So, after many many months I finally decided it's time to make a blog! So get ready because there's a few things I'm going to talk about and probably a lot of awkward sentences since I'm not the best at transitioning paragraphs!
First off I want to rant about the new Gamespot. I freakin' hate it!!!! Why did they change the site again? I mean I'm hardly ever here now because of how terrible the new design is. There's the home page which is just a cluster f*** of crap that just makes me want to leave the site right when I get on, and to make things worse GS made it sooooo much harder to connect with friends, it's like impossible to find my friends blogs now because of the new profile/user/friend system thing. Thanks gamespot I always wanted to never find my friends blogs, and never see the comments I had on my previous blogs you're such a "good" website I "totally" don't want to only use youtube to find my reviews/previews from many different youtubers (that don't include gamespot or ign).
OK now that the GS rant is out of my system, on to my life. First, last University semester was pretty awesome! I was living in the dorms again and there are actually cool people here this year! So I made some great friends in the dorms, as well as some awesome friends in my classes. I also got 2 A's last semester (Intro to LGBT Studies and Psychopathology. In Psychopathology I got 100% on the final, which was pretty awesome and 92% on an extra credit paper. Intro to LGBT Studies was just super easy). I got C's in the other two classes, which I'm fine with since I thought I might have failed one of those classes and gotten a D in the other.
For games I've played it's mostly been Pokemon Y (OMG this game is so amazing get it now if you have a 3DS! It's my 2nd or 3rd favorite pokemon game). I've also been playing Metal Gear Rising which is another amazing game and surprisingly works well with my laptop (so far I haven't had to use a mouse!)
And now for the more serious/emotional stuff, sadly I don't know when I came out as asexual otherwise I'd probably post this blog the same day/month that I posted that one since it's similar but oh well. Anyways, lately I've been feeling the need to come out to people and you guys are always awesome, although I'm still a little scared telling you all but with GS's new blog/user crap it's a little easier saying this stuff. Now to carry this thing on longer (because that's what I seem to do lol)..... OK, so serious time now, I'm trans yep I'm multiple trolly's, wait that's trams. But seriously, I'm basically a girl who was born with a male body (damn you mother nature I see why people don't like you, well you also cause tornadoes and hurricanes and such too), I kinda knew forever but I never really started accepting it until my last year/semester at Community College but I've been kinda scared to tell most people. I ended up living in the LGBT dorms the second semester of my first year at University and started being more out (mostly because there's a cool trans guy living here), and now I'm out to everyone in the hall this year! Sadly because of how scared I am (since I always think of the worst case scenario) I haven't really told any of my older friends or my family yet. Although I've given my mom soooo many hints that I would be surprised if she isn't suspecting I'm trans lol I'm also super slow at transitioning so I still haven't seen a real therapist yet (last year I saw a counselor at my school but of course she couldn't really do anything). Anyways I could talk on and on about this like pronoun usage (fyi I'm not on hormones and since I have my own rule about not forcing/yelling at people to use female pronouns I don't care much about what pronouns you use, but I don't think it really matters that much anyways for a site like this lol) but I think I'm just going to let you ask questions in the comments if you want to know something. Oh I also just realized that almost all of my friends are either gay guys, trans guys (ppl born female but who are actually male), or girls. I hardly have any straight guy friends lol
So, now that I've got that out of the way I can talk about Halloween. So for Halloween I dressed up as Harley Quinn, and it was actually pretty awesome! Apparently quite a few people thought that I was a biological girl from my costume ;P I also wore my costume to my last class and a girl kinda asked me out because of it lol That was pretty awesome although I am so confused because I have no idea if she really wants to date me or just wants to be friends (damn my assexual awkwardness lol), I'd love to go out with her but since I am who I am, I'm waiting for her to make an obvious move (which will probably not happen since if she likes me she is probably waiting for me to make the first move lol). I'm also going to hopefully be going to a convention this year with a few friends and I'm totally going as Harley Quinn again!
So, that's how I've been, here's some random music.
Yep that's about it, have a great day! Also, how have you guys been?