You know how sometimes there's a picture in your school year book and that there's always a pic of a big group of kids either talking or posing for the camera, and in the background, you see someone just standing there, head down, captured in the moment where he will always be forever staring at the ground? Well, just think of it this way, that's me. Even though I'm starting to shrink the gap of my knowledge on how to make more friends, and that I do at least have a few friends, I'm always the one who is looked down upon, everyone thinking they have more power over me. I'm also the one who doesn't know how to make good comebacks or decent jokes.
But there are only two things, that I know will close the gap of my knowledge on making friends, and not be looked down upon, and that is my love and talent of fantasy fiction writing. Through reading a few very popular fantasy fiction books, I have developed an interest in fantasy, and ultimately, made me decide that I will write a fantasy fiction novel. Yes, I have tried doing it once before, but I had a major problem, and lost all that I had worked on. But now, I'm looking forward to restarting that project of mine, and hope that it will pay off and make me known by many people around the globe, and get me on the New York Times Best Seller top ten list.
The other thing that will close the gap is if I get the chance to settle in Australia and live in a cozy home near the wilderness a little ways from the city, and that I get the job that my idol used to have before he was killed by one of the things that he was determined to protect. I've always wanted to be like him, and now, that desire is burning within me, and the just the thought that I can never meet my idol hurts so much that I cry in pain. But I wish that I can become just like him, and fill the people he knew, with new life.