Hey everyone... uhh... long time no see yo! Hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm... Not going to even bother saying sorry for not blogging ect.. xD i do it so much! Then you never hear from me again! Though i am here in spirit. >.> seems silly for me to mention that. Anyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyways! Mega made a blog so i better do one right? Well don't expect much ME NO GOOD AT WRITING! >.> xD
Okay so Im sure most of you know already about mega's trip to Canada, since we basically share the same friends. Mega and I have been in a 'secret' relationship since Nov 11 2011! Now the reason why we kept it secret is a lot of people truly would not understand how you can fall in love with someone if you have never met them in person. Now back before I even met Justin I may have thought the same thing. Though really I would not have even thought about it, online relationships were not you know really out there so never seemed like an option to me. Plus at the time I wasn't looking for anyone.
Now I kind of want to skip things... xD Okay so the purpose I joined this site might sound somewhat silly! I was lurking the main forums for quite awhile before making an account I already at the time was part of another game site so I wasn't joining this one for really gaming in mind. I liked the community a lot more over here so I thought why not? I joined in March and started posting a bit on the main forums (I bet at the time people thought I was an alt) Started to get to know this site more, then I made my first blog, about I have no idea! I met Justin when he had commented on one of my blogs, so I checked out his profile and was really impressed with his awesome gaming blogs! I think I was the first one that Pmed him... hehe... xD questions! I mentioned him to join a union I was part of like he mentioned, we talked like every day there! Though continued to Pm each other. I was starting to develop feeling for him which I thought was crazy! I mean come on!?! A gaming site online WTF right? So I thought maybe if I stay away from the site a bit I could you know try to move on, get over the feelings I was developing.. Though guess what? Didn't work! There was something about him that kept drawing me in! As we continued to talk more through Pm we were getting much deeper he was learning things about me I never told anyone else. He was always there for me, when ever I needed someone to talk to! ^^ I was so emotionally attached to him that it scared me how much I truly liked him. Then we moved over to FB where we can really chat about anything... xD Then he had sent me this sweet PM on Gs asking me out! Of course I said yes!
Fast forward now.. xD we had talked for a long time about the idea of him coming to see me over here in Canada! When the time was right and the money of course... He came!
The night before the big day I could not sleep! I mean I was so nervous, though very excited to finally see him in person! My mom drove me to the airport, I don't like Toronto driving hell no!... We get there and get lost of course.. xD went down the wrong road!... :P But we managed to make it back my mom parked then we walked.. longest walk ever! Not literally just yeah know.. xD So we stood by where Justin would be coming out! Geez it felt like hours waiting... I had a ton of butterflies! I just kept wondering if he would like me in person if we would click in person ect ect ect! THEN THEN THEN THEN! I saw him! So I yelled out Justin CANADA! my mom was LIKE EH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Seems everyone thinks we say EH... >.> I walked over to him and we hugged which was sweet! He met my mom ect went to Tim Hortons... >.> HE LOVES IT! well the donuts.. xD We walked back to the car, and talked a bit. Though the weather was soooooooooooooooooooooooooooo bad big time! the rain was terrible could not even see where we were going... SCARY SHIT! o_o Finally made it home, longer then it would normally take though.
So we get home and get him set up in his room! My mom made some burgers, and we ate! Played some super smash bros >.> no comment! god he is good... >.> I had told him before that I would kick his ass in that game! Guess what????????????? I didn't win once.. you would think he would let me win right!? >.> I was still a bit shy at that point.. xD We had our first kiss! Was really sweet... Though the first night was really special... :3 The week in general was special too we connected on a whole different level! Talking to Justin was so easy, feels like I have known him my whole life I just love him so much it literally hurts! ^^
I can't wait till I get to come and visit him! Though to be honest what I can't wait for the most is to just be with him everyday... Wake up to seeing his face... ;( All of that I really want! This might sound crazy cause of our ages ect... though I don't care what anyone says but I want to grow old with him! (yes i am romantic >.>) I want to be held by him kissed by him.. ect! One day I hope this will happen, but until then, my love for you Justin will never end because love doesn't know distance! ^^
Hehe my sexy man! :3 Love you baby ^^ !!