sooo pumped for tonight!!!

everyone have fun && enjoy!!!

so it's now 2008 a new year.

&& tuesday makes it a new OTH season.

im sooo excited. i have let 5 of my friends borrow all of my boxsets (1-4) and they have watched every episode in order && now were gonna go to Jennies (she's very rich) and watch the two hour season premiere in her home theatre =) yayy. im so excited! haha. its like Heffners theatre. haha. && hopefully now that OTH is back, i will deff. get on tv.com more and see whats up && post more and stuff.

hope everyone had a safe and happy new year! and a wonderful christmas!

xo jess

now it airs TUESDAY?!?!

ughhhh the CW suckss... =(

ima still watch of course!

Oh lordy. My apologies. How the heck is everyone? I'm back. wowwow! where do i start? well i guess to being the title [[ season 4 ]] is meant because can anyone tell me when season 4 dvd boxset for OTH come out, im so behind. i have been busy all summer, rarely rarely even been home.

My summer is over in a week, school starts back up again Tuesday. It's traggic. I don't wanna go back at all! If you've read my last few blogs from end of may early june you saw that i broke up with my boyfriend of two years. Yeah, well we stayed broken up, and i can't stand him now. lets just say he had a fun drunken hook up with 2 of my good friends. but i have moved on, hes awesome and his name is Nick. he's 18 and goes to a college nearby. He graduated from my highschool, so we were friends before because i had a few subjectstogether and hung out every now && then. hes amazing. he's a football star && that's the sport of our town, football. and so hes all into that.

so i have a best friend named Molly. andshe has a foreign exchange student living with her, Melvin ( from puerto rico, super hottie ) who is INLOVE with one tree hill about as much as me. So recently me and Melvin have got Molly watching it, episode to episode. We just finished season 1, and im taken season 2 over there tomorrow and we are all watching it. Molly is falling in love with it, im so excited. haha =) its exciting!

how is everyone? when does everyones school start/end? how was ur summer vaKs?

see ya later. hopefully. love

Hey everyone. It's getting a little late && so i really am not in the mood to type all my ""s of the day. I'm so sorry its been this long since i have been on here. I'm ashamed. I've just had so much going on. It's ridiculous. One of my best friend's died last weekend, and his girlfriend is in a coma in the hospital, me && my boyfriend for two years broke up. I don't know. I just haven't been having a good beginning of summer. I thought I would get on to say Hey to everyone. It's been too long. I just really haven't had the time or feeling to. I haven't really had the feeling to do anything lately at all. I'm kind of pathetic.

But i guess the only thing to look forward to is OTH this Wednesday. But even that's depressing b/c not only is it the second to last episode of season four, but Karen also may lose her life. But it looks good. So that's about all that's exciting in my life right now.

Hope everyone is doing well. =)

Bye. love.

Quote of the Day:: ( 3.16 ) Reporter: We're a country obsessed with tragedy, Brooke.

Song of the Day:: Memories in F Minor by Chronic Future

I'm not really in the mood to do a long blog. I didn't do all of my "" of the day. I am pretty upset right now. I just thought I'd share my thoughts and feelings on here. One of my good friends died yesterday afternoon in a car accident coming home from the lake that's about 45 minutes away. His name was Justin Brooks. He was 18 years old, and was going to graduate from our Highschool in 2 weeks. Justin's 25 year old step brother (Josh) was driving, speeding, crossed the yellow line, and hit a Dodge pickup truck head on. Justin's girlfriend, was in the backseat, she is in ICU (intensive care) in the hospital, I work with her, and they don't think she is going to make it. Josh passed away in the hospital. Justin was in the passenger seat, and he died at the scene. The passenger in the Dodge was 68, and also passed away in the hospital. The driver of the Dodge is ok. I'm scared Chelsea is not gonna make it through.

Please, everyone, please, keep Justin&&Josh's family, friends, and Chelsea in your thoughts and prayers.

R.I.P Justin Conley Brooks, you were very loved, and we will never forget you. Ever.

Quote of the Day:: Naley : Don't say I never gave you anything.

Song of the Day:: Happy? by Mudvayne

Movie of the Day:: Pirates of the Carribean... all 3.

So. I don't know what's wrong with it, but it's not letting me insert picture. but whatever. it's cool. so im planning to go see the new Pirates today, anybody seen yet? It's hard to think that it's already been almost two weeks since OTH, but it's gone by fast. which is good =) Im so excited we got a full season (( 22 episodes )). ahhhhh. im sooo excited. Anybody doing anything fun for Memorial weekend? You know what memorial weekend means, summer is almost here! yay. i'm soooooooooo excited! So when does everyone (( in US )) school get out. and for poeple not in America, when does ur school start? We get out June 12. AHhhhhhHH! I can't wait. haha.

Well it's time for me to go get ready for a pool party!! haha. talk to you guys later.

cyaaa. love.

i got this survey from Celine_23. =)

Starting time? 8:37

Name? Jessica

Nicknames? Jess && Tinybell

School? SHS

Eyes? Blue

Siblings? 4 younger brothers, 1 yonger sister, && one older brother

Ever helped somebody cheat? Probably

Missed school because it was raining? I don't think so.

Set any body part on fire for amusement? Nooo?

Kept a secret from everyone? Yep.

Had an imaginary friend? When i was yonger. Her name was sarah && she had pink eyes! 

Cried during a flick? A few times.

Had a crush on a teacher? A substitute teacher.

Ever thought an animated character was hot? Def. not.

Ever at anytime owned a New Kids on the Block tape? Nope.

Prank called someone? I guess.

Been on stage? Sure have.

Favorite shampoo? Probably, Herbel Essences.

Favorite colors? Orange

Day or Night? night.

Summer or Winter? summer

Favorite online Smiley?

Like anyone on tv.com? like a crush? Nope.

Known the longest of your friends on tv.com? Probably JustLikeHeaven

Name your best friend(s) on tv.com? I guess OTH_TW_lover

Cut your hair? Uhh yea.

Worn a skirt? Sure have.

Been mean? Of course, everyone has a little bad in them =)

Been sarcastic? Mmhm.

Missed someone? Of course.

Hugged someone? Sure have.

Fought with your parents? Absolutely.

Wished upon a star? Sure have.

Laughed until you cried? All the time.

Watched a sunrise or sunset? Yeappp =)

Went to the beach at night? Yea, every vacation i do.

Read a book for fun? Nope.

Are you lonely? I don't think so.

Are you happy? I guess.

Are you talking to someone online? Mmhm.

Do you believe in God and the devil?  Sure do.

Do you believe in love? Yeah.

Do you believe in The Closet Monster? Uhhh, nah.

Do you believe in The Big Bang Theory? sure why not.

Do you believe in Heaven and Hell? MMhmm.

Do you believe in superstitions? Sure.

What is your full name?  Jessica ......

Who named you? My mom wanted to name me Cierra but my Grandma didn't like that name and so my grandma named me Jessica

Favorite music? Every single kind of rock.

Least favorite time of the year? fall.

Do you type fast or slow? Fast.

Favorite drink? Red Bull

When's your birthday? 1/17/90

How old will u be?  Well im 17, ill be 18 january 2008

Time done? 8:45

Quote(s) of the Day:: ( 1.18 ) Nathan: What happened to us, Peyton? We used to be good together. Peyton: No we weren't. We just had sex a lot. Nathan: You sure about that? Peyton: Trust me. You're the only guy I've been with. You knew that. Nathan: Yeah, I know. I just... I figured since we broke up, maybe... Peyton: No. Nathan: Yeah. Me neither. It's just sex, right? Peyton: Okay, you know what, Nathan? Haley really deserves better than that. She really, really likes you and she's good for you... and, more than that, she trusts you. Nathan: I know that. Peyton: ...And ok, fine, we could do it right here in the pool... Nathan: Peyton.. Peyton: And fine, you were really good in bed, but i would know and you would know... and I wouldn't do that to Haley or myself. Or even you, for that matter. Cause you know what? If you screw things up with your relationship with her then you're a bigger jackass than even I thought. Nathan: I know it would hurt Haley. The only reason I mentioned it was to let you know that I'm not pressuring her. Peyton: Right. I knew that. Nathan: You said I was good in bed. Peyton: No, I didn't. Nathan: Oh, yes you did. Peyton: Oh, god, kill me.

Song of the Day:: God Bless the Child by Michelle Featherstone

Movie of the Day:: Where the Heart is

Picture of the Day:: (( my picture of the day is not working ))

hey guys. i decided to do a conversation of the day. haha. i liked that part, it was funny && cute. && i must add, Nathan looks HOTT in that scene. haha. so wednesdays episode was amazing. i abslolutely fell in love with it. haa. && the stupid cw is making us wait another2 weeks for the next one. ugh.

i def. went && saw Shrek3 yesterday with my boyfriend. it was funny. haha. but the second one is still my favorite! but it still made me laugh && smile. it was cute.

something i REALLY want to see tho, is the new Pirates of the Carribean. it looks sweet. as all of them. well, as the other 2. haha. && you know what, i think CMM does an excellent impersonation of Captain Jack Sperro. don't you agree? I think it's awesome. haha. so that comes out soon, i hope its not stupid. a lot of movies that come out with a 3rd one, it goes downhill, hope not.

so SOLs started thursday, and my first one is tomorrow. im so frustrated. i hate these things! it's gonna suck. but hey, this just means school is almost over =) YAY! i'm excited. i LOVE summer!

so who all thinks that season 5 is gonna be weird. i mean it will be good, of course. Mark is an amazing writer. but i was thinking yesterday, there is no more basketball, no more school, they're all grown up && out of college. some have kids, itll just be so different. but i think it will be a success. i hope so =) i mean its OTH, its gotta be. haha.

 i took the quizes that i saw on JustLikeHeavens profile, but my picture insert link thing isn't working. so ill tellyou what i got. im a HALEY and an OTH EXPERT and im the song RE-OFFENDER by TRAVIS 

ttyl. love.

im soooooo getting pissed at THE CW. if they don't stop putting OTH off, i'm going to go off && sue or something. this is completely && absolutely ridiculous. it is taking 9 months to finish 1 season. the CW sucks. i'm sorry. but they are pissing me off, more than you know. we've had 2-3 hiatus' && now we skip yet another week until a new episode comes on. how many times has there been when we had to skip a week to get to the new epsiode like 4 or 5, plus the hiatus'. its ticking me off. omg! ugh.

anyways... on to good news... I ABSOLUTELY LOVED TONIGHTS EPISODE OF OTH! it was fasinating. i def. give it a 10. by far. it was amazing. it had me going && interested the complete whole entire time. it was great. && tomorrow i will write my review, send in quotes && notes but now this was just a quick post b/c im soo ticked off, so i thought id type out my anger =) hope everyone enjoyed the episode!

see ya. love.

Song of the Day :: Always Love by Nadasurf

Quote of the Day :: (s3) Lucas: I'm the guy for you, Brooke Davis.

Movie of the Day :: Meet the Parents

Picture of the Day ::

So I added a new ""of the day thing. It's not always going to be OTH pictures, maybe some I took over the day. I don't know. We'll see. Sooo, its mothers day, so to everyones mother, happy mothers day =) I've had a fun weekend =) and i partied hard last night, haha. so im just chillin out today && watchin my boxsets of OTH. of course. thats like an every sunday thing, i just do that. haha. its a habit.

how is everyone? good, i'm hoping. im doing really well. last weekend was prom && it was so much fun! and last night i just got to hang out && go to a bonfire && just have a real good time with old friends, && make some new ones. so it was a blast! =)

so about OTHs episode this past week. didn't do much for me. its the only episode that i gave lower than a 10, ever. i mean it was good && did make me laugh quite a bit, but it just didn't do much for me. haha. but anyways, what does everyone think that Dan is going to do now that he knows/thinks Abby && Lucas know. I'm worried. maybe he hasn't changed. We'll see.

talk to yall later. love.

Quote of the Day :: (3.02) Haley :: Nathan.... I'm not going anywhere.

Song of the Day :: Far Behind by Candlebox

Movie of the Day :: Spidermen.. all 3.

So, i loved the quote of the day. It's the 2nd episode of the third season, and Brooke is throwing a senior beach party. Nathan && Haley are walking down the beach ((not together at the moment)) and Haley is asking him how he feels, and telling him how she feels, but how she feels, isn't how he does. Well, I mean of course he did feel the same way, he just wasn't ready to get hurt, after all the tour stuff. And he had just told her to find something else to focus on besides him for her senior year, b/c he is focusing on basketball, and she says don't say that, and tells him she's not going anywhere. I thought it was a really good scene, and in a way i loved it, but it was a very sad scene.

I picked the song because I am very far behind. I need to catch up a lot on here, I've been stuck on level 10 for a few months now, and yes i deserve it, i need to start doing some work! But i also love that song. haha.

Soooo, who all has watched the sneak peeks && promos for the new OTH episode wed? I have! It looks like it's gonna be great, as always! If i only went to the school that won... ahh! I would go crazy!

Goodnight guys. love.

 Quote of the Day:: (2.10) Nathan:: Don't ccry rockstar, it'd ruin your make-up.

Movie of the Day:: Grease

Song of the Day:: What It's Like by Everlast

1. Are you smiling?
well when someone sends my a cute IM, so every now and then

2. When was the last time you met someone new?
my boyfriends brothers girlfriend, emily =)

3. What is irritating you now?
uhm, me not being tired && school tomorrow

4. When did you last eat pizza?
tonight.. hah

5. Do you drink beer?
ighh...

6. Do you have any friends who are famous?
hell me && my friends are glamorous

7. Are you any good at poker?
not.

8. What do you want? ONE TREE HILL

9. Are you tired?
negative.

10. Last spoken words you heard?
goodnight tiny.

11. Have you ever kissed anyone named John?
can't say i have

12. Besides your bed, what is your favorite thing in your room?
my computer
13. Pepsi or Coke?
red bull

14. Did you ever throw up?
plenty of times.

15. Did you ever throw up while kissing someone?
cant say i have

16. Do you enjoy piercings and tattoos?
somewhat

17. Taco Bell or McDonald's?
tacobell

18. Are you restless?
uhhhh

19. Is your computer a laptop?
one of them.

20. Are you allowed to stay up later than 10pm on a weeknight?
yesssss

21. How many myspace views do you have?
enuff, i dont feel like checkin

22. Want to be a princess/prince?
doubt it

23. Do you believe dreams come true?
if ur lucky

24. Last song you heard?
somebodyyy SAAAAAAVE me, come one (save me by remy zero)

25. Do you like Batman?
def

26. Who is in the room with you?
my kitty cat Kenzie

27. What are you wearing on your feet?
barefoot is better.

28. What is/are your favorite pair of shoes?
flip flops
29. Who was the last person you said "i love you" to? ZACHARY

30. What was the last thing you ate?
pizza

31. What were you doing before this?
chillin in the living room with my mother

32. What is the closest item near you that is blue?
a cup

33. In your opinion what is the weirdest thing listed on GoofyAuctions.com?
i dont feel like getting on to look.

34. What instant messaging service do you use?
AIM

35. What is your favorite website?
tv.com... im not gonna lie, haha.

36. Who's house did you go to last night?
zachs

37. What do you wear more, jeans or sweatpants?
jeans, but sweat days are my fav.

38. What is the last movie you watched?
step up i think? no wait ice age 2? i d k one of the two.

39. What do you currently hear right now?
iTunes

40. When did you last buy a new pair of pants?
not sure, dont keep track

41. When did you last take a shower?
this morning

42. Where's your favorite place to be?
on the beach

43. Have you ever heard of the band Our Lady Peace?
nope

44. Where is your mom?
downstairs in her bed

45. Where do you sleep?
my bed, where u wanna be =)

46. Where do you shop the most?
ae

47. Where did you get the shirt you're wearing?
ae

48. Coach Purse or NFL game tickets?
coach purse.

49. Where was your default MySpace picture taken?
at my friends Brittanys(BTs) house

50. Why did you pick your background?
cause it's pretty

51. Why did you kiss the last person you kissed?
couldnt help myself (:

52. Are you happy with where you are?
i guess

53. Do you believe that there are certain circumstances where cheating is ok?
uhhhhh, life or death?

54. Would you ever take someone back if they cheated on you?
probably not, sorry im not like nathan, but i love him!

55. Have you ever talked about marriage with someone before?
yesh.

56. Do you want someone you can't have?
i d k, james.. haha!

57. Do you believe love at first sight exists?
eh, no

58. Do you believe in celebrating anniversaries?
they're fun (:

59. Do you believe that you can change someone?
yea

60. Would you ever consider getting engaged or married right now?
no.


SIX LASTS:
1. Last beverage: redbull
2. Last phone call: zach

3. Last instant message: kealin
4. Last e-mail: spam
5. Last annoyance: ummm.
6. Last text message: tanna

FIVE HAVE YOU EVERS:
1. Dated someone twice: yeah
2. Kissed someone & regretted it?:yepp
3. Lost someone special?: yeah
4. Been depressed: i dnt think so
5. Gone skinny dipping: : oh yeah man

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLORS:
1. orange
2. pink
3. orange

LIST TWO THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE:
1. make a difference
2. inspire

guess whose baaaaaack !?

ONE tree HILL.

yay yeaeeeeeeee

SONG OF THE DAY:: He lays in the reins by Calexico/Iron & Wine

Movie of the Day :: The Guardian

Quote of the Day :: Nathan: (3.07) I mean, the beach, this balcony. I haven't forgotten about our past Haley, I know where we got married, I know this is where we made love in the rain. I still feel our past, just like you do. I just thought it might be nice to hang out in the present for a night.

So my prom is this coming up Saturday, yes i did find a dress. It is beautiful! Its a mauve pink, with a slit up the leg, and an open back. It was 250, not bad. I can't wait, the best part of formals, is the getting ready. haha. i love it! so im getting a new car, i might have already said, i dont know? but im selling my bmw, and getting a jetta. there is a few things wrong with the bmw, and it will be really expensive to fix, so im just selling it to someone who would pay to get all of it fixed. haha, im sure as hell not.

OTH IS CLOSE! ahhh! im soo excited, the wait is pretty much over, i swear it felt like we were waiting on a new season, it took forever, but its here!! only 6 more episodes.... oh god. Well it was an awesome season, deff! i loved it. i can't wait to see them graduate, ill prolly cry. haha. ahhhhhhhh, i can't waiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiit, well wait, yes i can, of course i can, i can wait forever for OTH =)

byeee. love.

 SONG OF THE DAY::With Love by Hiliary Duff

QUOTE OF THE DAY:: ( 4.11) Nathan: I will. Ok, I'll let you in. If that's what it takes, I'll let you in. It's just, sometimes I'm afraid that if I do, you'll see the real me, the guy I was before you. I'm not proud of that person, the one that I used to be, but if I have to be that guy to keep you safe, then that's who I'm gonna be. Look, if you want me to apologize for defending you, or for fighting back when somebody hurts you, I can't do that. I won't do that, ok, because, the truth is, that's a guy I'll never be. The guy that just stands by and watches while the world hurts you. Can you understand that?

MOVIE OF THE DAY:: Disturbia

 a myspace survey =)

1. Where were you 3 hours ago?
bed

2. Who are you in love with?
james lafferty.. && my boyfriend, haha.

3. Have you ever eaten a crayon?
yep wen i was 6, i tried the macronie && cheese color.

4. Is there anything pink within 10 feet of you?
the wall

5. When is the last time you went to the mall?
yesterday

6. Are you wearing socks right now?
nope

7. Do you have a car worth over $2,000?
mmhm


8. When was the last time you drove out of town?
last week

9. Have you been to the movies in the last 5 days?
mmhm

10. Are you hot?
weather wise.. yes.

11. What was the last thing you had to drink?
redbull

12. What are you wearing right now?
cloth caprees && a green&&white wife beater

13. Do you wash your car or let the car wash do it?
either, but i perfer i do, b/c im really picky about it.

14. Last food that you ate?
eggs toast && bacon

15. Where were you last week at this time?
prom dress shopping

SONG OF THE DAY::Be yourself by Audioslave

QUOTE OF THE DAY:: ( 1.18 ) Brooke: Here's my philosophy on dating. It's important to have somebody that can make you laugh, somebody you can trust, somebody that, y'know, turns you on... And it's really, really important that these three people don't know each other.

So, as usual, i still have yet to found a dress. Ughhhh. This sucks. i did go for like 5 hours yesterday, and i still didn't find anything! im going today... again. Haha, please wish me luck! It's pretty hard to find the perfect one. It happens every year, i find me one && buy it, then ill go next weekend just to look, && find another better one. haha. it sucks. but oh well, this year im going to make sure its the perfect one!

my daddy got a new truck, its really really nice, its even got buttwarmers! and suprisingly he let me drive it yesterday, it was sooo awesome. he usually doesnt trust me driving his cars, but yesterday i took it dress shopping with me. i felt like the queen of the road b/c i was soo high && bigger than everyone else on the road.. haha. it was pretty sweet.

my new icon :: james. of course. my last one was james too, but i had had that one for a while now... so it was time for a change. i love change. and my new icon, haha.

and i need help. ive never seen the unaired pilot, and im tryin to figure out how i can watch it online, possibly from tv.com if its possible. if you know where i can see it && how to download it and stuff, let me now. because my old computer was dial up-igh. and now ive got my laptop, so i can watch it now! =) yay.

but i gotta go get ready im goin out with my friends =)

byee. love.