Hi Iam back again. wow , i don't know what to do anymore. it's been such a long time.

does anyone still come on here?

I hope so.

I really missed this site.

I am going to try really hard this time coming back on here.

I love my music and my parents hate discussing it with me .

So I will talk to people on here who don't mind discussing music.

Well leave me a message.

I miss all you of you guys.

♥Cassandra.

P.S. That is a picture of me on top.

Hey where in the he(( has everyone been? Nobody barely comes on here. Which is so sad I miss everyone. I really miss Piggie8 and Thakia , and Racing Fanatic! Come back you guys ! Come Back!

*sigh* oh well. I haven't been on here for a while either because I have been so busy. I did Upward Bound for six weeks of my summer and babysitted and cleaned our house for the rest of the summer just about. I have also been spending time with my boyfriend, who I met through upward bound. So yeah. I am still crazy about music . Lately I have just been listing to the people who are currently in my banner. so yeah. leave me a comment or send me a message if you can.

Oh and by the way , this is a picture of me down below. I am serious. This was me for prom.

So yup , all the people who were wondering what the he(( i looked like here I am.

Whooo!!!!!!!!!! Well for being on the honor roll, my mom and dad gave me 50.00$ so now , I can spend that money on amazon and buy used cds!

Hopefully I will be able to get the killers, and didos albums. and many more. whoo, i am so happy!

you guys ..... i love country music now!

so iam going through a country phase . hew haw!!!!!!!!!

Hello Anyone miss me? Sorry, sorry, I have been so busy!

So how is everyone?  What has everyone been upto?

Happy New Year Everyone!!!!!!!!!!!!

Have a safe one

        Love,

         Cassandra.

Hello every one ! How is everybody . What you guys been up to? Did You guys have a  good x-mas? Anybody know where piggie8 and thakia have been ? Haven't heard from those guys in a while.

What about everyone else , what's everyone else up to ! I just thought I write and say hello to every body. Since I am not on here as  ofton as I should be . (ops sorry guys.

Well , I had a wonderful x-mas and hope everyone else had a safe wonderful x-mas. I love you guys and miss all of ya! Don't be shy to write to me ya hear? LOL..

Yes, I got accpeted in Upward Bound!!!!!!!! I am so happy !!!!!!!!  Just to let you know Upward bound is a program that helps you focus on college oppertunities and like once you get really involved with it you earn 22$ a week! Great for scholorships!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Whooo!!!!!!!! Sorry , I am still a little overwhelmed with the news , trust  me Upward bound is a lot more fun then it sounds, I am just so excited  that I am kinda like all over the place so forgive me for not compleating my thoughts!

Okay here let my try a technique that will calm me down:

Albums that I am like obsessed with:

Evanescence~ The Open Door

                          Fallen

Vanessa Carlton~ Be Not Nobody

                              Harminoum

Shakira~ Laundry Service

                    Oral Fixation vol.2

Hello!!!!!!!!!!!!!! How is everyone doing? I know I know I haven't been on here forever!!!!!!!! But hey now cut me some slack , I have been so freaking busy with school work!

So what's new in everyone's life?

I love you guys and miss you all! Really I Do!!!!!!!!!!!!!

This week at school was pretty good . and it was because of this : I have a real crush! What I mean be real is I actully get nervous and feel butterfiles in my stomach when I meet this guy , and he makes me feel really special. He makes me feel like a princess , and it's just awesome.

I really don't know if he has a crush on me , but we hold hands , hug , and he puts his arm around me , and I kiss him on the cheek . and it feels natural . doesn't feel werid.

and the other reason why I say he is my first crush is because  a few years back, I had a crush on this other guy , named jesse ( or so I thoguht) I think with jesse it was more of a oh he's cute type of crush. But when I was around him I never felt anything special, I didn't get butterflies, or feel anything when I was around him. With Michael my friends have told me that I litterly glow around him. Cause I am always smiling when I am around him and I have to agree with them......So  yeah, I think I 'll end this certin story here. But one last thing , I would like to add, is Micheal is so cute and has a great personality. and that was the other thing Jesse was cute , but he didn't really have a great personality it was kind of  blah. And that's what I look out for is a guys personality and micheal fits it perfectly.

Wensdsay and Thursday kind of sucked cuz I was having bad crappy days. Thursday, I was like on the verge of crying , and then when I was walking to science and then micheal called out my name and we hugged........hehehe oops. Anyways though it was a special moment for us ( or for me or whatever) and then I was even closer to crying after that, coz I thought that was really sweet of him.

Monday , Tuesday, and Friday was good , because I saw you know who , and Friday , I got my book orders from my english teacher , and it was really funny because she was like " Cassandra your books are here" I littlerly jumped out of my desk and was like "this is so cool" and sersiouly I skipped to her desk. Everybody gave me a werid look , but it was all worth it .

The books I got where:

Uglies

Pretties

She said yes. ( This one is about the student who got shot at the the colmbian high school , and the shooter asked her if she  believed in god and she said yes, and then she got shot. Man that must have been hard for her parents to write. *shudders*)

and the last book I got was "How to kill a mocking Bird." 

so yeah, like i said it was a somewhat fablous week.

I went from 41.and 29 percent to 41 and 30 percent.

good gosh this is frustrating!

It is so hard to get past level 41. It 's like freaking impossible. :

But oh well ....

Not doing much right now I am just putting 3 doors down and Lifehouse albums on my mp3 player right now.

I am board once again so I am just writing some random sh!t .

I can't wait for the Open door I know I have said that on practilly every blog post from augest up till now, but just a few more days now , and then I can put it on my mp3 player

Here are the cds I got on my mp3 player:

Let Go

Under My skin ~ Avril Lavinge

Autobiography

I am Me ~ Ashlee Simpson

Naked Truth ~ Sarah Hudson

Noise from the basement ~ Skye Sweetnam

Shut Up

Sleeping in the nothing ~ Kelly Osbourne

The Secret Life of the Veronicas ~ The Veronicas

Fefe Dobson ~ Fefe Dobson

Hybrid Theroy ~ Linkin Park

Fallen ~ Evanescence

Greatest Hits

Human Clay ~ Creed

Silver Side Up

The long road

All the right reasons ~ Nickelback

Be Not Nobody

Harminoum ~ Vannesa Carlton.

Some Other Cds I want on my mp3 player :

Girl Next Door ~ Saving Jane

Metora ~ Linkin Park

Disclamier 2 ~ Seether .

Falling Uphill ~ Lillix

and okay I think thats it for the lists.....

Oh I know what I wanted to metion! I have this crush on my one guy at this school and I think the people I sit with know it , but it was so funny, because I was grossing my friends out because I kept feeding him like pineapples and cream. and I don't know it was one of those moments where you had to be thier.