ya know......we really should stop meeting like this XD yeah I'm back for about 5 minutes. Just giving an update or two or three. I'm sure by now as you can tell I just kinda got bored with this place (who hasn't? ). Here and Gaia.

Me and Red broke up a few weeks ago. I'm not saying why, that's between us and it's staying that way. We still talk to each other though, just as friends do. It's weird and I still think about the fun times we had together, Hell, I still dream about us together at least once a week. We did have some fun times.....times I wouldn't trade for anything in the world and sometimes it hurts me to think about it, but I'll be alright. I mean sh!t happens. right?

I still haven't found a job yet. but I'm still looking. I"m not giving up yet. Something's gotta come along.......eventually.

I've found and been introduced to some new bands too. I've found more songs by Qkumba Zoo and Helloween. Someoen else I talk to has told me about Iced Earth and Flogging Molly. all are pretty cool. Flogging Molly I find to be most amusing and definitely worth a listen.

I've been dealing with a stuffy and runny nose. Thankfuly it's not gotten anyworse then that.....yet. Unfortunately some nights I also don't know if I'm gonna be hot or cold. I start freezing so I'll put on a hoodie, as soon as I get the hoodie on I start roasting. I have no happy medium.

That's all for now I guess. Till I have more to say...Later.....

hey, what's up? nothing too exciting here.

Went to NY back in August and had a blast. We went on a dinner cruise and to the falls and hung around Red's house. That's alwyas that week that seems to go by too fast and the week I never wanna go home. Even my mom lightened up this year on the texting while I wasn't home. She worries. yeah yeah I know. Can't wait to go back

Gettign over a cold too. It's slowly going away. YAY. The first few days sucked....it felt like I got kicked in the ribs by someone wearing steel toe boots and I didnt' leave the house for two days. (okay, so that's part of why, the other part is cause of my laziness).

and prolly my laast thought for a while. I got fired last week. For 2 spots on the toilet that you had to stick your head in the toilet tosee. SOOOoo yeah. I'm back at the beginning. yes I was slightly p!ssed in the beginnning, but I'm slowly getting over the thought of wanting to blow the hotel up and yes I still sorta wanna do it. I didn't even get a second chance and I got fired before my sister's slow friend.....WTF??? right? anyway, no need to worry, I'll bounce back somehow. Im used to being broke anyway.

actually this is my last thought. I'm sure y'all remember how long my hair was. I cut it. I wanted something new and shorter. I dontated waht they cut of to Children With Hairloss (that was my good deed for the day). I got it cut shoulder length...if ya wanna see it. here ya go

http://beautifullychaotic83.deviantart.com/art/a-new-look-136670334

hope ya like it. I can still pull it back up in braided pigtails so I'm happy

yeah that's it....I'm out again. byeeeee!!!!!!

hey, it's just me.

Not much going on here. Still working and all that stuff. The job was finally kind enough to hire 2 more people so now I get a break....I hope. Today is actually prolly my only real day off. Yeah I got called of on THursday but I was already awake so it doesn't really count. Crazy week.....and slightly annoying, don't ask.....

Spent most of my weekend watching the Harry Potter marathon. it ends today with Goblet Of Fire so yeah I'll be watching that.

Hope eveyone had a good fourth of july. Mine was fun though the fireworks were a bit lame. They scared the dogs like they do every year and I even ended up with all 3 of 'em cowering on my lap at one point. My sister's dog absolutely wouldn't calm down until I put him on my bed and he just stayed there all day, but whatever keeps him happy and calm. Poor little scared doggy. He was later scared again a few days later when someone shot off 2 bottlerockets.

Now I got family from FLorida,Pennsylvania, and North Carolina here and here I am sitting inside being anti-social. why? cause I have nothing in common with any of 'em. They're all around my parents age or older. What am I supposed to talk about with them? well my cousin and her husband are closer to my age but still, I don't have anything in common with them either. It's not like they even noticed I'm outside or inside anyway, they didn't even notice whenI walked in the door yesterday.

I'd also been hiding out online as well....for no reason in particular. Just though I'd take some me time and I thought it'd be a nice way to finish an odd week.

so I guess that's about it........till next time. Peace out y'all

so yeah....long time no hear. I figured some of y'all would at least like an update. I'll try and keep it short

so yeah...I still work at the hotel. It's been almost six months for me and 4 months for my sister. Two days for her friend. Been working six day work weeks for the last month and a half. I like the paychecks but I'm really hoping it stops soon.

Sister got her drivers license....thankfully before her friend got the job, so I wasn't stuck carting the both of 'em around. I'm sorry if it sounds mean but she's not my friend nor am I a taxi therefore I'm not responsible for how she gets to work.

Almost got hit by some idiot that doesnt know the difference between a red light and a green light. The next day there was an accident though. Today there were two accidents and slow trafffic...... I feel bad for the accidents but I'm starting to wonder just how far people really have their heads up their butts. Seriously get off the d@mn cell phone and look at the road.

Had to get my cell phone replaced. The buttons along the side decided they no longere wanted to work. Luckily i had a warrenty on it so they had to give me a new one.

Mood's been alright. Occassional irritation which maes me wanna hit something. in the last two weeks I hit a bottle return machine, the wall twice, and I punched a poleout side our shed. so now i have this huge bruise on my arm (I really dunno how I got that one), a bruise on my wrist, nand a hutge one going across 3 knuckles....yeah yeah..it's my own fault I know. (my mom thinks I got the one on my knuckles "accidentally" at work.....I sure as hell ain't telling her the truth)

I got to meet a band that I hope makes it big. Pillar of Autumn. Great bnd, look up their myspace. I jus bought their cd on Itunes as well. I has pictures with the band and autographs and all that, it was great

I think I covered all I wanted to say.......other then I'm going to New York again in August. I'm sure the majority of you know why already Can't wait for that trip. it's gonna be fun.

So Yeah....if this stupid site backsppaces any slower (hence why I eft te typos.....LOL I don't care anymore) Till next time I feel like popping in I guess.....later

hey everyone. been a while....at least a little over a week anyway. ah well. Nothing really happening here....same sh!t different day pretty much.

I' ve added to the library of books I have lately. My mom would kill me if she knew. A book called Drifting South and I got a free book for my birthday. My grandma even got me one for my birthday as well.....she got me Eclipse, the third one in the series for non twilight readers. I plan on reading that after I finish Life Mask which in a little over a week I'mabout half way through. It's a good book but I've been preoccupied with other things to just sit and read.

Still loving my little laptop......and getting used to typing with a smaller keyboard without hitting the caps lock button all the time. I still somehow type one letter off and get some amusing typos from that though

Work is going good....they've not fired me yet but I'm also doing better on my times and still doing a good job getting the rooms all nice and pretty. Seen some pretty strange stuff......specially one room that found it funny to leave a pair of underwear on the bed. Yeah eewwwwwww that was my first thought too. Good news is too that they've even hired my sister. She started two days ago and all I had to do was tell them that she was a neatfreak at home so she'd do great here. It wasn't a lie at all she really is a neat freak at home. But she seems to be liking the job and I even let her drive home today despite the fact that it was raining kinda hard. She did good though....still has some things to work on but she did good.

and for my final thought till i get more anyway.....the snow is finally melted and the weather is gettting warmer. meaning I can' finally start going walking in the park again soon to see what kinda pictures I can get. I might even try a different park instead of Heritage park. just to get some different views of nature anyway.

Till next time.....

http://blogthings.com/whatdoesyourbirthdatepredictaboutyouquiz/

Your Birthday Predicts You're Outgoing
Ever since you were born, you've always been able to have fun.
You find humor and joy easily. When things are rough, you are still optimistic. (I try to be anyway)

Your friends always inspire and delight you. You're always looking to add to your social circle.
You need to be around other people to feel truly happy and energetic.

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Really really hating this new "copy and paste" thing......

Later

(sorry, y'all gotta copy and paste this sh!t.........the site is really being not surprisingly retarded)