Be-Because I obviously meant the Friday of next week. HahahaHAHAHA! *continues fake laughter* Because I totally didn't wuss out at all. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA! *sob sob*
Well okay not so much "wussing out" as much as "FATE"! Those of you who don't know about the girl I'm talking about basically she lives in the apartment complex next to mine, walks the same way to school as me, she's a freshman(...and I'm graduating...yeah), and dresses like (to quote Otacon) "Something out of my Japanese animes!". Although from what I've observed(I'll probably sound like a stalker after this blog) she's very shy around males(which is great because I'm about half as shy around females! *sob*). But yeah a friend(and later a friend of a friend tried) have tried and basically resulted in no progress and awkward silences(the kind you can "see"). What chance do I have? No idea. I still haven't said anything when I see her in the morning(no matter how much I want to say something), can't talk to her at lunch because I'll be interogatted by my friends as soon as I leave her side, and she walks with this girl home(yet I never see her in the morning with her).
The only person in our group who can really talk to her is my friend's girlfriend(the one who couldn't wear the maid outfit to school because it was apparently absurdly short for American school) which she's trying to recruit her for anime club as a mascot(like Haruhi did to Mikuru...oh yeah and she has cosplayed as Haruhi...my friend's girlfriend not her). And before you ask she is not well-endowed like Miss Asahina.
But anyway back to "FATE" which I shall use to hide my cowardice(COWARDICE! CAPS MAKE ME FEEL BETTER AT THE MOMENT!). *sigh* I'll try to do this quickly I'm kinda out of it randomly right now. Basically Tuesday I look behind me a bit and she is like 5 feet away from me(weird because she's usaully on the sidewalk where as I walk in the street. way to schoolbeing sidewalk, little street thing by houses with me on the side farthest away from the sidewalk, small barricade thing, then main road). What do I do? Wave and say "Good morning!" like I've been planning? WRONG!!! I look back in front of me and try to pretend I saw nothing, she walks by me and I still say nothing, finally we both hit the crosswalk and stand as I try to pretend I don't see her. Wednesday...you knowjust forget it just quick things and I'm done. Basically she always wears these awesome pink outfits on Fridays but she didn't today. Instead for the second time I've seen she wore these white ribbons in her hair which remind me of Fancesca Lucchini from Strike Witches. This is me grasping at straws but she randomly wore them for the first when I was telling some friends rather LOUDLY about Strike Witches somewhere closer to her. Course it was at least a week before she wore them after I talked about it.
Wow that was a long blog compared to yesterday. Now if you'll excuse me I have wildlife to abuse(Red Dead Redemption), characters to level up(Disgaea 3), and anime to watch to hopefully distract myself from the horrible excuse of a man I am and shall always be.