- Rebel-Man
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14Jun 06
I am taking 2 classes over the summer. Environmental Science and U.S. History II. This will be the end of my college at this place before I embark on Christian Ministry in late August at my new college.
For some reason I can't find a job. I have applied and applied and nobody will hire me
Workout wise I am up to 126 lbs and can bench press around 135 and I have gotten bigger in size. Cowboy packs on some pounds
Things are far better and I am working to make them even better. I even have a girlfriend who I do believe is the love of my life Sure feels like it. Never felt this before
God Bless
- Posted Jun 14, 2006 8:53 am PT
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7May 06
Been a while sine I posted so what the heck: I got accepted into my new college. In my last blog I said that I was prevented and that did occur but i found a way to get in and they accepted me quite quickly. I'll be living on campus to pursue my new major.
Plus as I can tell I will probably make A's and B's on all my classes this semester. Which will significally increase my gpa.
Plus, I got a high honor request letter in the mail. The National Deans list wants me to be part of a special this year book with a biography of each person entered (they want me). That means I'll have to tell them something about myself and put myself into the national deans list published around the country. I guess I will enter myself since they requested me to be put in there.
Life is still stressful but I manage somehow. The LORD brought one person to me online that I can relate to. Very interesting how that occurred.
God Bless,
Chris
- Posted May 7, 2006 10:13 am PT
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19Feb 06Well Last night (Saturday 18 of Feb) I got into a fight with my stepfather and he is refusing to let me have his tax estimates for 2005 so I cannot fill out Financial aid for college unless I have this.
I got so upset I couldn't even write straight, talk right or stop shaking. If I can't get it then I will have to take out a huge bankloan to spread the Gospel.
I was listening to In Touch with Charles Stanley last night and obviously the LORD had a reason for him to keep repeating this passage:
"For I know the plans I have for you" declares the LORD, "plans to prosper you and to not harm you, plans to give you hope and a future. Then you will call upon me and come and pray to me, and I will listen to you. You will seek me and find me when you seek me with all your heart"----Jeremiah 29:11-13
And earlier before this happened I wrote this:
"Know therefore that the LORD your God is God; he is the faithful God, keeping his covenant of love for a thousand generations of those who love him and keep his commands"-----Deuteronomy 7:9
The next part was regarding ones who hate him.
I cried my eyes out going down the road thinking about not being able to do the Will God put in my heart. That right there hurts more than being hurt physically. The sole idea of not fulfilling my will killed me last night to think of. I'd be a total failure if I cannot fulfill this will.
Even though my stepfather is trying to stop me from spreading the Word (ever notice how an unsaved person or unbeliever has Satan-like qualities) I know I'll be upholded in the end and the ones who come up against me will get their payment.
Always know once Satan knows about a plan the LORD has for you. Be on a lookout! Satan will put every person, every family member, every friend who are unbelievers or unsaved in your path to bring you down.
God Bless
Chris- Posted Feb 19, 2006 9:31 am PT
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16Feb 06Lately much has occured.
Got a rocky road going on right now. I am overwhelmed by my own friends quite a bit to the point that I am almost ready to end what I have going on now.
My parents have threated to not fill out forms and if this happens my college career will officially be over because if I do not get the money I said I am dropping out completely.
Plus I am not feeling to well overall. I am just hoping for something good to happen.
Sincerely
Chris- Posted Feb 16, 2006 12:35 pm PT
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15Jan 06Howdy yall
Here is a list of my Spring lineup:
1. U.S. History - Pre 1492 - 1880
2. Pre Calculus
3. Psychology
4. Choices For Life
5. Spanish II
I had to retake the Pre Calculus class over because I made a D in it. It dropped my GPA from 3.7 to a 3.14 but I am not worrying because I know the LORD will uphold me in the end.
Its going to be hectic plus this will be my final year at my current college because I am going to be moving on hopefully to a private college to fullfill out my determined will.
I am filling out the financial aid since this will be a damper on me financially and I am getting transcripts, and documents ready. I am praying this all works because I'd be devestated if I can't complete this out.
So much occuring right now can make things hectic but I am trying to keep my head high despite criticisms I receive from others. My friends avoid me at all costs because I stand so firm with the LORD. But thats ok becaues I know there time is coming because the LORD won't dare let anyone else punishment of me go unnoticed.
I will post another blog later on how I was transformed a bit later on. Some may already know it.
God Bless
Chris- Posted Jan 15, 2006 10:02 am PT
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27Nov 05November 26th @ 11pm something happened in my life.
I was sitting down watching a good message on tv. Then I ramdomly opened up my Bible. It is over 800 pages with fine print and one passage randomly just stood out to me out of the blue when I opened it up.
"As a prisoner for the Lord, then, I urge you to live a life worthy of the calling you have received"
I did not know what this passage meant at first. So I went outside on the porch, got on my knees and asked the LORD what did it mean and guide me with it.
I told The LORD that many lately have been telling me to spread the Word for a living. So I asked the LORD since this has been burning inside me for a while. "LORD let me know if this is your will for me, if it is your will for me please let me see a lone star in the very cloudy sky".
I got up and looked above the porch top and there was a lone star with no cloud blocking it because the rest of the sky was dark and cloudy. It had a red glowy tint to it like no other directly above head.
I ran inside to get something then came back out and looked again and it was gone. The cloud was still not over there but the reddish star was gone.
The LORD moved the Earth as leader of the stars just for me and my destiny.
God Bless- Posted Nov 27, 2005 10:08 am PT
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29Oct 05Faith has kept me going this far.
I had a speech I had to do that many did not do super on and guess what I made? I made a 98 on the verbal and a 90 on the written so an A overall. The LORD helped me in this when I put my faith in Him.
When things look down look to the spirit inside you to renew your strength in Him. All you have to do is ask.
Everything happens for a reason the children of God and happens in accordance to glorify the name of our Father in Heaven.- Posted Oct 29, 2005 10:35 pm PT
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8Oct 05I am in my 2nd year of college. Taking so far in my semester Political Science, Spanish, Public Speaking, Pre Calculus and Health.
Not exactly the easiest bunch of classes but I am finding ways to get through them without worrying to death.
With all the due dates I have found the "Do Not Worry" is my most affective way to combat such stress. And a word of advice never take hard classes back to back.
Also with my upcoming changes I have made in life I actually approached a girl and told her "I love what you did with your hair, it makes you look very pretty" while I walked her to the car. With that I sense a phone number moment coming on very soon. All I have to do is put my worries behind and tell the pretty girl I like her a whole lot and potentially embark on something truly beautiful.- Posted Oct 8, 2005 11:28 pm PT
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28Aug 05The saved body of Christ's blessed hope is in Titus 2:13:
"While we wait for the blessed hope-the glorious appearing of our great God and savior Jesus Christ"
While we wait for him we must have patience endurance of the trials and tribulations of the world. The insults by friend, parents, relatives, outsiders is only temporary compared to an eternity of happiness that we cannot even describe. Imagine not having anything to pain over and worry about.
But for now that is our ultimate hope. We are forigiven, washed in the blood, born again saved followers of Christ. We are united church under Christ to defend the message of truth to all. We are the ones who will gain our inheritance in Heaven for our life we lived here.- Posted Aug 28, 2005 9:28 pm PT
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15Jul 05Friendship is a powerful thing that can lie within each of us. It gives something to look forward to and keeps us going.
For me this is my joy. My joy is to help others as I would want to be helped. I don't ask much for myself because love lies within the care bond between others.
I help my friends in any way possible. If they need money then I am more than happy to lend my money for them for their wellbeing. I offer encouragement for others to succeed and find Christ in there hearts.
I bear the pain they have myself. Which means I can know what they are going through to make it better. Sure it may affect my health and well being but love isn't based on my own self but the actions taken to ensure others hearts in the right direction.
I take time out of my own to talk happiness into them in any way possible. To make things just a little easier even if it is only a little bit at least it is something. Something positive to make them happy even if it has to kill me in the process it will be all worth the joy I will have knowing I could lend a hand for them in the end.
"My command is this: Love each other as I have loved you. Greater love has no one than this, that he lay down his life for his friends" -John 15:12-13- Posted Jul 15, 2005 8:32 pm PT
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