So it's May, the time for graduation. The time I SHOULD be graduating. Let me just say seeing your friends graduate and enjoying life, is the hardest thing to bare. Knowing that if I wasn't so F*CKING stupid, I might be walking. But being in this position really set my head straight. So was it a good thing I did what I did? Personally, I think so. Felling the regret I feel made me think about my life. Made me see how important school is. It will make me stronger for whatever may come in the future. And I learn from this mistake.
What really got to me was my mom. She ran into a parent of a old friend of mine from High School, and my mom lied saying I was graduating from a different school. Which I am, but not this year. Really made me fell bad. But I have not lost hope. I am trying to stay positive. I really want to show my best at getting my diploma and make my parents proud. Because I finally have a clearer mind.
The good news is, if I go to AIMS Community College and do their High School Diploma program, if I put in the effort, I could have my diploma by Christmas. And I will have a graduation...sure not with my friends...but with potentialnew friends. And that thought makes me happy :) The thought of meeting new friends, I mean my friends from my old high school will stay with me...but I can meet new friends, and really, it means a lot to me.
Now I do have a new computer, I personally built it. Its a 3.6GHz Quad-Core AMD FX Processor, 8GB of RAM, a sweet looking case. I am waiting on the graphics card, but I went all out on the graphics card.
ALSO...I was wondering if you guys would like some video blogs, but with me talking while playing a game like minecraft. A great way to enjoy the stuff I build and hear any stories I got to tell. Please let me know :)