this thing ... but it was never displayed ... in fed square u can send a message to this number and it will displayed in public hahahah mine wasnt lol then we headed to another bar. and I had never been to this bar b4 it was awesome love. and no i dont mean the alcohol.. hahahah nah i just loved the vibe and the music hahaha it was like rusta music I loved it also the bartender was awesome.. and mmmm Irish and he kept making me awesome drinks.. and omfg he made me a double tequila sunrise.. tequila is a killer but love at the same time...

we also went to the casino but they wouldnt let my friend in.. stupid f*cking bastards. lol we went upstairs and i was waiting for my friends and this guy signalled me to come with him... im like ahhh no wtf. LOL. then we had like late nite macca;s lol at like 4am lol sweetness hahaha.

Vfestival omfg that morning b4 we went to v we were in spencer street n went to the supermarket.. and anyways i just bought energy drinks and i went to pay and couldnt find my money... and i realised its down my bra.. and the guy was laughing... lol we caught the train to V and yey Pen from my previous blog was also going to V so we met up with him lol. apparently I was fun @ that party and wasnt a total fool hahahaha. now that I was talking to him and not drunk he was still awesome and we got a long soo great we pretty much hung out together the whole day

some of the bands I saw were tame impala, duffy, elbow, madness,snow patrol, kaiserchiefs, children collide, temper trap, The killers and omfg last minute addition VANILLA ICE ; hahahahaha. I saw him but omfg it was hilarious.

i really enjoyed all that I saw!!! hahaha madness was an awesome vibe.. 80's music lol and our house is a song I will never forget me and liz had a blast and ppl dancing to the music was awesome LOL the vibe is so different from like big day outs because its only 18 plus so no one under 18 is allowed, so you could drink booze anywhere and I loved it and i only had like 2 drinks there

Children collide were amazing.. i seriously love them hahaha we met some awesome girls and hahah they are like lets make a star and we took random pics with them and one of them had the maddest mrs potts earrings i loved them :p and they were cute.. i dont mean that way.. I mean I am heaps taller then them and when i was taking a photo they would bend down so i got good pics.. but they were short it was funny!!!

vanilla ice cracked me up i mean seriously does he have more then one song..? lol and he was like 20 minutes late getting on stage grrr! when he got on stage he was pouring water over himself and pulled chicks up onto the stage pretty much cause he is a one hit wonder at least to my knowledge!! hahaha but when he finally got on stage there was some guy dressed as a clown.. he was creepy and anyways when he finally played 'ice ice baby' the crowd went wild.... i think it may have suprised him a little cause he came back on stage with his camera. and they werent letting ppl into the stage cause it was packed. it was funny and mad, and even though he is lame i never thought i'd ever see him live hahahaha. something ill never forget

duffy isnt really my type of thing but I had a good time! Pen and I were laughing so much. just so ur wondering pen isnt his real name!! hahahaha I call him pen though duffy does sound really good live but her songs are all about love .. well the ones i heard and i wasnt in the love music mood hahaha.

elbow were awesome!!! we did the mexican wave hahaha and my friend did way too early I mean no one in the section I was doing it. and she did I laughed at her and so did others it was cute lol elbow were really good

everyday I love you less and less. kaiserchiefs were awesome shame i didnt get to stay and hear, I predict a riot i heard it was awesome though!! snowpatrol played run they didnt die lol.. seriously amazing amazing amazing loved it loved it. amazing again i didnt stay for the whole set cause snow patrol and kaiserchiefs and the killers all clashed.. and I wanted awesome viewing for the killers.

The killers were amazing amazing.. Brendan flowers really can put on a show. he looked soo sexy and he looked a bit skinny.. but still sexy lol they had like palm trees on the stage and they played bones, joy ride, mr brightside, all awesome songs.. then again i just love the killers and they put on an amazing show.. some chick threw her top on stage and some guy did a run across the stage hahahaha .. ppl were standing on top of ppl (other ppl were holding them up but they were guys who were doing it ) lol

Pen and ken went wherever they went after V and they wanted to meet up with us again

after V we went into the city and went out for a late night dinner at like 1 am we got pizza and cocktails what was with me seeing so many hot guys this weekend, the waiter was very sexual hahahah omfg I got a long island ice tea I havent ever had one of those so i thought I should try it It was so strong.. and Liz and I had an awesome talk and krisy was awesome I had a great time and met some awesome ppl I didnt want to go home Pen n I really got a long and i said u prob think im crazy hes like yeah and awesome LOL. so I must be awesomly crazy YAY

Got home and I couldnt sleep I was way too pumped up to sleep... and I had the killers stuck in my head and wow I think this may be getting a little too long.

The next day I was putting petrol in my car.. and I went to pay like a good girl and the guys like .. you are a special woman.. im like ha? hes like are you? Im like what?? then im like NO and he kept insisting I was and hes like im giving u a discount off my petrol bill...it was weird..... lol

wow easter is coming up this will probably be my last blog for a while.

I just want to say to everyone happy easter and I hope u have a good day, whatever it is you do. eat lots of chocolate i have already been doing that one lol im bad.

songs of the week lol

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KwIe_sjKeAY

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=A2DRxCrjxF8

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yssSSWEJMgI&feature=related

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HZMB5a8BR1U&feature=related

xoxoxoxox

oh i didnt even lose anything on the weekend ( though i almost lost my phone and realised so i went to pick it up) LUCKY!!!

hhhhhhiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii because I got high because I got high.. god

my party was awesome... well actually I only remember about the first 10 minutes.. cause i got drunk straight vodka kills me. I should learn but i dont.... i remember one of friends telling me to stop being soo loud during the speeches... LOL. yeah.. spilling mmy drink on this girl.. omfg I felt soo bad.. because apparently It looked like i did it on purpose. ... i didnt im not like that. i was soo pissed and i managed NOT to fall over.. doesnt mean i would walk properly though so yeah i think I had a good time.

because it was cocktail dresses and formal type stuff... my friend he dressed up as a chick.. it was soo hilarious. he straightened his hair.. and wore a padded bra.. and we felt his boobs.. and we still dont know what he put down there.. but he looked like he had boobs.. hahahahaha

I wasnt 2 overdressed either so it was fine and omfg I didnt lose anything my bag was awesome lol

we went out clubbing after and i met some awesome ppl at the party though.. i dont remember what we were talking bout.. i remembered names... yeah im soo weird. and I met this guy..named PEn. and LIe. but i called him liar! and I Loved Pen n liar.. i think it was Liar wasss so cute we were all dancing and 2 chicks were dancing near him.. and i like pushed him into the chicks lol he enjoyed it.. i had an ok time clubbing the usual dancing drinking guys trying to chat u up!!! My friend was Dj-ing!!! ..ewww i saw a few past mistakes out clubbing.. ew. anyways. I saw cal and he was sooo nice.. and hahahahah sam n jake cracked me up!!! as per usual. Me n daz had an awesome talk love him I was totally sobering up at clubbing if u can tell due to my memory hahahah im weird I know. Helen was also awesome.. we danced like crazy mofo's and my friend simone got told off for table dancing hahahaha.. fun times for sure!!!

ummm after clubbing we left like 4 of us.. and took one look at the taxi rank and decided we were walking it would have takeen at least 3 hours to get home if we had waited I reckon.. J, Steph , Ad n I walked around the city.. till one of my friends came n picked us up.. J n I had an awesome talk.. n he was hilarious.. there is this chick on the window in a bathing suit and yeah pretty much half naked he was humping the window.. hahahaha wish I had my camera on me at the time hahahah. J keep touching me so I hit him in the head and he continued to touch.. me.. lol.. he was pissed.. and he was saying things about liquid finger hahahaha.. anyways morgs came n picked us up J kept kissing me in the car was talking 2 me about stuff.... anyways we got to his house.. and he must have thought i was going home with him.. cause when he realised I wasnt he slammed the door sooo hard.. he was pissed... so me being me I opened the car window n I yelled out use ur hands.... yeah... that probably made him happier hahahahaha. i told him NO. and well even though we were flirting at times we always flirt n stuff... anyways

got home and crashed out woke up the next day and I felt awesome.. but my friends craved the greasy food hahahah so we all met up at macca's lol I only got chips and even they were gross lol. we hung out the whole day!!! it was soo awesssssome. we went 2 bricks house and the house hes doing up and its such a nice house already its gonna be sweet when its done. Brick n S.. totally want to hook up again hahahah... morgs Iz clare n Me went out to dinner.. the others ate fish n chips hahaha. eventually got home to my actual home at like 11 pm I was dead.

been going to gym heaps lately ...

omfg I have seen photos of me at the party.. seriously f*cken badly pissed.. i look horrible. LOL dude. NO NO NO

anyways I have one day left of school well two but im not going on friday cause im going out with friends lol

I got asked to get resubmit some work cause Blah blah shes 2 picky. and she got heaps of ppl 2 resubmit. i hate that B*tch. speaking of b*tchyness my cl.ass is out of control omfg.. its hilarious.. they fight like everyday... its weird. Jess n shiela crack me up... and caitlyn is awesome... but yeah 2 much B*tching not with my friends soo much but ppl have started crying in c.lass again,, wtf Lol

this weekend im going to v festival.. snow patrol the killers, kaiserchiefs, the do, temper trap tame impala heaps others hopefully its good fun if not i'll just get drunk.. hahah no.. im not getting drunk this weekend.. I might go the beach go see a movie aswell sound be a great weekend then im holidays for 222222222222 weeks.

then back to sh*tacular school... im thinking i should start planning for my 21st.. i know its in august.. but .. i dont know if i should bother to have one.. ive been going 2 heaps of parties and i just got invited 2 2 more.. YIKEs!!!!!!!

well i think thats enough crap from one day..

hope everythings good in ur part of the world

title- snow patrol - run.. seriously amazing song and if they dont play they will die.. just so you know

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZQbgihHWNGo

xoxoxoxoxox

happy saturday!!!!

well im happy im going to a party soon..

omfg i slept at like 930 pm last nite.. ive been pretty busy lately.. so much 2 do so little time and im soo tired..

well this party is formal.. and I hope im not 22222222222222222222 overdressed.. I have a beautiful dress nice heels and bag n blingy earrings hahaha. just my st.yle...really.. (wtf is wrong with the word st.yle?)

planning to get smashed in a few hours... but first i have to go the booze shop.. god i hope i can walk... 2nite. im wearing heels so it could end badly.. ... lets all pray for me

hahahaa im a non god person..... no im not drunk now.

and I hope I dont see family member out clubbing cause its just wrong..

V festival next weekend.

god i Have so much homework 2 do aswell.

I BOught a new camera... lets hope it doesnt end up like the last one.

cannt wait to get pissed with bell 2nite

soo... hmmm what should I drink .. i have no idea.

I hope you all have been well.

im really loving the fray atm.. never say never beautiful really loving this album..

Ana I hope ur doing good.. Ill drink up for ya since u cant this weekend.

and ohhhh not long ago its was NATS quarter of a century HAPPY bDAY nats .. I hope u had an amazing day!!!

Kyle my bro Happy 19th bday. I hope u have an amazing day.. not sex filled HAHAHAH. sorry I admire ur... NOT caving ways and u should totally haave one drink.. or 19 to celebrate tha number hahaha

hmmm i havent got a title.. im listening to the radio and the first thing I hear is going to the title../some randpm song ive never heard b4 hahahah

I hope you all have an amazing weekend see ya soon

xoxoxoxox

first where to bloody start...

I was pumped for KOL.... got into the city and I had to park at the exhibition center cause rod laver apparently had no parking i toook all my money outta my purse.. took my drivers licence, phone camera and put in my little black going out bag... everything was fine.... as we were walking to rod laver.. my shoes were hurting me and gave me massive blisters on my feet.. and yeah they were bleeding... stupid shoes. got there cause it said the doors open at like 6 we got there at 645... went to give the ticket to get in... got in that was fine.. i was thirsty .. and went to buy a drink when i discovered my money was long GONE. i know I had lost in rod laver so it must have just fallen outta my bag and someone alreeady picked it up.. I lost 150 dollars. I also lost my parking card..... but i didnt realise that at the time.

anyways got over losing my money... went in to our seats waiting for kol

when they had some crappy canadian band play as the support band. they really sucked. finally 930ish kol came on!!!!

woooooooooooooo i was happier then... they sounded good.. the crowd really sucked you could tell that most ppl only knew their new stuff and not their old.. and my friends only knew the new and I was singing and dancing and going crazy as I do. at like 1030 they went off stage... im like wtf.. the song they finished on was cold desert.. im like wtf thats not right... then everyone was clapping and cheering they came back onstage.. hes like im a little drunk right now .. he prob was. when I thought they werent coming back on stage I was because they didnt play my favourite song which is called knocked up.. then when they came back on stage they sang that.. i was sooo happy they only played a couple songs after that.

to be honest I was kinda let down.... they didnt play all that long and the crowd was such a let down.. down the mosh they werent overly excited probably cause they might have 14 year old b*stards who werent real fans. I would have killed to be in the floor area.. cause i'd rather be in the action..

i was dreading the walk back as my feet were f*cked.so I had to take my shoes off... yeah pretty **** walking through southgate without shoes.. My friends walked me back to my car... as they had to pay for my parking... but yeah I had no ticket.. so i walked to the ticket machine where the cars go in.. and it wouldnt give me a ticket... cause apparently I dont weigh as much as car ahahah still like wtf.. it wouldnt give me a ticket so I asked some random person.. when they are coming in if I could get a ticket... but it would only let you have one at a time...., so i couldnt get outta the car park.. luckily there was some number I called it.. and it ended up costing my friends $30 for my car park instead of ten cause I lost the ticket.. when i got to the boom gate so it would open it wouldnt open.. im like f*ck i have no money on me... so i had to call the parking office so they could open it somehow.. it was so retarded honestly.

I think i might have got a speeding fine in the city

driving back to my friends partying at hmmm 2am everyone went clubbing i didnt wanna go cause my shoes plus I refused to put them on again... we hung out jayden n I at near the pubs on a seat.. we were taking photos and showing eachother photos.. when I somehow managed To lose the camera.... F*ck. i lost it .. im still so p*ssed off about it.. now I have no memories of KOL. and I took some really awesome pics of me n my friends.. and cute little pictures of annabel as a bunny!! hahaha they were sooo cute.. and im spewing...and I also ran into little emma, i dont care that I lost my money.. just not the f*cking camera.

last nite was so odd I had a crap day since I woke up and it was only getting worse..as the day went on!!! and befo.re when i was watching the support band that was craptacular.. i got pains in my chest.. I wasnt sure i thought maybe it was cause of all the energy drinks I had... i had like 4 .. and they always make me feel sick. I dont know!!

I was driving to the hall that my friend hired out.. I was stopped at the lights when some guy came right up to my car and knocked on my window.. it was so creepy I locked my car. that was like at 4 am aswell I ended up getting home at 6am ....

if I could use one word to describe my night it would ultramegaf*ckingsh*tF*ckF*ckF*ckingCRap. thats one word.

kol werent as good as what I thought either ... they were still pretty good but perhaps the whole thing didnt live up to my expectations which is my fault for probably setting them so high.. plus all the other crap that happened. Dont get my wrong the sounded awesome.. but if the vibe from the crowd isnt there ..... it doesnt feel as good. plus i have no picturesnow, someone scored lucky last night. that camera was only like 2 months old ...

well I hope you had a F*cking fantastic weekend. cause I surely didnt.

thought of the blog- i must be so F*cking retarded also note to self never use that bag again.

xoxoxoxxoxoxoxox

edit: I just found this on Youtube..

this was probably one of the most awesome moments... the crowd was awesome for this song.. and sex on fire.. even though this isnt my video I was somewhere there singing and dancing LOL

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3gTadKnoGr0

its called On call

hmmm ok I havent blogged in a while.

im so damn tired... havent really been sleeping that much....

ive had either 2 much stuff going on or not enough lately..... or just sick both,. mentally and physicallly

ive been super moody aswell hahaha. maybe cause im female.. or im a f*cking freak. ill go with option 2.

hmmmm I would love to fill you in on whats going on... but to be honest... mostt of it is a lot of drama and issues....

im kinda getting sick of this site.. its doesnt feel like it used too and now even typing this piece of sh*t blog im just not feeling it.

maybe its that and im soo tired.. and i only came online to blog''??/ dude im f*cked. yep yep yep.

well this weekend im so busy. i should go to sleep right now.

im going to kings of leon.. yeeeeeeeeeeeeeesaaaaaaaaaaaah ur sex is on fire. Wish I was going to sound relief why does everything have to be on the same day???? but yyeah kings of leon should be extremely mad. .. SEXyness. for sure!!! mmmmm

then after that im going to a party.. then ... ill probably be awake all weekend... i think i might have to invest in some speed.. nah i should be ok??

plus i dont really need any drugs im already paranoid enough as it is.

life is getting me down.. or maybe its just me getting myself down.

schools going meh.. the best thing is some of the chicks in my c.lass crack me up.. we have the best convo's.. about well.. yeah go figure.. we all decided that there is something about one guy in our c.lass so mysterious.. kinda sexy.. u know sometimes their is something about someone and u cant put ur finger on it? and we'd all like to sleep to him HAHAHa, well yeah.. one of us has.. but anyways. .. No its not me. aha

um.. im sorrry for being weird... I cant help it .. maybe I can.....

I THINk i should see a doctor. hmm. lol

I feel sorry for anyone who wasted valueable moments of their life reading this.

KOL KOL KOL KOL

i will blog properly.. soon mmmm hot guy on tv. i was distracted.

thought of the blog- ... bipolar?

title- kings of leon -arizona

wooooo excited for KOL now. now now now. ... mmm

xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxox

im back!!! its sunday woo.. exciting... I dont know why?

sooo how was everyones weekend???

Mine was alright..

im soo tired..

ummmmmm where to start........ I have no idea.

im watching the news right now and today is a national day of mourning because its been 2 weeks since the bushfires.. some are still going.. and when I was watching some of the stories it gave me shivers... I actually remember this one guy who had been looking for his wife and kids apparently they were last seen running inside their house. He was crying and didnt know where they were and if they were alive.. it was soo sad and he found out they had died. poor man. Over 200 people have died.

ok onto happier things.

It was my friends birthday.. and I bought him ..... a blow up doll :p hahahahahaha when he blew it up it was sooo feral looking.. I dont know any guy would buy one..... like seriously..... her name was britney LOL. hahahahaha

I actually did pace myself this weekend.. well I tired .... I didnt get too pissed but I drank heaps. I dont know it was awesomely awesome!!! I had like 3 quarters of a bottle of vodka, half a bottle of sambuca...( shots) tom bought that.. sneaky boy... because I told him I havent had since I spewed when I was 16 ... so we had shots :p I was fine though.. I had beer, champayne, midori ummmm I had a lot but was fine?? It was weird. tom n I drank the most. and brick drank a bit.. because he was revealing information... and yeah im kinda disappointed in him.. for something he did.. I gave him advice.... but he thought I was drunk .. I wasnt !! its his life though... im just trying to be a good friend.

hmmm britney got a bit of action.. hahahahaha poor blow up britney got raped. by tom and carl.. who stripped, probably like 4 times.. it was funny... and carl was waring a G banger LOL. wtf.. was started dancing in my face IM like get ur **** hairy arse away from me btw he thought he was picking up ... well according to tom.. apparently he has picked up ash....b4 weird.

there wasnt much b*tching... ok their was.. you know how I said about the 2 girls n guy.. well they were civil.. but still **** bout eachother .... but Ive realised this particular group of ppl im getting sick of. they are so judgemental.. I know everyone is... but they b*tch no stop.. and some of the girls are becoming increasingly.... desperate. I dont know what has happened to some of them. I Think im going in a different direction or I feel like im changing ... something is happening with me that isnt going on with them. I probably sound hungover.. but seriously.. I woke up at 5 am in the morning yesterday I felt energised and everyone else was hungover and asleep. I went for a morning walk to the beach all up hill damn!! hahahahaha it was soo good though .. even though it was cold... It was awesome because I could think and I felt relaxed and I had no one to bother me. I loved it I stayed and chilled for an hour or more. I felt so free like I had no problems, it was a weird feeling a great one at that

walked back and everyone was still alseep.. im wtf is this sh*t lol.. when they all woke up they were hungover. except me cause im awesome.

i gotta really bored and dani n I decided to take a random mini road trip to the 12 apostles but we were driving aka escaping the all the other ppl and yeah it awesome we were driving and we r like maybe we should tell someone we are going because ash wanted to leave at like 2pm ish.. but dani and I wanted to road trip... I am so annoyed with ash because she can be such an inconsiderate B*tch. but yeah me n dani we driving away we were like maybe 70 kms away and we stopped to go to the beach because the water is sooo beautiful so we just had too go and ash rang and is like you have to turn back. I F*cking wish I never drove her down!!!!! I wont be doing it again.. shes going to someones party who she hates.... weird much??? the drive home... was arkward to say the least . D n I were angry and Clare N Ash were like all quiet in the back ... I was speeding the whole way home just so I could get them out of my car. ew they ruined my road trip.

during our mini road trip... we saw a big group of guys walking they had a blow up doll I beeped at them hahahaha.I have also come 2 realise.... torquay has a lot of hot guys.... cant wait to go back ahahahah perv time here I come. nah im joking but I did notice a lot of good looking guys..

So a good group of us are going back!!!!!!! YAy. No sh*t ppl allowed this time.

Im kinda tired now.. but I just watched the maltese news on sbs.. hahaha i understand nothing and watch the pictures to understand im weird i need a job I want to travel now. and to see my nanna.

im catching up with my friend meg or megnut as i call her!!! I havent seen her in sooo long cant wait to catch up. shes a fun little party girl shes awesome chick and I can always talk to her about anything!

This weekend was full of suprises.... I kinda saw a lot of people in different light, mostly badly though.... it just makes you think differently... and im left wondering what the hell is going on with these people. are we all like that deep down.... or we just lose our way.... what is it.. are we hanging onto something thats never going to happen and if you get it... are you going to do everything in your power to keep it???? I can understand why I trust no one now!!!! because some people dont derserve to be trusted hopefully there is some ppl still out there somewhere who are what I used to consider as normal ppl... I havent come around any in while hahahahaha. ok yeah,, im weird I get it.

I have come to realise soo much this weekend...

I got soo much homework but think i might just sleep now hahahaha.

hhahaha song of the day http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4pXfHLUlZf4

listen to it ..... its called **** in my pants hahahaa. it makes me laugh. and yeah reminds me of what one of my friends was saying the other nite hahahaha

Im loving we are scientists at the moment!!!

title - half me .... half song we are scientists- after hours

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zac0QEbQbE8

xoxoxoxo

hello world. this is my blog....right.

its been probably about a week since I last blogged.. exciting i know.

well right now its 2am. on friday morning... i just got back from my friends house.

whats been happening in the world of sally... hmmmm

well 2nite a group of us went out to dinner to farewell my beloved cassie who has not at all died but is moving.. but its ok. i will really miss her. we r gonna keep in contact I mean.. we have been friends for 7 years.. woah seriously she is one of the best ppl I have known.. shes not moving that far away about 2 hours.. ill go n visit and she will come back here and we plan to party/ slash booze on. mmmmmmm after dinner we decided we were gonna head out... but the clubs were dead n it was pretty early.. plus we didnt really feel like it that much.

went back to johns and there is a bit of drama going on...

tomorrow or today I should say.. its road trip day.,. going to torquay having a party... I kinda dont want to go due to lots of drama.. with 2 of my friends who hate eachother + a guy =badnews... not for me.. but if I want to leave I cant as im driving them to be honest I didnt wanna drive or roadtrip this time.. because sometimes I like to just drive turn my music up, sing like a f*cken fool... but at the end when I get where im supposed to be I feel great and relaxed.. and most of it helps me think.

if I get p*ssed off by this drama-age which im not really gonna explain due to the fact im so tired... and i think im getting sick and maybe thats why im tired.. grr... yeah anyways if I get annoyed i'll be drunk.. and walk down to the beach.

it maybe a fun party.. but ... i think its because of what someone said to me 2nite which makes me believe that 2nite/2morrow will be full of b*tching.. ohh well... it might be awesome. ( doubt it)

apparently im a slut still .. I met a guy called steve 2nite hes really nice.. and no that doesnt have anything to do with me being a slut... but yeah hes a dj! lol.

um... school is going well .. I have a ton of homework which I will be doing at somestage when im not tired and hopefully i'll do it when im sober.

soo this weekend .... dont know if I said but lastt weekend I got sooo incredibly drunk.. like the most drunk I have ever been in public it was bad.. I filled normal drinking glasses full of vodka and skulled them.. I probably had like 15 shots in like 5 mins.. I was so pissed straight away. I got asked to be in a 4some... umm..? and yeah this one guy was gross.... yeah dont want to talk about him. some guy offered to give us chicks a lift home.. before asking us... have we seen the cops? hmmmm no mate .. no thanks ... what a loser. ..... I pulled fine the next day!!! im superally awesome at not having hangovers!!'

im gonna drink this weekend but I might try n pace myself a bit.. I dont want slutty behaviour to arise.. its amazing how the ppl who are the biggest whores.. and try to rebound with ex bfs.. and whom u slept with his bestfriend can say im a slut? what im saying is the ppl who shouldnt judge you ... do... its really annoying ohhh well.

apparently im the drunk of the group or so ive leaned.. lol i guess thats true I enjoy a good drink.. and im a sucker for cocktails...

im thinking should I go to tropfest on sunday.. hmmmmmm its short movies thing cant be bothered explaining.

sooo guess what I passed my first aid.. me being all positive thinking hell yeah im gonna pass this (sarcasm)

and when I did it, it was so easy.. sometimes I dont know why I doubt myself. cause yeah it was easy and i didnt really study I tried to but I had a killer headache.. one where u pop numerous things and nothing helps. but yeah I got every question right... I was suprised I passed im a self doubt-er lol

god im so tired need sleep

ana I hope u had an awesome time at fob!!!!

ive had a lot more stuff going on but cant be bothered

ill blog and let you know how my weekend went

title.. isnt really relevant... but yeah its kings of leon- dusty. mmmmm dusty

How was everyones weekend??

Mine was good and busy...

On saturday we had the temps of around 47 degrees or pure heat.. it was horrible and because we are in an extremely bad drought... we are now experiencing some of the worst bushfires in victoria.. hundreds of homes have been burned down, some towns completely destroyed and people dead. Its horrible and whats worse some of these fires may have been deliberately lit. If these people ever get caught they should be hung. Even though thats not the australian way.. they should I mean these people do this stupid stuff... for what??? whats the use.. they have ruined peoples lives and some arent alive therefore that is murder... and they should be killed. Thank god its cooled right down but still the fires are burning.

As I Said in my last blog I had a 21st to go 2. It was one of my closest friends so even though I am getting sick of going to 2 many parties, I was going to go regardless. The party was ok.. after that we decided to go out clubbing but since I had 2 drive I wasnt able to drink... until I organised to crash at a friends place so I could drink.. though the downside was I couldnt drink that much cause I didnt have a lot money

we went a pub first where I ran into so many ppl I knew it was fun.. zoey and I were drinking absinth shots (pretty strong stuff) then some guy wanted to join in with us.. lol

after the pub we went a club... since it was my friends 21st I wanted her to hook up with someone.. and I think I heard her say it earlier in the night..

hahaha erin was hilarious she was determined to meet her husband hahahaha .. shes a bit older than us like 25 lol I told her.. I pick ur husband out.. hahahahaha erin was hilarious!!!! Good chick

anyways back to the club... I kept drinking scored some drinks and yeah I wasnt p*ssed.. I mean I could walk and talk normally.. A group of us girls like 8 of us headed onto the stage. since I wanted to help my friend.. shes kinda shy at times ....anyways there were plenty of guys.. I pinched one of them on the arse and it got his attention.. I got them dancing but he kinda kept coming dancing with me... we danced for a while hes like where are your boyfriends... IM like not here.. now yous' should all know i dont have a bf , I didnt wanna hook up with anyone. I tried another guy for my friend... he danced with her and me... but I kinda kept brushing him off because like I said not interested when I said hook up with my friend his friend signalled me and his friend.. and yeah... as I was dancing on the stage I had guys come up to me and "introduce" themselves hahaaha. I was dancing with a chick and some dude both who I didnt know.. and im like to the chick is he ur bf .. shes like no I dont know him.. they were pretty awesome we were laughing and dancing together they hooked up I think I must have looked like a whore because I danced the whole night and with probably like 8 guys.. and sometimes I was dancing with two other guys and me... yeah... i dont normally go out and be crazy well not like to the extent I was last night.. I wasnt p*ssed either. I think I was having so much fun dancing I didnt really care with who I was saying to one of my friends how sleazy the guys were.. and its true they were it seemed like everyplace we went guys would just come up to you..

Im not stupid I know what guys want ... ok lol

I also ran into heaps of friends at this place!!! bell.. omg she was soo pissed like she looked like she was about to pass out.

turns out erin picked her own husband ahahahaha she makes me laugh!!

after we were all danced out we decided to head home.. but I had to wait for a friend 2 pick me up.. so me n L. waited outside a pub... we were sitting outside away from everyone when 2 guys came to talk to us... then prob 5 mins later 2 more guys came to talk to us... they were all really nice guys.. we just talked.

At the club earlier I ran into a chick I hadnt seen in a while. she had gotten married and had a kid.. when I saw her she told me shes getting a divorce.. I was like wow.. she had only been married for a year.. I think she got married because he is her baby daddy (LOL maury povich eat ur heart out ) I think mainly for the wrong reasons we are gonna catch up so thats great I love running to some ppl u havent seen in ages. she was really self conscience.. despite the fact she looked hot and u wouldnt know she has had a kid.

today the same group of girls caught up today to have lunch it was good but I was so dead.. as I only had a couple hours of sleep I was dead tired .. but danielle had made the most awesome japanese lunch for Ash it was really nice and made like a slideshow of her 21 years.. it was really nice . I was driving S home we were talking about the night b4 aka clubbing and I said how the guys were really sleazy and she said you were aswell I was like what??? shes like you were pinching guys arses/dancing with them....... and all that type of stuff.. im like I Wasnt doing it for me I only pinched one guys arse LOL.!!! lol despite my best efforts ash didnt hook up with anyone though she danced with heaps of guys. .. but yeah what S. said 2 me made me feel like a wh*re. I Didnt even hook up with anyone so I saw it as innocent fun!!! hahahah obviously im a Wh*re though hahahaha what do you think???

Im so tired.. I have stuff to do like homework amongst other stuff ...

Im really happy it has cooled down a lot

schooling.... is well interesting.. I dont know if I mean that in a good way.. We are learning weird stuff.. and well we have been doing role plays.. and we have like 3 mins to make it up and one of them I yelled at some guy.. like got in his face it was acting/role playing I guess it was fun but I hate certain aspects of it. My Cl@ss because im studying mental health.. basically alot of people in my C.Lass have either been in those sorts of places, which is interesting to me.. but our teacher who bores the hell outta me. Wants us to talk about Our feelings. ME being someone who doesnt like to share my feelings doesnt see how my past or whatever is relevant to learning about mental health. I mean why should I have to share things that have happened to me. My teacher does annoy me... Not sure if Im going to like this course.. but im going to stick it out ... even though everytime im there I count down the hours till I can leave.. bad sign I think so.... the ppl in my Cl.ass are alright though..

remember my nun story from my previous blog?? I let him know I wasnt interested because im not. I said it nicely though so yeah... at least thats over..

better go and do all the stuff I have to do b4 2morrow im so tired

hope all is well with you all

title -charmer -Kings of Leon

xoxoxoxxo

hey ppl this is a late night blog..

sorry I havent really around here that much..

Im a student nowdays hahahahaah ew ew ew.

ill talk about that another time..

well basically I got tagged and I did this on facebook like an hour ago.. so I thought it would still be relevant

who do I tag. The first 3 ppl who comment.. i dont really care if you dont do it.. its fine! I actually have stuff to say but I cant be bothered as I have been up nearly 24 hours

something funny just happened to me b4 .. some guy who has cracked onto me b4 at a party called me.. and basically tried his luck again... bhahahah and I didnt know how to tell him I wasnt interested.. so I told him I was a NUN.. hahahaha I was p*ssing myself laughing I couldnt help it. hahahaha u prob think im weird thats ok ,... Im loopy.

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1. My name is Sally hopefully you know that though. I was born in Footscray; I am 20 years OLD wooo. Definately exciting stuff there. I don't want to be 21. im scared of ageing lol

2. I have 5 brothers and 1 sister. My parents are still married. I have 3 nephews and 1 niece.
I don't really get a long with my family these days, too much stuff has happened; though I do miss the good old days... they are long gone.

3. I'm stubborn. I can't help its just the way I am!!!!!

4. I have major trust issues... I'm not sure if I actually trust anyone anymore. It's very sad and I know that. I guess I've been hurt so much and that's probably why I don't trust people so I don't get hurt.

I guess which leads me 2 my next one.

5. Commitment issues- I Cant commit to guys because I don't trust them not just them I guess because like I said I don't trust. I don't mind picking up guys and stuff and seeing ppl casually, it's the commitment that scares me * I know it sounds like a guy thing LOL *
I also can't commit to anything; I think I probably know why.


6. I love music... I'm listening to it right now... I love such a diverse range of music... anything from the presets, dance music, love ****c songs like oasis wonder wall... umm I love at the moment Birds of Tokyo, bliss n eso, the fray, Bullet for my Valentine, Pendulum , Cog , The editors, Franz Ferdinand, INSX.. Michael Jackson... hahahaha I love MJ... always have always will!!!!

7. I love seeing bands live... LOve love LOVE it... been to a couple big day outs, I'm going to KOL!!! Woo and V festival... wish I was going to soundwave and good vibes as well... but we can't have it all. Music has gotten me through so many hard times.


8. I'm currently studying mental health... wow every time I kinda leave that ****I feel like it's a counselling session and a lot of ppl tend to go on about their problems... it's really interesting... and it's amazing all the **** people go through. Some of its really sad.

9. My dream as boring as it may seem. I'd love to become a Social worker. I want to work in Child protection. I have reasons behind this. Deep down I really want to make a difference to someone's life. I really feel strongly about child protection and I can't stand it when there are children being mistreated.

10. I have a secret I have never told anyone about... I have been keeping this for a long time. And IM too scared to reveal it anyone...

11. I Love to drink alcohol. I'm not an alcoholic or anything.. But I admit sometimes I drink so much so I can escape my life. You're probably thinking... she is a future alcoholic... ohh well.

12. I don't like to talk about my feelings. It's really hard for me, I find it hard to open up to people even people I have known for years and it just depends on the situation sometimes... I prefer not to talk about it. I think sometimes there is something wrong with me.

13. I get a long with a lot of different people all my friends as so different!! I love anyone that can make me laugh and entertain me... whose easy going. I hate people who **** about ppl all the time behind their backs... if you have something to say. SAY it. I love people who are honest and I can't stand it when I hear people ****ing especially if it's in a really hurtful manner. I'm not gonna lie and say I have never ****ed about anyone.. Because everybody who is reading this knows they have as well.

14. The last year of my life has stressed me out so much. I have been very unhappy for the most part but I hide it extremely well. I come across Like I don't care but I do.... I have been so unhappy I have wanted to die.

15. Wow this is really depressing writing this.

16. I'm half Maltese!! I know I'm only half. But I'm EXTREMELY PROUD to be a WOG!! I love it!!!! Some of my family in Malta are legends I tell ya!!!! Maltese people are awesome!!! I'm bias though: P I love everything Maltese... I eat lots of wog food that most ppl are like wtf is that LOL. I'm going to learn Maltese.someday hopefully soon!


17. I want to travel the world. I'd love to go 2 Germany ,Sweden, Italy(hot guys), Malta ( hot guys), Czech republic, Prague, France, Spain,Sicily Amsterdam..Because I got highhhhh hahaha. umm Ibiza sweet dance music. UK, Greece, the whole of Europe. The USA, Canada got family over there as well!!! Mexico, Brazil. Nice tropical places. Ohhh I also wanna go to TAHITI!
I'm hoping to backpack through Europe next year. I badly wanna go to Oktoberfest...funny thing is I'm not a huge fan of beer.. But that's ok I'd drink some anyways!!!


18. I want to go couch surfing. Basically you stay at random ppls houses for free.. I think it would be fun and you would get to meet so many different people and it would be amazing experience one you wouldn't forget.

19. I love woggy looking guys. Dark brown hair, Dark brown sexy eyes and tanned skin.... there skin doesn't have to tanned I'm not that picky.. But yeah if they look like a wog and ill prob think they are sexy.. Wog guys r pretty sleazy though.. Ohh Well: P

20. despite coming from a big family and not getting along with my family that much... I want to have at least 5 kids. Hahahaha. I'm not joking either. I love children ppl probably wouldn't expect it, seriously I love children not like Michael Jackson or anything but they are so damn cute. I knew when I was like 10 that I wanted to have a lot of kids. Lol

21. People often call me a b*tch. Its true... and U are probably saying that's because you are a b*tch ;-) it doesnt really bother me.

22. I love my Mum hahaha I'm not afraid to say it. She has overcome so much in her life it's actually scary she's still a pretty positive person and hasn't blamed anyone or said this happened to me or this happened to me. She's strong willed and Always forgives her kids for bad things they have done. I admire her in ways she will probably never know how many times she has helped me, when I felt I've had no one to turn 2.

24. I haven't spoken to my sister in about 5 years.. Or more. I will never speak to her again and I know and she knows it. I can honestly say I hate her.

25. To be honest I don't know where I'm going in life or what I'm doing.. I envy people who have a plan and know where they are going and know what they are doing... Because I have no idea but I figure it'll work itself out.

ok ill blog another time with stuff later.. like some other time.. im soo tired.. I have a 21st bday 2 go 2morrow nite/clubbing/ drinking to do and homework.. ewww . hahahahahahah have an awesomely awesome weekend.

placebo- because I want you 2. awesome song love placebo

XOXOXOXOXOXOXOX

hi everyone if you are reading thi s you are NOT dead. ... and probably much to your disappointment neither am I

big day out wasssssssssss amazingly awesome.. as I knew it would be!!!!

where to start,..... ok...

I had a great long weekend!!!

chilled in the city, went to the beach it was sooo relaxing and I went and saw bride wars... it was ok nothing to brag about honestly but bryan greenburg was in it!!! i like him!!!

I drag raced these guys hAHAHAH it was funness!!

and I dont think I got booked cross my fingers I didnt LOL.

big day outness

I had no money to buy a train ticket so I bummed the money off some dude n he bought my ticket.. hahahaa

I jumped on a train and it f*cking packed full of ppl.... the train kept stopping and saying there was tech difficulties.. that made me mad LOL.. I f*cking hate public transport with a passion.. besides the freaks you meet on there they are always late and packed.. lol eventually we got there YAYAYAYAYAYA.

I bought a t-shirt cause u pretty much have to buy something to remember the bdo experience lol. pretty much straight after that went to see my first band on the to do list.

SPArkadia (ANA hahahaa) yeah they were pretty good.. I dont think a lot ppl knew there songs though.. except there was this one chick at band camp... hahahaha NO.. this chick who looked bogan like was head banging by herself.. and she seemed like she was on drugs.. hahahaha .. I thought she was funny.. as in weird. hahahahah I think other ppl were laughing at her aswell

Then the next band I saw was children collide!!!!!!!!!!!!!!ur just another drop in the ocean!!!! HEll yeah fu*ken loved children collide most ppl wouldnt know them cause they are aussie but I knew all there songs and I just thought they were soooo good.. I cant even describe my love ....

and Then I Saw birds of Tokyo.. OMfg love love love them !!!!!!!! the guitar dude looked totally cool... I have pics biut idont know how to put them up here someone tell me how??? and I just loved them seriously one of my fav bands of the day.. they are kinda rock like with some mellow tunes pretty awesome check them out OK!! (like your going to)

Much to my dismay.. I went n saw......... ew ew ew ew TING TINGS. ok I wanted to die they pretty much had to drag me there,.. ok i do know some of there songs besides.. "thats not my name" but they didnt sound as bad as I thought.... even though there music does make me cringe... I got pretty close to the front for most bands and omg we all standing in the mosh area squashed as you do at festivals.. some girls go sooooo desperate to get to the front they got on the ground and tried to crawl through ppls legs.. seriously.. it was f*cking crazy.. Ive never seen anyone do that.. and honestly if ur gonna be a F*ckhead like that... at least do it for someone WORTH SEEING ..

hmmm who did I see after ting tings.... oh thats right

a bit of cog I didnt get to see them all.. wish i could have.. but so many things are on at the same time its crap.

Like lupe fiasco.. apparently he is retiring .. and didnt get to see him last time or.. this time.. that sucks.

BULLET FOR MY VALENTINE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I know some of there stuff is emo like but omfg I couldnt believe how incredible these guys were!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Love these guys the whole crowd was amazing.. I dont know how but I got pretty close to the front so close that I was able to get water from the security ppl!!! the crowd was packed full of guys. and you know what that meant???? circle dancing... the circle looked big from what I could see... and the lead singers like IT has to be bigger LOL.some guy had a blood nose and there was a few crowd surfers!!! llol i would definately see these guys again in a heartbeat!!!

PENDULUM!!! HELL YEAH.. I was moshing like a crazy mofo loved pendulum convinced one of the dudes is on drugs cause he was running from side to side getting the crowd pumped up and it f*cking worked.. love love love pendulum if any of you ever get the chance to see them live do it amazing and entertaining as hell... again mosh circles were formed and some guy broke his leg.. ouch... and hey it was fun!!!!!!!!!!!!

then I think I saw sneaky sound system they were goodish... im not a major fan to be honest... I like a couple of songs.. they just arent really my thing!!!!!

then..........

Living end... living end werre amazing!!! the mosh pit was sooo bad as in I was dripping in other ppls sweat!!! hahahahah damn I loved it though...I couldnt move and was so hot but I loved the mosh pit it was so much fun one of my friends it was her first time in the mosh pit she looked really scared... hahahahahahah and I was laughing at her.. cause im mean I guess.. you know how everyone pushs forward and then backwards and you fall ontop of other ppl hahahahaha that why she was worried.. but yeah living end were good and I love the mosh soooo much

You used to get in ur fishnets.. now you only get it in ur nightdress.... hahahah the one and only Artic monkeys!!! the crowd was massive for these they were really really really good and omg I left the mosh cause it was way packed and my friend wanted to get out so I didnt leave her.. though I wanted 2 hahahahahahah I still saw them and then I decided to go and booze on!! my fav pastime as you should know by now hahahahaha

So was chillaxing and boozing on for a while I didnt get pissed the booze was sooo expensive its sooo badd

now after neil young... who I do admit I listened 2... wasnt in the mosh area as I was boozing but I could see the big screen from where I was drinking n could hear the music.. he was ok.. im not a fan honestly..

went off to the silent disco... sounds weird I know..

basically was it is, is a big tent and they give you headphones and you can dance to music you like to hear by changing the stations on ur headphones.. so its silent and you see ppl dancing but u cant hear any music its great lol

then it was off to the boiler room!!! hahahah loved the boiler room.

It smelt like weed hahahahah so many ppl high there ... I didnt care the atmosphere was great.... we were dancing while we were waiting for PRODIGY!!!

HELLLLLLLLLLLLLLL YEAH LOVED PRODIGY it was so packed.. I got sooo hot.. and some guy was trying to dance with me.hahahaha prodigy was sooo amazing!!! take my picture smack my **** up@@@ hahahahaha loved them they had so much energy it was soo good plus they played there ****cs and the crowd loved it and I did aswell!!! hahahahaha

I left during the last song of prodigy and I saw this guy dancing with like giant glow swords on top of the tent and the tent is pretty tall.... omfg it was funny and i toook photos of him hahahaha hes my hero. hahaha

prodigy was the last act of the night. I didnt see all bands/acts wish I could have... and then it was back to catching the train omfg it was packed like crazy worse than on the way in I had to stand it was ok though cause I met some really nice ppl on the train.. one of the trains my friend, some chick was crazy and the police escorted her off the train cause she was yelling like a crazy mofo and everyone in that carriage was yelling at her weird

yeah a bunch of other stuff happened but now I feel tired of typing

IT WAS 40 plus degrees today It was bad... and the next week is gonna be the same I hate it when the hell is summer going to be over already it hasnt been this hot like this for a long time...

I start my course ON friday .. im not worried about going or anything.. I just hate the fact it will be like going to school again

Im not sure but I Think everyone thinks im gonna hook up with one of my friends... I dont like him that way at all.. but lately we have been spending a lot of time together.. maybe thats why ppl are getting the impression.. like we were out shopping together for presents for parties we were going 2 and we happen to bump into one of our friends.. and u know how the rest goes.. I dont like him at all that way, never have never will... it just annoys me because this actually happened a while ago when him n his then gf broke up.. his gf thought me n him were gonna hook up and ppl keep spreading rumours n Sh*t .. I just hate it ohhh well.

damn i have too look after my neice n 2 nephews 2morrow..... they r all terrors.... they r 4 3 n nearly 2 .... god wish I could get out of it they will drive me mental ew. ew ew they r naughty and dont listen...

this isnt actually that long is it... lucky you

heres some big day out tunes

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7m_MJX58qk8

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=M81eUTatqbo

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ABqh9N-Mw5E

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rLC1YOaGwRY

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lLOcDfeMvp8

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I just realised this is my 100th blog.. wow its taken me a long time to get to 100.

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hey guys and girls or who ever reads these sH*T words!!!!

its 3:15 am in the morning I just got back from clubbing kinda early I know.. the clubs were that packed and well they were playing SSSSSSSSSSSSShhhh*t music.. so that sucked and like every club we went to they played the same music :'( One place had a band and I loved it.. im a band girl!!! love seeing bands.

I was at a 21st earlier and I wasnt drinking since I was driving, it was kinda boring actually but its cause I just wasnt in the mood you know sometimes I get like that where I just dont wanna gooo out but I went.. and omfg im freezing right now the air conditioning is on in my house .... brrr. coldness anyways. Yeah I liked the speeches but because his family made speeches and they were really sweet, my family wouldnt talk about me like that.. actually neither would my parents for that matter, it was nice to see though ... back to the clubs hahaha ok I had one drink early on.. ok I know I said i didnt drink but it had hardly any alcohol like pretty much nothing and then I just had sips of ppls drinks lol. I saw a girl I used to go 2 school with and One guy was such a sleaze luckily it was towards my friend.. I cant stand sleazes at the moment hahahah Im like that guy is checking you out... then shes like no he was checking out those girls and pretty much maybe 2 mins after I said that he came and sat right next to us jhahahaha im like see... then I made her walk across the club so she could see

he was checking her out it was hilarious.. doesnt sound funny.. but it was one of those had to be there moments. later he followed us on to the dancefloor and we ran away from him HAHahaha. he was really ugly lol..and old. At another club it was dead I mean maybe 5 ppl hahahahah excluding us ... we played pool and danced in the club hahahahahah on the stages and stuff... I took my shoes off bad idea my feet turned black it was so yuck.. I drank heaps of energy drinks and they made me feel sick but I still danced and blah nothing exciting...

ummmmmmmmmmm you know whats very very very very exciting..

BIG DAY OUT BIG DAY OUT BIG DAY OUT!!! YA YA YAY YAY YAY

I SHOULD BE getting ready to pack all my stuff but I havent its only 330am.. I need to get up in a couple of hours ahahahah.

im gonna forget so much stuff...

note to self REMEMBER TICKETS.

IM gonna get boozy at the bdo wooo.. its gonna be a blast Im really excited

so on the 26th of Jan which happens to be AUSTRALIA DAY. I will be in the mosh pits wooooooooo its gonna be greatness!!!!!

shame ana ur not going ohhh welll you can live it through me.. and if not there is always channel V where you can watch it live.

ohhhh and hottest one hundred so many things so little time

Ok well i better go get things ready

IF I happen to die on monday this may be my last blog... so farewell HAHAHAHA.. I plan on living since I have other concerts to go 2 but.. incase that does happen... at least i would have had fun before I died AYAYAYAYAYAYAYYA

Love you all long time!!

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