Wootie!!!! I"m semi back.. i'm DONE with the bananas semester with Precal (and i freaking ended up with a C).. and i'm NOT taking caluclus this semester.. i'll be taking it next.. woots... I got a loaaaddd of catcing up to do... and i can start with the PMS.. i thought i was going crazy when i saw 94 NEW Pms... ...  me going crazy.. lol...
Big news!
 FINALLY got the card that i created from that "Show us your shen gong wu" sweepstakes from a LONNNGGG time ago... I finally saw how my card turned out.. it turns out.. that the shen gong wu i created with a load of time and effort did not win.. it turns out the second shen gong wu that i pretty much created in a rush won.. i was very surprised   I'll upload the pic one of these days after i get my scanner working..

well.. and loads of other catching up to do soon... hopefully another blog tomorrow....

well.. yesturday was my one year ann. but i couldn't go on yesturday.... but here i am now.. and i'll still be gone for a longer while.... classes are hard!!! tomorrow i have a midterm that i did NOT study for WHAT SO EVER.. cuz the class is stupid... the class is SPEECH.. the only test you have there is how well you give speeches. but NOOO we are doing it on terms and reading and crud like that.... and precal.. oh god.. alg.2 is too easy and precal is too hard.. wtf is wrong with the world??? in precal i'm CURRENTLY getting a D but i SWEAR it will get better.. i hope... high school classes are okay... college classes drive me nuts...

don't worry it's only temperary... for the next month or so.. maybe... too much school work..... and personal things....

Nothing new... except the fact that I may be failing classes this year.... big precal test on tuesday... don 'tknow anything... stupid english class.. history is okay... spanish.. i'm sucking so badly... and that's basically it..  

My life at school.....

I just wish that I do not exist in this world which my friends enjoy my pain and find amusement when I shed my tears of loneliness..

Why am I so alone? The world gives me so called "friends" but they treat me coldly... What the difference between being alone and having cold friends?

If friends are made to control your happiness, sadness, and loneliness by telling you what to do, then I rather not have these friends and my own be alone forever...

*this only applies to a few of my friends at school.....*

I will everyone what happened to make me feel this way on my next blog... which hopefully will be Thursday...

Okay... school started for almost 2 weeks now for me.. and things are really complicated.... on monday and wednesday i don't get out until 6:30... and other days i'm packed with homework.. so i doubt i'll be here every single day like i used to... now i think i'm limited to twice a week on this site.. (or on anything in general).. so yea....i'll be around when i can be around...