my grandpa passed away last tuesday. i've been really sad. the funeral is this tuesday.

sorry i haven't been on here in a while. it's just been hard dealing with things4 the past 2 months.

i'm so scared. she is in the hospital. they said she'd be ok but why on christmas eve

i know this movie might seem a bit cheesy but i thought i'd post the video trailers. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iUgveDCPV_s

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4kvftvSuKS0

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NTwPCyGSsaU

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=d5fSy2wKops

Have you guys ever been on TV? even if it's a local station. i have but only on the local station. i was also on a commercial for a local park when i was in kindergarten.everythin will be a total of 4 times. i wanna hear your stories

 I know i didn't do this completely right so please put some suggestions for words that describe me if you know me pretty well

A is for Always caring

M is for Music and nothing else       

A is for Actress              

N is for Never selfish      

D is for Driven        

A is for Athletic

I know no one really cares for him but i think he's awesome. yesterday he had a concert at the savemart center in fresno. he was really good. he is amazing at playing the drums and he's funny. at the end of the show he ran back stage and put on a fresno state basketball jersey and came out and sang "you raise me up"

well tomorrow i'm goin to the father daughter dance at school.

here is the link to a luther vandros tribute by esmee denters on youtube. It's a beautiful cover of Dance with my father.:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xXVrnv7gnVQ&mode=user&search=

Here is a song that i really like here are the actul lyrics when Luther Vandross sings it:

Dance with my father

by Luther Vandross

Back when I was a child, before life removed all the innocence
My father would lift me high and dance with my mother and me and then
Spin me around ‘til I fell asleep
Then up the stairs he would carry me
And I knew for sure I was loved
If I could get another chance, another walk, another dance with him
I’d play a song that would never, ever end
How I’d love, love, love
To dance with my father again
When I and my mother would disagree
To get my way, I would run from her to him
He’d make me laugh just to comfort me
Then finally make me do just what my mama said
Later that night when I was asleep
He left a dollar under my sheet
Never dreamed that he would be gone from me
If I could steal one final glance, one final step, one final dance with him
I’d play a song that would never, ever end
‘Cause I’d love, love, love
To dance with my father again
Sometimes I’d listen outside her door
And I’d hear how my mother cried for him
I pray for her even more than me
I pray for her even more than me
I know I’m praying for much too much
But could you send back the only man she loved
I know you don’t do it usually
But dear Lord she’s dying
To dance with my father again
Every night I fall asleep and this is all I ever dream