Hey guys !

How are you ? Well it's been a crazy week. Got my report card. 4 C's and 5 B's. My parents are okay with my grades I bought Queer as Folk season 2 on DVD. I love that show. I'm going out with Dai Wei today. We are going to see " Paranormal activity ".

I am exercising way too much this past week. All the stress from the homework and tests makes me tense so I just release all the tension into exercise which is good.

Lots of things to look forward to. Britney's new music video for " 3 " comes out today and halloween is tommorow ! I want to dress up as a vampire

Okay so I was thinking, and this is just an idea. Sometimes we get really busy. Like this week I had gym,school and friends all week so I couldn't post anything on here. I didn't have time but I really enjoy reading what's new with all you guys and I like telling you what's new with me.

So maybe we should all get a twitter. I mean whenever we are too busy to actually post a blog, we could just tweet something daily and that way we will always stay connected What do you think ?

Okay well this was a short blog ! I love you guys so much !!!!

Ola my sexylicious divas and hustlas !!!

How are you tonight ?

I have been having an awesome week.......( SARCASM ) Not only do I have the flu but I'm depressed as well and you know what I do when I'm depressed......I eat !!!!!!!

Everything is changing really fast which sucks basically. Theres so much happening at the same time and I can't really seem to keep up. It's like I just want to let everything go and just run away to some other land or something.

So basically I came back to Kuwait this year to find out that my friends Jessica,Amanda,other Adam and Amna have left.

Amanda was being abused by her dad. He hits her. So she ran away to her mother in America.

Jessica's dad lost his job so she and her family went back to South Africa.

Other Adam left to America.

And Amna's family decided to stay in Canada.

So I leave my family and friends in Lebanon to come back to Kuwait and find out that my closest friends have left without saying goodbye. I still chat with them for hours on Facebook and M.S.N but it's still not the same. I miss them so badly

So I had this argument with my friend Sue about three days ago. After I critisize Rebecka's pic on Facebook negatigvely, Sue loses it. Apparently she thinks my physical appearance isn't the only thing that changed about me during the summer. She said that my ego grew and that I have become a narcassist,skeptical,b!tch who thinks he can do anything he wants.

I was shocked when she said those things. I never really thought about it. I mean to me the only thing that changed about me was my hair color and my weight so I called up my best friend Fahad.

This is what he had to say " Your meaner this year and your inconsiderate to other people's feelings and sometimes your way too honest, ". So I was like whoa so it is true !!!

I need to change. I can't go back to the jerk I was in ninth grade. Ew I would never go back to the evil phase I went through. Popularity got the best of me before. I'm not going to let the fact that I look better change who I am on the inside.

So guess what. Theres this guy. His name is Clive. He came over to my house a couple of weeks ago. He's Indian and he's really cute and tall and stuff. Anyways he was just talking to me about the fact that I'm bi-sexual. He had all these weird questions and stuff. After hours of talking about it. He got up and took his shirt off. I was like what are you doing ? And then he said " Im sorry, was that not okay, ? " So I replied " It depends, why did you take your shirt off, ? ". So he just put his shirt back on and pretended like nothing happened. I mean okay I would have let it happen if he made a move but the way he did it. Taking his shirt off and then staring at me. It was just weird. I tried talking to him about it but he just avoided me. Probably felt embarressed about it. But he'll have to talk to me sometime. Were both in the band.

Speaking of the band. So far everything is going well. I'm practicing " You and me " by Lifehouse, " Never say Never " by the Fray and " Home " by Chris Daughtry and I might do a duet with Sue who's mad at me right now

So television !!!

Grey's anatomy is awesome this season ! Really upset about George though but the season feels different in a good way. Especially the merger storyline. I want to see more Callie and Arizona scenes and I hope we get to see some relationship drama between Lexie and Mark and oooh more shirtless Alex would be nice LOL

One Tree Hill is deffinately different this season. No Lucas and Peyton !!!! It dosen't feel like One Tree Hill anymore.

Heroes is finally going back to it's original format. I'm liking everything so far. Nothing really amazing yet but everything is cool. Really happy about Tracy being back and very excited about the Claire storyline. Heroes needs a gay character on the show.

Dollhouse started off okay. Not great but okay.

Can't wait for Lost !!!!!

Also during the summer I watched True Blood's second season. LOVED IT !!! I think I'm obcessed with Sarah Paquinn now. She is so hot and so talented. I love her !!! I didn't like Tara storylines this season though. I didn't like Eggs very much. The Dallas storyline was cool but the Maryann storyline was way too dragged out but all in all it was amazing and I can't wait for season 3 !!!

I was editing some pics on photoscape the other day and I made two Britney pics. One for her music video " Radar " and another one for her music video " If U Seek Amy " and a few others :

I also promised to show you a picture of my tatto :

Well anways, thats it for this blog post

I love you so much

and that something is you !!!

I miss you ! I miss you ! I miss you ! :S:S:S

Okay before you get all where the hell did you go ? and stuff, let me explain

I went to Lebanon for the summer and things changed completely. I had no access to internet there so I couldn't blog or visit the site but on the plus side last year was really rough and the summer was like a time of healing and it sure was.

I have so much to tell you like I got the weight loss balloon surgery and I have lost so much weight, I got a tattoo !!! I joined the school band

I feel so bad about not blogging earlier but I was just getting settled in after the summer. I'm in eleventh grade now. It's IGCSE's year

Also the gym and my social life and everything. It's been such a busy time and as great as my life is right now, something really missing like my happiness wasn't complete and that something was TV.com !!

I missed it and I missed you guys so much ! This place is my second home

So basically I'm back for good now and theres still so much to tell you and I can't wait to start reading what everyone has been up to

xoxox

Adam

x

Oh and by the way, how awesome is Britney's new single 3 ?! love it ! x

OLAAAAAAAAA !!

School's out for the summer !!! YAAAY SO HAPPY ! So much has happened since my last blog post. Mostly good stuff. Missed you all so much

I'll be back with a huge blog post later.

I love you

Hello my lovely friends !

This has go to be the most terrible week anyone can ever have !!!! I almost got a heart attack from all the stress. Okay I know I'm always complaining but I can't help it. Theres more and more drama every day and it just gets to me.

Sleeping with Ali ( 12 times ) has go to be the worst mistake I have ever done in my life !!!!! Ali calls me randomly out of nowhere two days after Fawaz and I break up and says " Hi Adam, I heard you and Fawaz split, I know somebody who wants to ask you out, ". I got excited and said okay. Apparently it was his cousin. After his cousin asked about 30000 questions about Ali and I he hung up.

An hour later Ali calls me and tells me his dad somehow knows about us. Turns out Ali's cousin was asked to spy on Ali and to find out what's going on in his life. That b!tch exposed us to Ali's dad. Ali's father lost his temper and almost beat up Ali. Apparently to Ali's dad, Ali being gay is like Ali being dead We then came up with a solution, tell him it was a prank. It worked but Ali's dad is still very upset and dosen't want Ali to come near me.

WTF ? So let me get this straight. I never wanted anything to happen with Ali ( Well in the beginning I did, he's hot ) but for some reason I get blamed ?

I was sitting at TCHE THCHE's with Adam when that happened. This British man came up to me after the hours of conversations me and Ali had trying to fix things and says " I heard you talking and I get it that your gay can I have your number, ".

He was so cute but I was so angry and not the mood so I said in the rudest way " NO !! ". The man frowned at me and walked away. Adam started laughing and I thought it was a bit funny too but I kind of regret it.

So yesterday I was searching online and I found this Gay Kuwaiti forum online and I added this 19 year old man's e-mail. We chatted for hours. He's smart,funny,sweet,considerate and cute. I'm going to meet him at the Plaza sheesha place this weekend. I know, I know...he might not be who he says he is but it's a very public space and I'm going with Adam and Dai Wei so I'll be safe.

Just when things were getting a little better I read that Samantha Who ? got cancelled ?! NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO !!!!!!!!!!!!

WHY ? WHY? WHY ? WHY ? DID IT GET CANCELLED ? I'm not saying the second season was amazing but it still deserved a chance.

So basically I have had a rough time but I hope this date on Thursday will change things !

I love you my friends

Hey guys !

My last blog post was very short but it's because I was really busy so I thought I'd drop in with some top tens and talk about my favorite shows

My top ten male actors :

10. Kerr Smith from Dawson's Creek.

9. Matt Le Blanc from Friends.

8. T.R Knight from Grey's Anatomy.

7. Dominic Purcell from Prison Break.

6. Neil Patrick Hariss from How I met your mother

5. Hugh Jackman from X-men and Van Helsing

4. James Maresters from Buffy the Vampire Slayer

3. Tom Welling from Smallville

2. Nathan Fillion from Firefly and Castle

1. David Borenez from Buffy,Angel and Bones

My tope ten websites :

10. Myspace.com

9. Surfthechannel.com

8. Tagged.com

7. Wikipedia.com

6.Yahoo.com

5. Buffyworld.com

4. Tvybythenumbers.com

3. Facebook.com

2. Youtube.com

1. Tv.com ( I LOVE TV.COM ! )

My current top ten movies :

10. Underworld

9. Blade

8. Terminator 2

7. Wanted

6. Amusement

5. Saw 3

4. X-men 2

3. I know what you did Last Summer

2. Mean girls

1. Scream 2

So I hope you liked my top tens

Dollhouse has been renewed ! Thank god ! I was so scared it wouldn't be renewed but YAAAY IT HAS BEEN !

Seriousley, the world Joss Whedon has created is amazing. From Buffy the vampire slayer and Angel's vampire magical world, to high up in space with Firfely now and now Dollhouse.

I'm hoping the second season gets really high ratings which is why we have to prepeare ! We have to spread the word about the show on different websties like Twitter, Youtube and Facebook.

This show has to go on ! It's brilliant

Chuck has also been renewed. I stopped watching Chuck a while ago. It got boring but now that there going to be a new season, I have to catch up.

Heroes's finale was WOW ! I loved it ! I'm so happy Tracy is still alive and more powerful. She's my favorite ! I loooove her

The Dollhouse finale was also brilliant.

I have to catch up with Prison Break. I know it ended. I have like 5 episodes to watch and then no more Prison Break

Bones has been renewed for 2 seasons ! YAAAY FOR BONES !

I haven't seen the Grey's anatomy finale yet but I cannot wait !!!

My new video :

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=E6JO2Ob1QBw&feature=channel_page

It's about the hotties of One Tree Hill Lots of eye candy in there. I hope you like it

Well that's it for this blog !

I hope you enjoyed reading it !

I love you all so so so so much

Hey guys !

Sorry for the lack of blog posts. I've been so busy !!! Exams, I'm revising alot which is good. Social life, dated Fawaz and then broke up and I'm happy about the break up Became friends with Jessica again but she left for South Africa forever !! I felt so bad ! I'm a guy ! Crying is embarressiing but I couldn't help myself

I'm trying so hard to fit my social life, my revision and my exercise together ! It's okay. I can manage.

Very exhausted right now. I'll post a big blog when I have the energy.

I love you and I miss you all so so so so much !

XOXOXOXOXOXOXO

Hello brothers and sisters !!!!!

I am in such a good mood right now. I am a bit hung over. Had 3 red bulls, coffe, smoked sheesha and this alcoholic drink called Sakey...it's Japanease. Yep what an unhealthy night I have had right

You see the thing is, this week has been tough. Bio test which I f*cked up with ridiculous answers, Maths test which I know I failed and gum stuck to my butt. Okay this was like the third time gum gets stuck to my butt and I'm starting to think it's not an accident. I also got gum in my hair when I was blonde. GRRRRR MEAN PEOPLE GRRRR

Remember my earliest blog posts ? The whole me popular/coming out and Ashton/Amanda drama ? It was a year ago ! It was the reason why I decided to lay low and let go of my popularity. Apparently the seventh graders want to annoy me because of the things they heard about me.

As you can see all this stress would lead to my crazy night tonight. I went out with Adam ,Selena ( I thought Selena has left forever but turns out she came back ) and Adam's sister. Before we went out, Adam ( the other Adam obviousley ) came over and we started drinking the drinks he brought. I did not know it was that strong. A few sips and we got kind of dizzy. Adam came up to me and sat next to me. The drink kind of turned me on so I touched his leg. He didn't stop me but so I did other stuff After like two minutes he was like WTF ?! I said what ? He said I'm not gay

I felt so embarresed ! The shock that came from him saying that sobered me up. After that incidence coffe was necessary. After a while he just forgot about it. It wasn't my fault I was drunk and tired and the whole not doing it with Ali thing has had a strong unexpected effect on me. It's normal right ? I'm fifteen. This sort of sh!t is supposed to happen......I think.

After the whole drinking at the house thing, we met up with Selena at Al-Kout. Remember when I told you in my previous blogs that I kind of liked her. Well I kind of do. I sat there, I flirted, she flirted and played hard to get. We laughed. She touched my hand and before we left she hugged me. Adam got pissed. Turns out he's crazy about her. God, I hope I don't get sucked into another love traingle. The whole Sarah/Nick/Me thing last year was enough and the Juliana/Me/Faisal traingle ruined my friendship with Faisal. NO MORE LOVE TRIANGLES !

When Selena left she needed credit so I gave her money for credit, people looked at her and thought she was a hooker That was so embarresing !!!!!

So, today was fun but very awkward at some points but I guess the more I do now the less learning about life I have to do later right ?

Fawaz ?! Yeah what happened to him ? Well he's graduating today so I guess our date has to get postponed for a while.

Gym boy ? He's looking extra cute lately, so yummy, man if only I could find out what his name is and not call him gym boy.

Jessica and Rebecka ? Still not talking to them.

Ali number one and Ahmad ? We are growing apart.

You know what ! This is life. Like what Peyton said in One Tree Hill " People always Leave "

I'm over the whole stress everything out drama I'm very good at. From now on I take it easy. Baby steps for everything. I need to suxceed in my studies and lose weight. Speaking of losing weight, the doctor decided I can have the surgery. Intra balloon thingy. It's not dangerous, it's a ten minute procedure and it dosen't leave scars. I need this guys ! I really do and I appreciate your support and concerns. I love you all so much

There was this " Izonica " thing at school which is kind of like a fashion show and my sister participated and she looked gorgeous and then after that she won second place in a swimming competion and she's my youngest sister and I'm so proud of her ! Shocked and proud !

T.v world

I still didn't watch the Heroes finale episodes. I can't wait to see them. I heard Tracy is alive and more powerful. That's awesome ! I looooove Ali Larter

Can't wait for Lost's new episode.

Dollhouse tommorow !!!!!

Amercian Idol ? GO ALLISON !!

Rewatching One Tree Hill !! Naley, always and forever !

Movie world :

THE UNINVITED : A story about a girl who's mother died in an explosion. The girl starts suspecting that her mother's death was no accident and somehow it's linked to her dad's girlfriend Rachel, who was her sick mother's nanny. Along with her sister she starts uncovering Rachel's dark past.

This movie has one of the most shocking endings ever. On the scare scale I would give it 8 out of 10 which is great.

Amusement : 3 girls, one mad man. Only one makes it out alive ! You need to watch this. If your scared of clowns,mansions and scary laughs then beware.

Not the best storyline but very scary. 7 out 10 in the scare factor.

I still need to watch :

The new X-men movie

The Fast and Furious four

Monster Vs. Aliens

Music world :

Busta Rhymes " Boom Boom Pow " remix is awesome.

Ahsley Tisdale with a hot new track " It's alirght, it's okay "

Check out Kate Voegele who was feautred on One Tree Hill.

LIFE TOPIC !!! : Boundaries !

Everything has to have boundaries. Everyone needs self control. How can you set boundaries for yourself and suxceed at sticking to them ?

Top ten :

Top ten t.v actresses :

10. Mischa Barton from The O.C

9. Courtney Cox from Friends

8. Holly Marie Combs from Charmed

7. Lisa Kudrow from Friends

6. Bethany Joy from One Tree Hill

5. Ali Larter from Heroes

4. Alsyon Hannigon from Buffy the vampire slayer and How I met your mother

3. Eliza Dushku from Buffy,Angel,Tru calling and Dollhouse

2. Katherine Heigl from Grey's anatomy

1. Sarah Michelle Gellar from Buffy the vampire slayer

Congratualtions to Ellen Pompeo and Sarah Michelle Gellar who are both pregnant !

Character of the week :

Seth from The O.C !!!

Show of the week :

Srubs !!

Couple of the week :

Izzie and Denny ! I looooved their relationship ! So epic, so beautiful, a love that goes beyond death. My favorite relationship on Grey's. I like Gizzie but I like Dizzy more. I don't like Izzie being with Alex for some reason.

Eye candy :

Robert Pattinson

The ladies of One Tree Hill

Beyonce ! Can't wait to see her movie " Obcession "

Dollhouse's Enver ! Please watch Dollhouse ! The ratings are dropping.

Prison Break's Dominic Purcell. I still can't believe Prison Break is ending

I hope you enjoyed this blog post !

I love all my friends !

Stay strong

Hey my friends !

I know that it's been two weeks since I last blogged or commented on your blogs ( I miss your blogs so much !!! ) but life has been crazy !!!! Seriousley, my life has been a mixture of the O.C,E.R and throw in some of High School Musical drama too LOL Let me tell you all about it !!!

Our school had Interational day about a couple of weeks ago. People who read my earliest blog posts would know what it is but for my new friends, Interntaional day is a day when the school gets stalls ready for every country or region. The students and teachers wear the traditional outfits and food from the countries will be set out infront of the stalls. Cool right ? Also there would be performances from the different countries.

You know what was awesome ? I won the best costume competition for my class. My mother designed the outfit in the designer shop she owns and everybody went crazy for it. I felt like such a celebrity. People were taking my pictures and little kids were getting autographs from me for their projects and stuff. It was the best thing ever. What rocked even more is my performance ! ( Okay I know I'm bragging but I just loooooooved International Day ) I remixed a traditional Lebanease song with " When I grow up " by PCD and Nadine,Kamelya,Faisal and I performed it. People loved it. It was also really cool to be doing something with Faisal again since we used to be best friends and we didn't exactly end things on good terms.

Something else happened on International day Something very very nice I asked out this boy from year 11 called Fawaz because I figured that the only way to get over the whole Ali drama was to get under someone else. I was going to ask out this girl from ninth grade to go out with me but then I found out she was like 3 years younger than me so I just freaked out and forgot about the whole idea LOL

So he was going to come over and we were going to watch " Cruel Intentions " I love that movie. Seriousley, Sarah Michelle Gellar and Ryan Phillipe are so hot ! Anyway I forgot to take his number, then he did not find my adress so I talked to him about coming yesterday but he had to go visit his grandma ! So sweet So I'm hoping he'll come over today. I'll give him a call after I finish writing this blog post LOL

Okay so I was rewatching the third season of One Tree Hill the Other day and it's like Peyton's room is amazing. I wanted the same one !!! So I started sticking stuff on my wall and I bought a punching bag, well okay the punching bag was more of a be ready for your next fight thing. Even though the Hamad fight was ended with a tie, I wanted to damage him alot more so this punching bag is the way to go and plus I really want to release my stress sometimes and this is the way to do it. Peyton had that punching thingy. So yeah, I decorated my room to look close to Peyton's and I wrote " People always Leave " and " People always Lie " on my wall to match some of the phrases Peyton had. I love Peyton. I really hope she comes back for the seventh season. You know who also should come back ? Rachel !!!! I swear, she's the hottest girl on television. I heard she was going to be in the new Harold and Kumar movie ! That would be so cool !!!

Love ? Okay so I recently watched the movie " Shelter " a gay love story between this boy Zack and his best friend's brother Shaun. It was just so genuine and real and I loved it and it's not like other movies. Other gay movies are just depressing. Like Piper Perabo's " Lost and Delerious " or " Get Real " or even " Prayers for Bobby " which was a very powerful movie by the way. I rewatched " Shelter 5 times ! I looooved it but it got me thinking. Will I ever find love ? I am a Dirzy boy. That's my relegion. Druze. I can't leave it and nobody can join it. I live in Kuwait far away from people who are in my relegion and I hopefully will go to London for college. What does that tell you ? What is the chance of me finding somebody to love and staying with them forever ? My parents want me to get married. What if I fall in love with a guy and not a girl. I don't even care anymore ! I just want love. I don't want meaningless sex. I don't want to go out on lame dates ! I just want to feel loved. I want to care for somebody. It's just depressing to think that I might never find love . It hurts and it's depressing. I know I'm only 15 but still.

Surgery ? Okay first don't get worried it's, nothing serious. It's just I'm not losing weight anymore. I have given up. My weight is destroying my personality. I can't take being fat anymore. So I am in talks with my parents about have a balloon surgery. I think it's the one that stops people from eating. My dad is a doctor and he's pretty much agreeing with my decision but my mom is against it and thinks it's not my decision to make. One of the many questions that popped up was " why can't you lose weight naturally ? ". I have been trying to lose weight naturally for the past 5 years. Not going to do it anymore. I am sick of it. I am so tired ! This surgery is the way to go with me.

I miss my friends ! I have been growing apart from Ali number one and Ahmad. I'm also fighting with Rebecka and Jessica. It's just those are 4 very important people in my life and I want to be able to talk to them and it's just so upsetting not to be able to I love the fact that I have you guys !!!!

WOW ALOT HAPPENED IN TWO WEEKS !!!! OH MY GOD ! :LOL:

T.V WORLD ? What's going in T.V world ?

Dollhouse is getting unbelievably good. The whole trying to escape to the Dollhouse storyline and the spy inside the Dollhouse thing were brilliant. Deffinately better than the first 5 episodes. Sierra and Victor are so cute together and Victor is yummy.

Grey's anatomy has been good but it just isn't what it used to be. I'm starting to get the feeling that this should be it's final season.

Heroes has been so great. Looking into Angela's past was so cool ! Who knew Angela was so pretty in the past. I just don't understand how she could leave her sister there like that. Her sister, Alice, is so creepy. I hope she's not the femal villain of volume 5. Tracy and Daphne are dead. It's so sad. Ali Larter's characters always end up dead in this show. YAAAAY for Micah being Rebel !

Lost has been surprisingly boring. After Sayid shot Ben ( The child version ) things get kind of lame.

Okay so I was browsing movies on the itnernet the other day and I went to the triologies section.

Which triology was your favorite ?

The " Underworld " Triology or the " Blade " triology ?

Okay since it has been very emotional lately, I have been writing some songs.

I don't play any instruments ( tried learning guitar but I broke the strings ) so I have to just make up a beat but the lyrics are okay. Give me your honest oponion.

The power of love

I think people understimate the power of love,
the feeling of love,
you wake up everyday to nothing but love,
to nothing but her or him,
mmmmm everybody wants that,
mmmmm everbody wants it,
mmmmm everybody needs it,
mmmmm mmmmmmm mmmmmmmm,
the power of love,
is one not to be underestimated,
the power of love,
is one not be taken for granted,
oh the power of loove,
is not one to be taken unlikely,
the power of love,
love,
please come find me,
you gaze out of the window,
you look high up in the sky,
you try to forget though,
it aint gonna be,
don't break,
don't break,
youll get it someday,
the power of love,
is one not to be underestimated,
the power of love,
is one for eternity baby,
the power of love,
the power of love,
the power of loooove,
come save me,
the power of love,
the power of love,
the power of love,
I need it,
I need it,
You go to sleep at night,
You wake up to nothing,
you cry,
wonderin if youll ever have it,
thinkin bout givin up,
the power of love,
is one not to be underestimated,
the power of love,
is one not be taken for granted,
the power of love,
a book yet to be written,
the power of love,
by the love bug,
I'm bitten,
come save me,
can't wait no more,
I tried but it's no uooohooohse,
you want it,
I want it,
oooooooooooooh,
the power of love,
the power of love,
the power of love,
I want to feel the power,
I want to feel it right now,
the power of love is one not to be understimated,
the power of love,
is one for everyone my baby,
the power ooof looove.

What did you think ?

The music world ! My top 5 current songs :

" Popular" by the Veronicas, " Radio " by Beyonce, " Mannequin " by Britney Spears. " Jai Ho " by PCD, and" Boom Boom Pow " by Black eyed peas.

Show of the week :

Dawson's Creek !

Character of the week :

Phoebe from Friends !

Couple of the week

Phoebe and Cole from Charmed !

Topic 6 : Love ?! What is your defintion of love ? Have you found love ? Is love too overrated ?

Thanks for reading you guys I know it's very long but I had so much to tell you !!!!!

Eye candy :

Yep Julian Mcmahon is yummy

Brintey Spears is WOW !

I love you my friends

Hi my friends !

Topic 5 : Lonliness. What in your oponion causes lonliness and how can we stop it ?

I love you my friends !

Ouch ! Oooops I mean hi

So you guys life is still reaching maximum suckiness but after finding things like " 91 deaths in Italy because of quake " and " Global Warming levels go higher " I start realising how stupid some of my problems might be. Putting things into perspective ! Great advice from Steph

Today emotions were running all over the place.

Heres a little summary :

In an effort to impress Rebecka and Jessica who I'm still fighting with by the way, Hamad calls me gay which isn't an insult for me but for some of the ill minded people in my class it is. He reffers to my weight which isn't such a big deal since I have been working out for 6 months now and then reffers to my hair which was previousley dyed but dyed back because of my parents. Long story short, we hit each other. He has a big scar on his face and I have a damaged nose and numb head. I think it was a draw but he deffinately threw more punches my way. I did more kicking We got excluded for three days. My parents reacted calmly about this which was weird. Anyway, I got hit and I hit back and even though physically that hurt, what hurt more was the fact that the girl I used to call my best friend, Jessica, didn't even care but you know what ? WHATEVER !!!! Situations like these really show you who your real friends are. I'm kind of happy that this happened. Hamad and I have been at each other's throats for weeks now so this was a good way to let it all out. No I'm not talking about the blood coming out from my nose and his face First time I've been happy after a fight.

Gym boy is starting to piss me off ! He sends mixed signals and I think after my dad chased him off with the car, he's really scared about making the first move

Rebecka ?! So over that b!tch.

Ali and Ahmad, previousley known as my closest friends ?! Do they still exist

Ali number 2 ?! He hinted he wanted to do it again so I shut him down. No more sex !!!

LOOOOL It feels so good to vent

I love having you as my friends

The previous topic was about survival and I had some great comments from that blog which I will post in my final " Life " blog.

Topic 4 : Violence ? Should violence ever be an opiton ? Does it ever have to occur ? What do you think about it ?

A question to all video makers :

I got my Laptop reformatted recently and for some reason whenever I put a video in my Windows movie maker it says " Closed down because of Data Execution process " . Now I can't make videos out of videos...only pictures I don't know what to do ! I went to the technician who did it and he was clueless and I tried changing the settings but it didn't work !! It's so upsetting Can anyone help me ?

RIP Andy Hallet !!! He was one of the greats and it's so sad to know that he's passed away but I know that he will live on in our hearts forever !!!

I love you my friends !!!!!!!!!

Hi my friends

By my status you can tell what a horrible week I'm having. Here's a summary :

Had sex with Ali and strings are getting attached. A fire got started in the girls bathroom. It was narrowed down to four suspects. My sister and her friend who kind of likes me, Ashley, and my best friend and the girl I used to be crazy about, Jessica and Rebecka. After 2 days of me fighting with Jessica and Rebecka because they tried to blame my sister, it turns out that it was none of them started the fire. I also got threatened by Jessica's mother because I threatened Jessica on Facebook. Another one of my crazy ideas was dying my hair blonde. I did it for myself and not anyone else. I got hassled and critisized and now my parents want me to dye it back becuse appartently boys shouldn't dye their hair. My mother finds something personal in the bathroom drawer so I tell her it's my dad's and things get ugly at home. I go crazy and start writing sh!t on my bedroom wall and then I went and worked out until my feet started to burn.

Is it possible for so much drama to happen in one week ? Stuff like that dosen't even happen on t.v shows ! This me breaking down is becoming a habit. I should not bottle my anger iup. I should pour everything out.

Horrible week

My week gave me topic 3.

Topic 2 was about the best ways to get over betrayal and I think we can agree that it all depends on how much you love the person who betrayed you.

Topic 3 : Survival. Life will throw all sorts of things at us. In your oponion what is the best way to stay strong and survive ?

I love you my friends !

Hi my friends !

Like I said in my previous blog, I'm going to centre my blogs around life issues.

Topic 1 was about living a healthy life. I got some great replies !!!Very helpful and very true.

From all the great comments, I gathered that, to live a healthy life you have to, exercise,eat healthy, stay away from drugs,nicotine and alcohol,take everything in moderation, and try not to stress all the time.

Topic 2 : Betrayal

I have been getting alot of that lately In your oponion, what is the best way to get over betrayal and move on ?

T.V world :

Dollhouse had a fantastic episode. Sexy,exciting and filled with kick a$$ action and also very surprising. Best episode yet

Grey's anatomy had an awesome episode. One of the better episodes of the season. Some episodes this season are simply craptastic This one was great. I hope Derek can save Izzie.

Movie fever !!! :

Terminator 4 and X-men : Origins, are on the way !!!

In your oponion which movie triology is best. X-men or Terminator ?

I love you all my friends

Ola mon amigos !!!

I thought I would change the style of my blogs for a while Making big blogs is fun but I thought I would try the " Life " blogs for a while Things we could discuss, things we go through every day.

First topic : Healthy life

In your oponion what is the secret to living a healthy life ?

Hey guys Natasha Richardson, a great actress and person, passed away last night due to a head injury from a ski accident.

I'm still shocked ! She was so beautiful and talented.

R.I.P Natasha....you will be missed dearly

Hi brothers and sisters !

How are you ? Good ? Interesting week for television right ?

This week was weird. Life altering actually. Learned things I didn't really think of before. For example, I learned that life is like a computer. Seriousley, think about it. God is the creator of the computer. We are the internet. Everything we want and need is a download and all the horrible stuff that happens are viruses. Life is a computer.

Ali number 2 is a virus. I need some an Anti-virus for him. We have sex and I thought there was no strings attached but guess what, he built the strings and now he has me tied up in them. I go to school. He hits on me again. My mind was wobbling. I was thinking about whether I should have sex with him again. After a while of thinking I came to solution. I'll have sex with him and then tell him that we are just having sex. Only when I told him that I wanted him to come over, he would follow me everywhere and call me so many times and I got annoyed so I snapped on the phone. I was like " Ali I'm not your boyfriend and I'm not your husband and I'm not your friend, we are just two people who are fullfilling each other's needs ". He just answered " Ok " and then he hung up. He was ready to come over and then I had second thoughts so I cancelled it and he got upset. He kept calling the next day and I just didn't answer. Also I kind of regret saying these things because sex would have been fun

Ali number 2 isn't the only virus in my life right now. Ali number 1 and Ahmad are also a problem to me right now. They are avoiding me,ditching me, lying to me. They for some reason think that because I'm bi I'm from another universe. Ali number one's behaviour is either because he's homophobic or because he's very unsecure about his sexulaity and he's trying to hide it by acting homophobic. Either way I spent the weekend alone. I didn't want to go out with Donna again since all she does is kiss her boyfriend. Selena left to the states which is sad, I'm going to miss her. Aundrey went to Dowey's house so I couldn't tell him to come over. Adam was grounded like every single week and Ahmad number 2 travelled to Saudi Arabia. Amanda isn't allowed to go out after her dad caught her making out wither boyfriend in her room.

So basically I was left alone. One of the reasons I was left alone is I am fighting with three of my close friends and for a good reason. Mrs. Ashton, the b!tchy buisness teacher told me to write on the board. When I got up, I heard Jessica,Rebecka and Hamad laughing. When I went back to my seat I asked Jess why she was laughing at me like three times but she ignored me. Fourth time I asked her. She and Rebecka snapped at me in a really high voice. They said " WE ARE NOT LAUGHING AT YOU ". I got mad. The whole class heard them shouting at me !. Remember how I used to be this spoilt,popular brat like a year ago and I started all this sh!t between Amanda and Ashton and Aundrey but then I changed. Well some of the bad boy stripes came back to me when I was creating a comeback for Jess. My exact words were " Why are you talking so loud Jessica, is that ***** still stuck in your a$$ ". Then Rebecka said " Shut up ". So I said " I wish I could Bekcka,but your so ugly words start hurling out of my mouth. Hamad tried defending them by calling me a fat loser so I looked at him and said " Hamad when you grow about 10 inches and hit puberty, you could come talk to me ". The whole argument was stopped by Sara who was sitting next to me. Rebecka is a girl I used to like. She made it real easy for me to get over her !!

They make me so mad. I was so mad that I spent the week eating comfort food and not going to the gym and also I didn't even open a book and study anything. I fell down from a pefect diet plan and study plan and a perfect life where everything fits together like a puzzle. But I'm not staying down for long. I'm going to stick to my scheduele and that's it. I'm not going to let anything bring me down. This is one of the other things I learned from life, I'm too strong for any little thing to bring me down. All I gotta do is fight the virus and continue downloading what I want.

Gym stalker ? Not much to say about him really. I don't think he qualifies as a stalker anymore. Too bad my dad scared him. He's getting cuter every day. he got this haircut and removed his small unibrow and he looks WOW !!

LOOOL when I start babbling about my life I don't stop. It's because I feel so comfortable talking to my friends here on TV.com. Your all so awesome in your own ways. I love you so much.

Tv this week has been kind of good and kind of bad.

Grey's anatomy was not good this week. I don't enjoy Grey's anatomy anymore. Derek going through the drunk and " I'm going to quit " phase is not something I like to see and the way he threw the ring....major jerk ! Izzie has cancer. She tells Christina because she thinks Christina is a robot which is very mean of Izzie to say. If Izzie dies I'm not watching this show anymore. I told myself I'm going to stop watching when Burke left, I told myslef I would stop watching when Addison left, even if it was for a spin-off and now if Izzie dies...no more Grey's. The show changed so much ! It's so much darker and depressing and it's like the storylines are always the same and the actors are always doing something they did before. It gets boring after a while. The Izzie cancer storyline is the only thing they have going for them but if Izzie dies, they are going to lose half their audience. It's bad enough George is getting so little screen time. I didn't like it this week !!!

Heroes was cool this week So happy we finally saw Tracy I was really beggining to miss her. We kind of got a hint that rebel was working with Nathan. Danko gets fired * YAAAAY * but he gets mad and throws Nathan through a window and finds out that he could fly. Danko's men go after Claire but Nathan was there to save her. I liked this episode. I think it's the second best of this season. Also Elle was mentioned in this episode. I miss Elle, she would have made a cool character in volume 4. We saw Sylar's father in this episode. I didn't like him. Old,selfish and very boring. I'm glad he's getting a slow painful death.

American Idol is making me really mad. First they disqualifiy Joanna Pacciti. Then Kristen McNamara is voted off and now Jazmine Murray ?! This is so upsetting Now I'm rooting for Adam Lambert and Alexis Grace. I think the real competition is between these two.

I watched Reaper this week. Not interesting in any way. I almost fell asleep watching it. I enjoyed it in season one but I guess it should have just been a mini series.

I downloaded Castle and Dollhouse but I didn't watch them yet. Lost is on a break I seriousley can't wait for the next episode.

Since I have a new schedule I can't fit all my shows in it so I dropped alot of shows. I'm going to watch them on DVD when their current seasons are over.

Show's I'm watching : Heroes,Lost,Castle,Dollhouse,American Idol,Grey's anatomy,Private Practice,Star Academy ( The Arabic version ), Smallville, Secret Diary of a London Call Girl.

Shows I dropped : 90210, GG,Chuck,House,Supernatural,Bones,HIMYM and Desperate Housewives.

Shows I'm rewatching : Dawson's Creek season one, One Tree Hill season 2, Roseanne season 9.

OH MY GOD ! I watch too many shows

Anybody listening to music lately ? I watched Britney's new video. She looked hot and everything but I didn't like it that much. Her videos used to be so inventive. "Womanizer " was hot and remember how good " Toxic " was but this video is so plain and and simple but she pulled it off.

Also I'm listening to alot of Gavin Degraw. " Chariot " and " I don't wanna be " are the best songs ever. Kelly Clarkson's new album is hot !!! " Already gone " and " If I can't have you " are my current favorite songs.

Speaking of music, my singing is going great. I'm working on my vocals and everything I have a guitar which I never used before but I'm going to start learning some music so YAAAAY

T.v couples !! Aren't they great ? Here are my top ten t.v romantic moments :

10. One Tree Hill : Nathan and Haley first kiss.

9. Angel : Coredlia and Angel make love in season 4.

8. Charmed : Piper and Leo's wedding in " Hell's Bells "

7. The O.C : Ryan and Taylor's first kiss in season 4.

6. The O.C : Seth and Summer's wedding in final episode.

5. Grey's anatomy : Izzie and Denny's first kiss in season 2.

4. Grey's anatomy : Meredith's " Picke me speech " she made to Derek.

3. Friends : Chandler's proposal to Monica in the season 6 finale.

2. Veronica Mars : Logan tries to rescure Veronica and then he kisses her.

1. Spike and Buffy. Now I have three moments for number one a) Buffy and Spike's kiss at the end of " Ounce More With Feeling " Spike and Buffy's hands turns into a flame in " Chosen " and the speech Spike made for Buffy in " Touched " .

What are your favorite romantic moments from television ?

Would any blog post be complete without Eye candy ? :

Don't you just love Britney Spears ?

Dollhouse's Dichen

Don't you miss Firefly ?

Can't wait for " The Prince of Persia "

One Tree Hill's Michael Copon

Private Practice star Kate Walsh ( I love her !! )

Character of the week :

Lost's Locke !

Couple of the week :

Marrissa and Ryan from The O.C !

I hope you enjoyed my blog post

I love making blogs for great friends like you

I love you all so much !!!

God bless you

Always smile ! A smile can fix everything

If you give up you might not get a second chance so always fight for what you want so you can suxceed

xoxoxox

Hey !!! OH MY GOD I MISSED YOU SO MUCH !!! AAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHH HARDESTT THING I HAVE EVER DONE !!! NEVER TAKING A BREAK FROM TV.COM AGAIN !! NEVER EVER EVER EVER EVER EVER EVER EVER EVER !!!! I LOVE YOU SOOOOOOOO MUCH

First I want to say thank you for all the sweet comments on my previous blog post Y'all are awesome

WOW I have so much to tell you So much that I have a feeling this post is going to be the largest yet It's amazing how things change in a week and a half right

I did all my tests. I am pretty sure I'm getting a B or higher Biology was easy. Reproduction,Pregnancy and Birthcontrol. I studied my a$$ off and I did exceptionally well. Physics was also simple. Specific heat capacity and the Gas Laws are easier than I thought. My Buisness project is taking alot of time mainly because, remember how I had a fight with Mrs. Ashton in Biology and she kicked me out and she's my Buisness teacher so she wouldn't let me come into buisness, now I don't have a partner and it's hard for me to do anything without a partner since the project includes me interviewing my partner and comparing stastics so I went up to her and I was like Mrs. What do I do ? She's like find a partner but everybody is already taken so I don't know what to do now Also in my school life, I'm having problems with English. I am the number one student for English in grade ten. I am three essays and two assignments ahead of everybody. I am a good reviewer,writer but apparently I have a problem with summaries !! Everything until now was easy for me to do when it came to the English writing but I have a problem with writing summaries. Mrs. Banergee ( My English teacher ) says and I quote " You don't jump right into the subject and you carelessly ignore the main idea while adding your own information, when it comes to summaries you need practice and you need to add valid points instead of going on and on about meaningless points, " so I looked at her and said yes. I am trying to do better in school. After getting threatened to get exluded by Mrs. Holt, I don't think fighting with Mrs. Banerge will help me

So when it comes to school I am shaking from side to side and all I have to do is study. Instead of taking breaks from t.v.com and having to pick either hanging out with my friends or exercise or study, I made a timetable which will make my life alot easier :

From 8 am to 2 pm is school. From 2 to 3 I have lunch. From 3 to 4 I relax and do whatever I want. From 4 to 6:30 I do homework and study. From 6:30 to 7:30 I do what I want. From 7:30 to 8:45 I go to the gym. From 9 to 10 I eat dinner while watching whatever I want.

Thursday is the last day of the school week so that's my free day.

I feel thrilled about this program because now everything can be organised without me stressing all the time.

Hmmm....I did alot of stuff this week. Like for example I went out yesterday and it was so f*cking boring !!!!

I usually go out with Ali,Ahmad and Mohammad on the weekend but turns out Ali has his cousin's wedding and if Ali dosen't go Ahmad dosen't go. Aundrey had a basketball match and the other Adam is...I have no idea where he is. Amanda is grounded and I never hang out with Jessi and Becka out of school and Fahad isn't asnwering my calls for some bizzare reason. So instead I went out with 4 people I never went out with before. Part of my " Try new people " phase .Donna,Selena,Yuonijin and Lasse. Donna had a date and she wanted us to come with her. We went to Egaila beach and we sat there while Donna made out with her boyfriend. I got so so so so so so so so so so bored !!! Until Selena started talking to me. She's such a sweet girl !! She's fun,pretty,smart and bi like me. I started to really like her but she's moving back to the states. It's sad really. We didn't get that much of a chance to get to know each other. After that I got so freakin bored again so I just told my dad to come pick me up and I went and ate Mcdonals and then bought some movies. I bought Changeling which I'm going to review. Extreme movie which looks hilarious and The International ( I love Naomi Watts !!!) . So my day wasn't that bad. The second part of my fay anway.. The first part stunk and I'll tell you why

The first half stunk because.......This whole week was filled with romance crap. Rebecka is starting to kiss me on the cheeks whenever she sees me. Either she likes playing with my heart or she's plain stupid. The guy I like litteraly came closer to my face and told me I had great eyes. So I get over him and then he says something really sweet while having his face not more than half an inch away from mine, and with all the tension between me and the guy at the gym and all, it's like will all the craziness ever stop ?. I was also watching Queer as Folk and the L word the other night and I just really wanted a relationship real bad. I want somebody I can love. Somebody to play wtih my hair and kiss me and make me feel better when I'm sad but instead I had sex with the wrong person in the wrong place and at the wrong time and I feel horrible about it. Theres this guy Ali ( No not my Ali and not Donna's bf Ali) Another Ali who's in my I.C.T lesson He's always flirting with me and making moves like rubbing my arm and I always knew he wanted it but I am not a s*ut. I am not going to do it with anybody who wants to do it. I have had enough sex in my life to know the difference between sex for the right reason or sex so I can feel better. What I did yesterday was number 2. Comfort sex ! Seriousley ?! Why did I have to do it !!! So anyway he sits next to me in I.C.T. Something was wrong with the internet on his computer so he had to share mine so he kept rubbing my leg. I was so emotionally exhausted from the whirl pool that is called my love life so I thought why not ? . I met him at break and we did it in the toilet. I know some of your are thinking why is he telling us this ? but the truth is if I tell my other friends they are going to start judging me and if I tell my other friends they might tell other people and I can't talk to my parents because they have no idea about me being bi. SO after we were done. Ali got all angry all of a sudden and started thrwoing up. So after about five minutes I asked him what's wrong. He told me it was his first time. I freaked out and walked out of the toilet. You know what's even more scary ?! If someone heard us or if there were cameras in the toilet. That would lead to a very crappy situation because it's a school toilet, but hopefully it won't go that far. So anyway that was the most horrible sexual experience I had in my life and it's not going to happen again. NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER EVER !!! From now on I go on five dates before I even kiss a person....that's it !!!

That was the horrible highlight of the week . Something great that happened to me this week was me losing weight Since I got back to my old workout three weeks ago, I have lot about 17 pounds in three weeks which is unbelievable but I am working out really hard and my food has been cut like 40 percent. We eat to live, we don't live to eat. That phrase gives me motivation

Okay so enough of my life

Been watching so much lately and I want to review every single thing :

T.V show episodes :

Lost had a great episode. Downloaded it and I watched it yesterday. We see what happens to Sawyer and everyone after Locke turns the weel. The time travelling stops but it was too late for Charlotte. Turns out now Juliet and Sawyer and everyone else are stuck in 1973. After saving a woman by killing two men from the others, Sawyer and them were taken to the Dharma initiative where they were questioned. Sawyer convinces the intiative that he's the captain of a boat that was going to Tahiitii. The intiative decides to let Sawyer and everyone go by taking them to Tahitii but after Sawyer saves everyone from the others, the plan changes. Three years later Saywer and Julliet are together. Julliet delivers a baby on the island suxcesffuly and the Oceanic six return. I am still shocked Did Lost acually have a happy episode ?! After a season which begun in tears and sadness and absolute heart ache, now the light has shined and we had ourselves a fun to watch, great episode !!! The episode kept swining back and forth of a period of three years. Half the episode was Three years earlier and half the episode three years later. I couldn't say much about the excitement since there was no excitement in this episode but it didn't need to be exciting. As much as I like the Sawyer/Kate storyline, I am loving the Sawyer/Julliet one ! The writers just attacked the whole Sawyer/Kate thing and gave it to us just like that but they took their time with the Julliet/Saywer plot and it worked. The episode ended with the oceanic six returning. Superb episode. Not exciting and not really the type of episode you would expect from Lost but I loved it. I love being mean when reviewing Lost episodes because the writers always push the plots too far but now it's really hard for me because this season is really good

Heroes had yet another mind blowingly stunning episode which kept me standing on my toes ! This episode went in three directions. Matt and Peter attack building 26 in order to save Daphne. Peter burrowed Matt's mind manipulation power. Together they owned the building and searched the computer for information. They find out Daphne was moved to a medical facility but got something more valuable than Daphne's location. A tape which had the footage of the capturing of all the Heores. This could bring Nathan down. Peter was able to escape but Matt was captured. I enjoyed this thrilling twist. Certainley gave me the excitement intake I like and made me go " GO MATT AND PETER !!! KICK THEIR A$$ ". Suspensful and really does give Heroes it's edge back. Really states that this show isn't afraid to make things as crazy as they want because they know they can pull of anything. Also in this episode. Sylar and Luke continue the search for Sylar's father. Sylar finds a diner and the meories start pouring back into his head. He remembers his dad selling him and then he remembers his father killing his mother. At that point Sylar is convinced that he has to kill his father. Luke is left behind. That pissed me off !! There is so much chemistry between Luke and Sylar !! There was a great chance of a gay storyline Lets hope Luke comes back. The third storyline and the one I enjoyed the most was the Sandra/Claire/boy who breatheses under water storyline. It was funny and sweet and kind of exciting. Plus the kiss was hot I saw a side of Claire's mother I haven't seen before. About the kiss, Heroes rushed the Claire love storyline, they should give their plots more time. Although volume 3 was awesome, their mistake was rushing everything and not working on what they had and I really hope they don't do the same with volume 4. In the episode Matt and Peter are helped by Rebel. They try to confuse us about who Rebel is but I am pretty sure it's Mikah. After all these things happen...you get the idea that this is what Heroes has to offer for this episode but you were mistaken. Peter arranges a trade with Nathan. The stolen footage for Daphne and Matt but the hunter disagrees and ends up shooting Peter. Nathan saves Peter but Peter betrays him and the footage is shown to all of America. Serious revelations in this episode. Heroes has delivered what we wanted. The episode ends with a drugged Matt who's about to explode. Excitement ? YES !!! Romance ? Just the right amount Humor ? Scattered all over the episode making it sweeter and lighter on the eyes ? Storyline ? A bit chaotic. Moving at the speed of light but it's working 8 out of 10, I enjoyed it and can't wait for next week's episode. The only thing I'm hoping for is Tracy,Hiro,Ando,Daphne and Luke being in next week's episode.

Dollhouse had a spectacular episode. Echo is imprinted with the personality of a woman who can sing and by nature is very protective over Reina(The spoilt pop star who hired her). Echo was put on this job so she can protect Reina from a physco maniac who's planning to kill her. . Reina has a concert and it's Echo's job to protect her but she and Reina both think she is just a backup singer. Things go deeply wrong when Echo finds out that Reina wants to be killed by her stalker. Echo isn't the only active on the job. Ciara is imprinted with the personality of Wardra. Reina's number one fan. Things move slowly in this episode leading up to a action packed scene. in which Echo scares Reina to her very soul and gives her a new perspective on life and saves Wardra who has been kidnapped by the stalker. Echo is now considered a threat to the Dollhouse by one of the big shots working in it because he suspects she goes off task and thinks outside the box. Also agent Ballard is shot in an attempt to find out where Dollhouse is. Fantastic. Joss Whedon never lets me down. Eliza's acting wasn't that good in this episode. I saw alot of similarities to Faith in her character. She's never going to be " imprinted " with another suxcessful role if she sticks to her " Faith ****" like she did with Tru calling. I'm glad the show has powerful writing. I especially liked Reina's " I want to be free " speech. Also the " Shave your head " thing Echo said was kind of a remainder that Joss is back to television and so much has happened since he left like Britney shaving hear head I'm so happy that this show is using the shock factor and making our hearts stop. Like when Reina got hit by the chair or when Echo throws Reina off the roof in that room. As a whole this episode was great with a few scratches but the few scratches did not take away from the spectacularness

American Idol was cool. I'm happy about Adam,Alexis and Lil Rounds ! But I want Kristin to go to the next round

Now for the movie reviews :

The reader,Underworld 3, and Changeling.

Undwerworld 3 : Vampire princess secretly in love with a Lycan. This Lycan is very obedient to her father but when he's treated badly for disobeying her father even though it was to save his daughter, he's punished so badly, so he plans an escape. A tremendously large war between the Lycans and the vampires is on the way but will the Lycan and the vampire ever be together. ( LOL practicing on making my summaries better ). The movie takes us back thousands of years before the times of the first two movies. Deffinately less romantic than the first two. I didn't feel the chemistry between the vampire Sonya and Lycan Lucian. Deffinately action packed. There was way more action in this one than the first two and the the events in the last half an hour of the movie were very shocking ! I recommend this movie to all vampire fans. If your looking for a thriller movie with romance playing a big part then this movie isn't for you. 6 out 10.

The reader :The story is set in Germany during the second world war. A 15 year old boy falls in love with a with a woman twice his age after she helps him to his house. The crush turns into a sexual affair. The woman loves the boy reading to her. Apparently she can't read but this boy reads passionately and she enjoys listening to him read before they have sex. Out of the blue the woman leaves and the boy is heartbroken. Years later, the boy becomes a lawyer but the first case he watches is about guards who let people burn down in the church. One of the guards is the woman he fell in love with. The woman is then said to be guilty and is set to be imprisoned for life but it's not justice because they say she wrote some report on her own which would make her guilty but the boy knows she can't write and he's afraid of telling the court because then the woman would feel ashamed about the affair. The story turns into something beautiful. The woman had such an effect on the boy's life. I'm not going to ruin the rest of the movie but I have to say that although I wasn't very happy about Kate winning the oscar,but she deserved it. I cried throughout half the movie. It's just so tragic. I loved it ! 8 out of 10.

Changeling : Set in 1920s. Christine Collins comes home from work to find that her son is missing. She contacts the police. After the police find A bo, he is brought back to Christine. Christine is shocked to find out that he is not her boy but after trying to tell the LAPD, they kept trying to convince her that he is her son. She starts a case against them but they take her to a mental facility. After a policeman finding out from a boy that children were being murdered by some crazy man, It all becomes clear that Christine's boy was actually kindapped and that boy isn't her son. A powerful movie. The acting was powerful,the writing was powerful, the music was powerful. You get taken on an emotional ride of sympathy and sadness and tragedy. This movie is one of the best movies that came out last year in my oponion and Anjelina did a perfect job. 9 out of 10.

HR 3 results !! :

Hotties rumble three was a fun thing I came up with. Thanks to all the people who took part. I love you

The results to the third and final hotties rumble :

10.Jensen Ackles : 3 votes

9.Heidi Klum : 0 votes

8. Paul Rudd : 1 vote

7.Megan Fox : 1 vote

6. Leonardo Diccaprio : 1 vote

5. Anne Hathaway : 4 votes

4. Hugh Jackman : 2 votes

3. Jennifer Love Hewitte :2 votes

2. Enrique Igleseas : 2 votes

1. Alyssa Milano : 1 vote

Anne Hathaway wins !!!!

What's hot in music ? :

In my oponion the hottest song out there right now is Britney's " If U seek Amy ". I'm learning a dance routine for it

Dollhouse :

I hope you enjoyed my blog my friends I know it's really long

I love you all

God bless you

No matter how hard life gets you can always find the solution to your problem with patience

Hello my gorgeous friends....I love you !!

This week is filled with tests. I have a Bio,Phy and Chem tests. Plus a Buisness project duein a couple of days. I can't let my grades slip like they did before so I'm going to pull myself together and work is hard as I could because well my future starts now.

Also I'm getting back to my normal fitness routine and as fun as it is, it's also really tiring. So I have alot to deal with this week in addition to other things which I will tell you about in my next blog post.

So I'm going to take a short break. I'll come back to the site on Friday or Saturday. I tried to comment on all of your blogs ( I love reading your blogs so much ).

Also I'm putting off all my shows until Saturday so I'm guessing Heroes,Lost,Dollhouse,Grey's anatomy and Private Practice will all have to wait until Saturday.

When I come back in what...four days ? I'm going to write a review for Kate Winslet's movie " The Reader " and Rhona Mitra's " Underworld 3 ".

If you want,you could still vote for a hottie in the hottie's rumble three which is the final hotties rumble by the way in my previous blog post.

I'll miss you all so much See you when I get back

God bless you

Hey my friends !!!

How is everyone ? Life ? Mine is stable. How is yours ?

Life ? Stable ? Last week it was so far from stable I almost threw up from the lack of stability. The whole daddy VS. Stalker thing and the Mrs. Ashton almost getting me excluded really shook me but I survived thankfully.

This week is alot better. Heres a summary : Daddy did not go to Parent's night so he wouldn't have to see Mrs. Ashton and the guy finally showed up at the gym but things got awkward. Things are getting heavily annoying between me and my friends because I am sick of their immaturity and if Ali keeps bothering me about the fact that I'm bi I am seriousley going to have to knock his teeth out so I have taken a break. It's Kuwait Liberation day holidays so I get a week to study,watch my shows and relax on my own. Only the only thing I'm doing is watching shows

My sister's friend, Ashley seems to have a crush on me and her way of telling me is her asking my sister if I could teacher her how to kiss. So Ashley litteraly went up to my sister and said, I want to kiss your brother. So you know what I think. She's cute but she's a year younger which isn't that big of an issue but she's so immature so I guess she's not on the " People I wanna date " list anymore.

Dancing and rugby are obviousley cancelled this week because of the holidays so I resorted to singing. Most people say I have a good voice but I always like to practice instead of flattering myself Right now I'm learning the Spanish version of " This is me ", a beautiful song by Demi Lovato and it goes something like : lo que soy, esta ca, exatemente LOOL I don't know all the lyrics yet and I am seriousley inspired by Spanish songs even though I don't understand them, they are always so beautiful. I'm also writing a song called " I don't give a f*** ". It's supposed to be an angry song with great vocals and I'm working on it but it's kind of hard since I can't really find the right beat.

Since I did bad in my exams. I'll have to take summer lessons. What I found out was that by doing my IGCSE's next year. It will give me more of a chance to get into better colleges so my parents and I, are in talks about which country I should go to. My mother and sisters say Lebanon but I don't want to get sucked into Lebanon's political issues which you will get sucked into if you go down there. Some of my friends said Dubai but I lived in Kuwait for fifteen years and I'm still living here, and it is kind of like Dubai so I want to expand my horizons and pick a counrty that would give me new experiences. My life long dream is to study in London. That would be beautiful !!

Shows !!!

So there are basically alot of shows airing but I can't catch up with all these shows so I dropped some of them. What I mean by dropped is I'm going to wait for these shows to get to the end of their current seasons to watch them. The shows I dropped are Bones,Supernatural,Gossip Girl and 24. It's just too much drama intake and I'm just going to wait for their current seasons to be over and watch them then.

Shows I'm watching : Heroes,Dollhouse,Lost,Grey's Anatomy,90210,One Tree Hill,American Idol, and The secret diary of a London Call girl.

Old shows I'm watching : Queer as Folk ( I'm done with the first season, I love this show ), The L word,Roseanne and rewatching Dawson's creek and Friends.

This week in T.V world :

Heroes was alright. It wasn't as exciting as the previous episodes but I liked it. Many characters weren't in it which gave others like Matt some screen time. There was boring flashbacks but exciting face offs. All in all it was great.

Grey's anatomy had a very touching episode. I really didn't expect Jen to die. I loved the fight between Derek and Mark and I really want to see more of Addison in the future. Arizona rejecting Callie made me laugh so hard.

Lost was okay. It wasn't exactly great. Kind of boring actually. The plane scenes weren't suspenseful like they should have been. I wanted to know what happened to Ben and why he was beaten up and by who. I also want to know who those two new characters are. So basically all this episode did was give me more questions and a laugh. The laugh came when Jack had to put his dad's shoes on Locke's feet. So it was alright but not exactly super.

Dollhouse was the best show this week in my oponion. Seriousley loved it !!! The storyline,the acting, the suspense, the sexiness of the cast and the dialogue. Everything is beautiful and everything is brilliantly done and I am seriousley falling in love with this show and I strongly believe that with the support of everyone this show could make it so please check it out or watch it on Hulu.com which will help it and tell your friends about it if you can please please please ( You can see how passionate I am about this show ) because I don't want another great show to be cancelled like Firefly and if Dollhouse gains viewers then maybe the Terminator will get some too. So please help this show. It is amazing !!!

The Oscars ? Kate Winslet deserved it but I was kind of hoping Anne Hathaway would win. I don't like Sean Penn and I hated his speech, I guess it was just boring to me. I was so happy for Heath Ledger !! Yaaay For Wall-E Beyonce and Hugh Jackman looked hot !

So I was thinking the other day. I watch all these shows but which ones are my top ten ? :

10. Prison Break

9. The O.C

8.Charmed

7.Torchwood

6. One Tree Hill

5. Friends

4. Heroes

3. Grey's anatomy

2. Lost

1. Buffy the vampire slayer and Angel share this spot

This is my current top ten list of shows. The number that has never changed is number one and I doubt it will ever change.

So I was at the gym yesterday finally back to my old workout since I have been cutting hours of my exercise plans. Now I'm back thankfully. I have to get back into shape. So anyway I was listening to music and I realised how much similarities there are between two girl groups PCD AND G.

PCat Dolls and Girlicious !!

Now I know both groups are brought by the same people but they are sooooo similar. Which one do you think is better ?

PCD

or

Girlicious

HOTTIES RUMBLE 3 !!!!

Okay so far there has been two winners. Buffy,Angel,Tru Calling and Dollhouse's Eliza Dushku and Angel,Buffy and Bones's David Boreanez. Who will be the next winner ?

You can vote for three people Thanks to everyone that votes :

10.

Jensen Ackles

9.

Heidi Klum ( Having some problems with my photobucket account, Ill post a picture of Heidi soon )

8.

Paul Rudd

7.

Megan Fox

6.

Leonardo Diccaprio

5.

Anne Hathaway

4.

Hugh Jackman

3.

Jennifer Love Hewitte

2.

Enrique Igleseas

1.

Alyssa Milano

Well those are our contestants Thanks for everyone who votes

Arabic and Turkish shows :

Both my sisters love Turkish shows which have been dubbed into Arabic. They are so fun to watch. They are humerous and have nice storylines which are very similar to shows like The O.C and One Tree Hill and they have gorgeous characters.

Also the Arabian Star Academy has just went into it's sixth season last week and I am loving it. There are twenty contestants and this is the first time a Kuwaiti girl joins the academy. I even picked favorites My three favorites are the Kuwaiti man, The Palestanian woman and one of the Lebanease men. They all have great voices and they are hot !!! Heres a picture below of the cast and the manager of Star Academy Arabia :

What's hot ? :

Britney ! Watch out for her new " If U Seek Amy " video

Dollhouse

Well that's it for this blog post

Hope you enjoyed it guys

I love writing blogs for great friends like you

I love you all so much

God bless you all

Never give up on what you want because the more you try the closer you get