• 2Jan 10

  Happy - Late - New Year Guys! New Views.

  I hope you all had a good new year I could have went to a friends house party but I had guests staying over so was stuck in the house =/ but was still alright.

  I also fell out with that girl I told you all about in my last blog the night before Apparently I had said that we had done stuff First off, I have never once told a lie like that before in my life. The only lies I've ever told were little white lies if im going to be honest. I don't start rumours!! I just like to hear of them but never spread them

  Anyway, shes refusing to speak to me. And shes making up "rules" if we are to become friends I have to stop having feelings for her. Ok I get that point seeing as shes already with someone but jeez feelings don't just go like THAT! Bloody women! And I gave her a txt saying "Happy New Year" but shes still not speaking to me.....even though she said that shes over all this stuff So not replying is just down right rude and so I just going to stop making an effort to sort this and concentrate on more important things If we are supossed to be friends then it should all sort itself out eventually, if not, then **** it. I have plenty more friends so loosing one thats not even speaking shouldn't be that much of a loss Should it?

  Anyway, this year im going to work hard to try get great exam results Building up confidence in myself. Alot more hillwalking hopefully. Mabye a bit more partying here and there to get the stress levels down and just enjoy myself. And of course...more gaming!!

  2010 is gonna be much more positive than 2009

  • Posted Jan 2, 2010 8:20 am PT
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• 30Dec 09

  The Urge To Strangle Someone!

  Heya everyone,

  Im in a ranting mood, forgive me.

  I've had a few dark days recently. Christmas was ok. I got a new laptop, Ipod classic 160GB and a new t.v. for my room at my dads and then alot of random stuff from my friends . But then I had to get really quite drunk and tell my friend over msn that I couldn't stop thinking about her....which is true, because unfortunatly for me I really really like her (in that way) which she already knows, but I don't think she knows just HOW much. Then I ended up going back out with my ex and another friend of mine is really quite annoyed at him because she liked him. (I know this makes me sound like a really bad person but I really didn't mean any of this )

  Then my PS3 kept freezing and wouldn't read discs now and then . Now its just not reading anything and I got MW2 and Infamous at boxing day (thats when I get my dads and his side of the familys presents) and I've hardly had a chance to play them at all!!

  I fell on the ice, landed on my wrist wrong and pulled a muscle. But I thought that was quite funny anyway. Means can't really do anything around the house . But mAAn it hurts.

  Yesterday, that friend I just mentioned who I likeasked me into town. So I got up early and went into town to meet her and I was FREEZING all day. Town I hate, but I can deal with it. What I can't deal with is having to be there while she's with her gf and being all lovie dovie with her! It hurts And I mean really hurts. But then im her friend and I shouldn't be feeling like this when shes engaged! (Shes only 16, and her gf is only 14, so like.......wtf) And then I feel bad because I don't really have that sort of feeling for my bf and I know its not fair to be emotionally cheating on him like this but im just really confused right now.

  But yno what? My mum bought me a cactus today! I was having a joke with her about having a cactus, and when she came home she had actually bought me one xD I feel so cool

  So yeah, hope everyone had a great Xmas and wish you all good luck for the new year

  • Posted Dec 30, 2009 9:15 am PT
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• 14Dec 09

  My 1st GS Yearly Milestone!

  Yay! My first full year here on GS Im so proud of myself

  I've always liked this site, not just for all the game gossip or the funny insults some really sarcastic user has said to someone else, but mainly for the people i've been fortunate to get to know on here and the histories

  Here are some people that stick out:

  1:razgriz_101&michael2014were probably the first two users who I really seemed to get on with here. Can't remember how I got to know them but im glad I did I still e-mailmichael2014now and then. Havn't really spoke to Raz in a while though so il get round to that at some point. So thanks for being nice guys

  2: -Absinthe-Always been a pleasure to chat with Even if its just random small talk First got to know himin the T&L union.He returns hugs!! haha *hugsfor -Absinthe-*

  3: Denny_Carmassi. Omg this guys knowledge is endless :O Im still amazed at what this dude comes up with. Not to sound stupid but im baffled by some of the things he says And he stays not to far away from Aberdeen!

  4: Dinkyfish. Seems to always be in a good mood whenever i've spoken to her Again another friend from T&L. Also have her on bebo

  5: dissonantblack& Dudersapereach have an awesome taste in music IMO

  6:Cody13_2012& Meat_Bagare some more good people to talk to from the T&L union Usualy had interesting things to post in the Union board ...or just things they posted in general

  7: MistressMinakoHer blogs are always good to read Even if they can be about random stuff but ace to read none the less

  8:H-A-V-O-K. This user has given me some pritty good advice on some of my less...happy....blogs. Its nice to know there are people out there that would be willing to give up some time to help moody, depressed teens like me loL. So thank you

  9: rebelway& kirky93are just ace I talk to them both on MSN now and then and their really nice people. I know them from my Union...I think...*recalls memory* ...yes, I did . Im still moving beside you in luxembourg kirky93

  10: philosophy666Had a little bit of a misunderstanding with this user a while ago (which I still feel bad for ops But it was thankfully resolved

  If theres anyone else i've missed out that I talk to and didn't mention then just say so, and im sorry if I have missed you out, just got back from school and my brain is a tad frazzled from chemistry

  So to sum up my little Anniversary blog, I had been hoping to reach level 20 by this time but I guess il have to settle for level 19 for the time being and besides I havn't really been active for the last few months - which I said I would improve on - but that kinda fell through And my post count is a little embarassing for this level I guess i've been a little caught up in life in general for a while.

  Anyway I have two essays to do for tomorow morning so id just like to say thanks to everyone for making this site worth comming back to now and then

  Much loveage,

  AudioPrison

  • Posted Dec 14, 2009 9:13 am PT
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