And man said, "let their be blu3!"

• 25Jan 13

  Don't Research Games, Obama. Research People.

  That is all.

  • Posted Jan 25, 2013 6:54 pm GMT
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• 29Jun 11

  No Corpse Here

  The more things change, the more they stay the same.

  I don't go on this site much, nor do I blog excessively like I once did. I have stopped writing about my daily doings for many years now, for reasons which are quite obvious: there is no reason. I have originally done it for attention, to become apart of a random group of people who loved games with endearing passion, which was something that inspired and transformed me. I loved games because of their appeal and their efforts to satisfy a young, underdeveloped soul. I love games now because I find potential in them as being powerful forms of storytelling; interaction is stronger than any fixed form of entertainment such as watching and hearkening a film or book. Interaction, simply, sucks you in.

  It's been a long two years, and I have now graduated high school, prepped and suited for college and beyond. I gained the garner to write for I decided, for nostalgia's sake, to look over my previous blogs from the very past, only to realize that this site has been an important part of me, literally. My childish writing, my exaggerated reports, my hilarious endeavor to gain attention-- things that portrayed my once upbeat attitude as a young teenager with the mind of an ecstatic kid who wants to show the world who he is. Within the deepest recesses of my persona, it still remains. I want to be heard and adored, but above it crushing lies shyness, fear and depression. I have become a downed creature but a wiser thinker, and I think the cause of it is the darkness that has consumed the world unto this day. The economy, the war, the bleak future, and the relationship with my friends bring damaged emotions, and I try my hardest to steel myself.

  The fear is both my death and the death of civilization. Death is unknown, and the unknown is usually feared. The only thing I can do as a young adult is to enter college and not follow the mistakes of the Mother. I play games and try to enjoy them, but it's very difficult when they are all... the same. The real thing that entertains me is luscious, inspiring music-- food to the ever active ears. As a man with a fantastical vision, I plan on becoming a programmer and a literary profession, for the reason being to make this vision come to life. I won't go into detail, but what I am planning is truly something grand and I hope I can create it before death.

  I just wanted to holler out to those who have forgotten me or still wonder about my presence. I am still alive, and demand to keep it that way. Give great prayers that the future will uphold the beautifully complex race that is humanity, and may humanity have many great centuries filled with hope and opportunity.

  Thank you, all. Really. And to Wildcat, if he still exists, for watching all my incredibly boring video blogs.

  • Posted Jun 29, 2011 4:02 am GMT
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• 3May 09

  Let There Be Blue!

  Sorry for my lack of updating, boys and gals'. What has been going on?!

  • Posted May 3, 2009 7:02 pm GMT
  • Category: General
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