It's been a long time since I did once of these, pretty much just couldn't be bothered updating and such. There have been many interesting new developments over the past however long, I'll get you up to date.
Where the hell do I start? We'll go to about September last year shall we?
One friday, at school, I was told that a girl (the one who previously rejected me, while she had a shaved head, mind you) had feelings for me, and she was intending to ask me out. So, over the weekend, I asked all of my friends whose opinions mattered to me about the situation, and they pretty much all said it was my call.
I decided to say yes, because I have rejected someone before, and I regretted it for a long time, and I didn't want to make that mistake again.
That relationship lasted about 8 and a half months, and ended about a month and a half ago. It was a sexual relationship, but I won't give you the details.
Anyway, about a month into the relationship, I had a pretty huge drama with a good friend. Do you guys remember the first girlfriend? The one that had to move away? We had an argument that escalated and eventually made us hate each other, and we didn't talk again until recently, but more on that later.
I'm at a new school for year 11, and it's going pretty well. I've got at least one A in all of my subjects, which is great, it'll keep my mum off my back for awhile :P
I'm doing Biology, Health and Human Development, Literature, Maths Methods (hard shlt), Gen B Maths (more hard shlt) and Year 12 Psychology, and I'm happy in all of them. The only class where I didn't have a friend was Literature, but I was sitting with someone who I thought was pretty cool. In February, we bumped into each other at a La Dispute concert in Melbourne, and we've been close ever since.
No real huge dramas until about June, which is between me and my ex girlfriend. I don't play football any more by the way, I quit because I'm not really interested in it, and I don't like the people I'd be playing with, they're all pricks :P
I'll just be blunt here, she was clingy as all hell. I didn't mind it at first, because at least I felt loved, but it just grew and got on my nerves until I realized that I was enjoying myself more when she wasn't around tan when she was, which is rarely a good sign hahaha
Anyway, I broke up with her, which was fvcking brutal, I just don't like making people cry I suppose.
After that happened, I talked to my best mate about it, to which he said "You know the group is gonna love you now right?" I knew she wasn't that liked within our friendship group, but I wasn't really bothered by it. We didn't talk, just because it was awkward, but I now realise that she is a passive-aggressive bltch.
Okay now, big shlt to discuss here. The girl (don't pretend you didn't see this coming :P ) sent me a letter about 4 weeks ago. I was pretty amazed at the time, because we hadn't talked since September, and hadn't seen each other since the formal for my school, where we apparently looked "like we were ready to kill each other".
The short version is that she wanted to apologize for how we fell out, and she was hoping that we might be able to be friends again, which got me thinking a lot. I begun to think that I might have been pissed off for so long out of principle, because talking to her might be seen as backing down or something. I know I was pissed a lot initially, but I doubted it a lot that I could actually hate someone for so long.
Anyway, she sent me her phone number, so I texted her, basically telling her what I just told you, and saying that I was willing to be friends again. Take note: that was on a Thursday.
Anyway, we were back to our old ways quickly, staying up til 2 in the morning on Facebook just talking about everything. She's had a couple of relationships at her new town, and a casual sex kind of thing that didn't work out, and I will relate to that a bit later on, by the way. She's medicated for a variety of mental issues, ranging from Bipolar to clinical Depression, which doesn't really surprise me.
On the next Tuesday, 5 days after we started talking again, she just blurted out with "My feelings for you have come back recently", and I was stunned, because I felt the same way, which was kind of scary for me. I told her that too, and I asked her what we should do about it all, to which she replied "I want you back, I don't care about the distance".
I was ecstatic for awhile, we talked on the phone for about 20 minutes at 11 PM, pretty much saying nothing but "Holy fvck, we're stupid, people are gonna fvcking kill us".
I arrived at work the next morning at 6, with about 4 hours of sleep, and I blitzed it. I felt like I'd had a massive dose of Cocaine or something :P When I got to school, I was called an idiot by more or less everyone in my group, but I'm okay with it, they all think we're a much better couple than me and the other girlfriend. I've been threatened not to 'hurt her' by 4 of her friends over Facebook, because everyone in the kitchen sink knows how things erupted last time we fought, but that doesn't bother me, they trust her judgement.
I told my ex that we're back together, to which she started turning into a passive-aggressive bltch, but I couldn't give a shlt about that now :D
Anyway, it's been nearly 3 weeks since then, and I'm still happy, I have my worries and a few anxieties about sexual stuff, but that's what being a teenager is all about :P
I've got a plan to take a train trip to her town (5 hours away) at least once a term, on a friday after school, then take another one back on the sunday, which gives us a fair amount of time together, which I'm happy with.
My school holidays have been great, and I'm looking forward to seeing everyone at school tomorrow, the work doesn't bother me at all.
Sorry again for not blogging in so long, I guess when you're happy you don't really feel like venting as often I suppose.
Bye until next time, hope it wasn't too bad of a read for you all.