Yesterday was Earth Hour, and I was in total support of it. The rest of my family supported it, except my brother. It really made me angry. The only things I allowed to be on were 3 lamps and the clocks. My brother comes down the steps and goes "What about the heater?" So my dad told him to stop being a wise guy. It made me happy that my dad was standing for me. So he looks out our window, turns to me and goes, "Look the neighbors aren't doing it, why don't you go and tell them." This is when I really started getting pissed off.

It's one hour once a year, and if the neighbors don't want to do it, then they don't have to. We shouldn't worry about what our neighbors are doing. It's their house, their business. I'm sorry you only care about yourself, and don't want to help the earth and future generations. Like suck it up, it's one hour.

He uses ridiculous things to try and make an argument. Somedays it's all about himself, and he has to get what he wants, or he's going to lash out at you. It really bugs me when we're arguing, how he'll use totally abstract things to try and make an argument. I can't give you a specific example, but if I say I have two of something. He'll go like "I have two eyes, so what are you trying to prove?" Saying I have two _____ and two eyes don't even relate to each other, other than the fact that there's both two. You're not making an argument if you're saying something that doesn't even relate to what we're arguing about.

Reading another blog about how this kid was going to tell his feeling to this girl, got me wondering. I haven't been that lucky in love. My first crush ever, I mean like MAJOR crush. We went to daycare together, and they we both stopped going and we lost touch. I recently added her on facebook, but I doubt she remembers me. She goes to a school that's about 30 minutes away. I'm scared of making it awkward and talking to her. I'm lost, and I'd lvoe to start talking with her again. Anyone have suggestions.

I'm an extreme perfectionist when it comes to gaming. I don't know why, and I can't explain it. When focusing on things like school and such, I'm pretty laidback about it. But when I start up a game, I get really tense. If a character dies, I restart the battle. If I miss something, I beat myself up, and eventually cave in, and I restart my file.

I'm so sick of doing this, and if anyone can help, I'd greatly appreciate it. It gets annoying. I find a game I love, and try to make it the most perfect thing in the world, restarting several times. Eventually, I'm just thinking to myself:

"This is boring, I know what happens." And then I quit the game forever, which wastes my money. Right now I'm into Luminous Arc. It's the end of March, and I recieved this game on Christmas day. I've restarted a few times, and I just want to stop. I'm around chapter 3 on my 5th try I believe.