I was really struggling as to what I should write for this blog, no much has been happening and my fighting game idea had to be dropped for the time being. I find myself almost plodding along trying to find a reason to keep playing Skyrim, only for the endless amount of dungeons to transcend thought process and keep me playing. Not many games have kept my attention for this long the last one probably being Fable TLC
I do my youtube videos although now I see them as more my job than an actual hobby, people (like your good selfs) really do seem interested in my opinions and the crazy way I put them across. It's made me think that I want to make my youtube channel even more professional and maybe even become a partner. Then again so long as people want to see my videos I will make them regardless.
One idea I had was to make a "origins of the dragon" video where I could tell my audience a little more about me and take them on the journey of my life up to this point. Then again could that be seen as self indulgent tripe? Well whatever the prospectus may say I have always done what I felt was right even if the payoff was crushing (my ex girlfriend comes to mind here)
And so I reach this point where I write my blog and keep you all informed as to what I'm doing, although at the same time I can't but think I'm not putting in enough effort. Some people tell me that I do enough already and that I have to wait for fate to get up of his bum and do something....then again would fate say the same to me? He's a fickle fellow fate very fickle, he decides everything you ever dreamed of and will decide ultimately your fate of course.
Let it be said and let the fates quote me, if I work myself to death I care not as I have been true in my life and loves. Let no one shed a tear as they can be saved and used elsewhere, on more important matters of the heart. If you have read this far give your self a smug smile of satisfaction knowing that many would have bothered.
On a final note I hope your all doing well in your lifes and loves that those treat you equally.
For the time being this is the dragon saying sayonara...