I have posted some blogs on here about my feelings and ideals but not one about the important things, life is my main thought. like why does this situation bring me to tears of the bad kind and another to tears of good, tears are just water filled with salt and doesnt always show your true feelings. you "cry" when you peel onions. but that is one theory i have life can be a mix of the good and the bad, but how do you know if you've experienced one if you dont experirence them all how do you know if they are what you want. I have and ok fair enough I'm only 21 but still I have had my share of darkness in my life and now i hope the light has come out. For someone to look at me they would say confident bubbly and so sure of everything but to get to know what i actually think and see look closely at me, I have very few friends and i let very few into my life for risk of getting hurt. When i do let people in I am very careful, i do trust but not entierly. I know it can be looked upon as a bad thing but as i explained earlier I have had a tough time in my life and not many people see this in me, and i hope that this small glimpse is enough for you all to enjoy and cherish each moment and to live life to the full :).